No wonder she chose to commit suicide, because she couldn't bear it, and how much perseverance did it take to endure such torture in the face of depression and mental disorder?

I finally looked up at Su Fan stubbornly and ruthlessly, and I said word by word: "I want to pay for the white blood debt in China." [← Eight [← Eight [← Read [← Book, .2↘"

Su Fan was gentle and said lightly: "Okay, I'll help you." ”

The day of my sister's burial was cloudy and drizzling.

I was holding my sister's ashes, Su Fan was holding an umbrella for me, and my mother was walking in front.

Her illness has not yet recovered, but in order to let her sister settle down as soon as possible, she carried her illness to see her sister off.

Su Fan arranged it very well, and bought his sister's cemetery next to his father, I am very grateful to him, and my feelings for him have deepened with these heart-warming little things.

When I saw my sister off, in the car, my mother sobbed and fell unconscious, and she had a fever again.

Feeling that something was wrong with her, I was a little anxious: "Su Fan, my mother is fainting again, she is so hot, she seems to have a fever again." ”

Can she not have a fever? She was already ill, and then she was drenched in rain and wind.

Su Fan looked at us in the back seat through the mirror above, took out his mobile phone and said to me, "Don't worry. ”

As he spoke, he called the hospital, so when we arrived at the hospital, there were already people waiting there, and my mother was taken to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.

I was also tired and dizzy, Su Fan helped me, hugged me and found a place to sit down, let me lean on his body to rest, smell the comfortable breath on his body, I began to fight with my eyes.

We've all been tired lately.

When I woke up, facing the familiar ceiling, I was a little confused, wasn't I in the hospital?

It's still cloudy outside, so I can't tell what time it is.

I sat up, there was a new pair of cotton slippers next to the bed, and I put them on and went downstairs to smell the smell of rice, which was the fresh smell of millet porridge.

I walked to the kitchen, and sure enough, I saw Su Fan cooking.

It's not the first time I've seen him wearing an apron, but I still think he looks good.

The porridge seemed to be ready, he turned off the heat, took off his apron, and turned around to see me standing in the doorway.

He said, "I was trying to wake you up for dinner." ”

I looked outside at the sky and asked him, "What time is it?"

"Eight o'clock in the morning. He pulled out the dishes and chopsticks.

I frowned: "Eight o'clock?"

That is, I slept all day already?

"Where's my mom?"

"In the hospital, don't worry, I have someone to keep watch, as soon as she wakes up, someone will call me. He glanced at me, "You're too tired, you need to rest, don't your mother is still well and you fall down again, who will take care of your mother then." ”

He walked up to me: "Let's go, go wash and eat, if you don't feel at ease and want to go to the hospital, I'll send you over after breakfast in a while." ”

Light millet porridge with simple pickles is just a simple meal, but it makes people feel happy and warm.

A harmonious family, a husband who can be good to herself, it seems that I have all of these, but ......

I still feel sad and sad.

The full moon is lacking, and the water is full, as if life is like this, it cannot be perfect.

It would be nice if my father and sister were there......

Thinking about it, my eyes reddened.

My hand was held by a big hand that had been warm, and Su Fan didn't say anything, just took me in his arms, leaned on his chest, and rubbed my head comfortingly.

I buried myself in his arms, choking in my throat.

"I'm just my mom now...... "She's the only one there, I sobbed.

"You still have me. He said.

I nodded, a handful of snot and tears wiped all over his comfortable suit.

After breakfast, Su Fan was going out to run errands, and he asked me if I would stay at home or go to the hospital, and it was boring to stay here, so I chose to go to the hospital.

My mom was still asleep and hadn't woken up, so I walked lightly to the stool next to the bed and sat down, took her hand that wasn't drip and talked to her.

I talked a lot, about things when I was a child, about growing up, about the times when our family laughed and cried, and I don't know if it was because I was too noisy, she woke up.

I stood up with some joy: "Mom, you're awake." ”

Her eyes were open, empty and unfocused, as if she had no focus, and she shook her head as if she had heard my words, and as if she hadn't heard.

I was a little stunned and called out again: "Mom?"

She was still staring at the ceiling, unresponsive, and she didn't look at me.

I was a little anxious: "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

She blinked, staring at the ceiling without saying a word.

I ran out in a panic to call the doctor, and during the doctor's examination, my whole heart was lifted.

Finally, the doctor shook his head at me: "Your mother's spirit has been severely frustrated, she has closed herself off, unwilling to face it, and unwilling to wake up. ”

I asked in a trembling voice, "That is, she will be like this in the future?"

The doctor nodded.

I took a breath and asked in a trembling voice, "It's nice to say that she's closed off herself, and if it's hard to say, is she ...... Demented ......?"

The doctor nodded: "It's okay if you want to say that." ”

I couldn't accept this cruel fact, and I stood there dumbfounded, not even knowing when the doctor left and when Su Fan came.

Su Fan called me distressedly, I had to come back to my senses, and the tears could no longer flow uncontrollably.

Su Fan...... My mom she'......"

Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me: "I know, I know everything. ”

I bit my lip and couldn't speak, I just felt that my heart was tearing and hurting, and it was very worrying, and my family was ruined, and it seemed that it was nothing more than that.

I was buried in his arms, and from the first small sobs to whimpering, and finally to the bitter crying, and then to the tearing of my heart.

"Su Fan, I don't have a home anymore. I said.

He said to me in a nice voice, "You still have my home." ”

I couldn't help but hug him tightly when he said his words, and I nodded, agreeing with him.

I don't know how long I cried, but after a long time, I got the courage to go to my mom again, she was probably tired and had closed her eyes.

I smelled a strange smell, and then I realized that it was her who was relieved, and I was sad for a while, did she do this in the future? I don't know anything?

I was about to clean her up, but Su Fan stopped me, "I'll call someone." ”

I shook my head: "Don't." ”

In the end, I changed my tune and said, "You can ask someone to help me get her into the bathroom, I can't move her alone, I'll do the rest by myself." ”

He didn't stop me and helped me get a couple of female nurses to help.

Taking care of a patient who doesn't know anything is really not an easy task, from the initial chaos, after a period of running-in, I also have some experience, so I don't care about the end.

I was relieved to look at my ruddy face under my careful care.

In a blink of an eye, it was the day of Chu Chu's confinement, on this day Su Mo brought the 'child' back, looking at the child, Chu Chu was very happy, funny and laughing.

The people around her are also trying their best to hide the truth and laugh with her.

But I feel sad, this child is not hers, and I don't know how long this truth can be hidden......

After a while, the child was taken away, Chu Chu reluctantly followed the child in the hands of the medical staff, and asked Su Mo with a wistful look: "How long will it take for her to return to me?"

Su Mo said with relief: "When the doctor thinks she is healthy, he will return to you." ”

"How long will it take?" Chu Chu was a little anxious.

Su Mo smiled dotingly and hugged her: "Wait slowly." ”

The second thing Chu Chu prepared after the confinement was detoxification, because he had detoxified once, so this time it was not so dangerous, although he still vomited blood uncomfortably, but he was not as close as he was last time.

With Chu Chu's detoxification, Qiao Zhiyun's mission seems to have been completed, the antidote has been successful, and with Chi Shaoqiu here, the poison on the child's body seems to have no need for her, so she has no reason to stay.

Qiao Zhiyun left, and she didn't say goodbye to anyone.

Before she left, I asked about Qiao Ling, and I didn't know how she and Ji Liunian were doing.

Qiao Zhiyun didn't speak, just smiled bitterly.

It seems that Qiao Ling's situation is not very good.