The diary was very worn, even though it was protected in layers of plastic sheeting, but the surface was still very badly damaged, and the paper inside was slightly wrinkled and yellowed, and it was written in Japanese that Liu Jingxin could not read, and only a few Chinese characters could recognize it. However, many Chinese characters have different meanings in Japanese, and Liu Jingxin really can't judge the content of them based on Chinese characters alone.

Although Yanagi is not proficient in Japanese, he can still understand most of the meanings. After reading a few pages, he seemed to be tired of squatting, and sat directly on the ground, next to the corpse.

Except for Liu Jingxin, the rest of the people didn't dare to come over again, they all hid aside, looking at the skeleton for a while, and looking at Liu Chengnan and Liu Jingxin who looked down at the diary, even if they were a little panicked, no one bothered.

After about ten minutes, Liu Chengnan closed the diary, shook his head and sighed, "Why bother." ”

Liu Jingxin asked curiously, "What is written?"

Liu Chengnan looked up at the skeleton and sighed again: "This person is an entrepreneur, originally very rich, but because of an investment, he was deceived by a partner, not to mention the bankruptcy of the company, and he was also burdened with high debts. His wife ran away, and his daughter refused to recognize him as a father. He felt that his life was too failed and he could not see any hope, so he finally chose to come here alone and end his life. ”

After Liu Jingxin heard this, he bowed his head and was silent, he didn't know how to evaluate it, because he didn't know how desperate this person was in in the last stage of his life.

But from his point of view, everyone's life cannot be smooth sailing, you can go to the peak, and you will inevitably fall to the bottom, the key depends on how to face the pain of survival.

Everyone likes to enjoy the feeling of standing at the top, but there are always people who can't bear to fall to the bottom, and can't stand the feeling of weightlessness and powerlessness.

If everyone finally makes such an extreme choice because they can't bear it, how many legends will be missing in this world?

As much as people want to live a vigorous life, they are afraid of being miserable.

"How do you feel?" Liu Chengnan rewrapped the diary and stuffed it back into the distance.

Liu Jingxin said: "I only think of one sentence. ”

"Which one?"

"Man can be destroyed, but he will never be defeated!"

Liu Chengnan nodded and said thoughtfully: "But there are too few such people after all." Forget it, let's not study this, let's continue to walk inside. ”

In this forest, the farther away the person dies, the more desperate he lives in life. People who died in the depths must have experienced a fierce inner struggle before committing suicide, what would their story look like?

Liu Jingxin no longer felt fear at this time, he suddenly wanted to go deeper, wanted to read more stories, and wanted to read more tragic lives.

The crowd continued to go deeper inside, and after walking for a long time, they did not see a single corpse.

It stands to reason that at the end of each rope, there should be a dead soul tied to it, but they searched many places along different ropes, but they still did not find what they expected.

"Shouldn't these dead people have rotted into dirt?" Zhang Xun looked a little irritated: "Or, did they figure it out later and go back?"

Liu Chengnan nodded and said, "It's all possible." In addition to this, there is another possibility, and that is that the body was found by the police and brought back to the relatives of the deceased. Forget it, let's look for a while, we really don't find anything, let's go back. ”

The group continued to follow the previous train of thought, looking for different ropes, and at the same time walked deeper and deeper into the forest.

The deeper he went, the less rope he could find, and Liu Jingxin became more and more curious about the story at the end of the rope.

"There seems to be one over there!" Jiang Li suddenly exclaimed, startling several wild birds perched on the trees.

The body of the deceased found this time was decomposed, and it was only a woman who could be identified by her clothing.

Beside the deceased, nothing resembling a diary was found.

Liu Jingxin was feeling a little disappointed, but he saw that Liu Chengnan had put on rubber gloves and a mask at some point, and he walked directly to the corpse and reached out to rummage through its clothes and pants.

After a while, he found a folded piece of paper, which was still crumpled and somewhat rotten. He unfolded the paper, frowned for a moment, and then refolded it and stuffed it into the pocket of the deceased's clothes.

"What was that one you were looking at just now?" asked Liu Jingxin.

Liu Chengnan took off his gloves, took off his mask, and said with a complicated expression: "It's a suicide note." This girl likes a boy, but because her appearance is too ordinary, she is worried that the other party will not like her, so she runs to have plastic surgery. But because I didn't have any money, I found a beauty shop that wasn't too formal. As a result, the beauty was not done well, and it became disfigured. The boy she liked was not only more likely to like her now, but even her friends around her gradually distanced themselves from her, whether they knew anyone or not, as long as they saw him, they either ridiculed and slandered, or avoided her from afar. ”

Liu Jingxin said: "No wonder she has gone so far, it seems that she is still unwilling in her heart until she dies." ”

Liu Chengnan said: "Whoever you change to must not be able to accept it." But then again, no matter what is in this world, it must be yours, not yours, no matter how much you force it, it makes no sense, and it is even less worth it to take yourself for this. ”

Liu Jingxin sighed heavily: "This child should not be very old, if she can be more mature, she should first claim compensation from that black shop, and then take the compensation money to change the shop for plastic surgery, not to mention how good-looking the whole is, at least strive to get it back to its original appearance." Maybe by doing so, she wouldn't be so desperate. ”

Liu Chengnan said: "If she can really be more mature, she should not go out in the first step, and it is even more unlikely that the next thing will happen." Everyone is prone to stupid things when they are young, but some stupid things are necessary for growth, and some stupid things are really too expensive. Therefore, I think that everyone, regardless of age, should set a bottom line for themselves, and things that exceed the bottom line must not be done, and if they exceed the bottom line, they must not be said. ”

The two men were chatting earnestly, while the others looked at the half-decomposed corpse with disgust and fear.

Zhang Xun hurriedly said: "Why are you two still talking about life? Let's go, let's continue to look for it." ”

Liu Chengnan asked Liu Jingxin, "Do you still want to find it?"

Liu Jingxin pondered for a moment and shook his head and said, "No, let's do it first, it's not too early." ”

It's been two hours since they've entered the forest, and with the way back, it adds up to three or four hours. Even if they can stand it, the staff who carry the equipment can't stand it.

They have already seen what they should watch and what they shouldn't, and the content needed for this episode is definitely enough.

Then, the next thing is to wait for Liu Jingxin to go back and find a place to live, and write a new song based on this trip to the suicide forest as the end of this episode.

On the way back, Liu Jingxin had already thought of the name of the new song, which was called "Luck in Misfortune".

This song is not about feelings, but about life.

Born to be human, unfortunate!

Alive, lucky!