Chapter 61: I Am Willing to Bear the Guilt
Jung-gu is the center of Seoul, the capital of South Korea, in the heart of the north of the Han River, and was the political and cultural center of Korea in the past. No pop-up windows // Namsan Mountain and Seoul Tower in the south are places for citizens to rest. It is also home to the city government, surrounded by many famous tourist attractions and has a strong cultural and historical atmosphere. For these, Han Mingjin will definitely not be unaware. However, I didn't come here today to go shopping. Because the largest Christian church in nearby Seoul, Jeongdong Christian Church, is the destination he wants to reach.
Jeongdong Christian Church, also called Jeongdong First Church. Completed in 1898, it is the first Christian church in Korea. Later designated Historic Site No. 256, the red brick walls are characteristic of North American Gothic architecture, and the church houses a bust of the founder Pastor Appenzeller and a 50th anniversary tower.
In 1889, Jeongdong Church published Korea's first monthly magazine, The Church, and established the first summer Bible school, playing a pioneering role in missionary work. Jeongdong Church is located in Jeongdong, which has a beautiful street view, and the scenery is the most charming, especially in autumn. Han Mingjin, who stopped here, looked up at the entire building, and couldn't help but feel a sense of purification.
Tie Zhan stayed in the car, and Han Mingjin went through the formalities accompanied by the fat girl and walked inside. The religious atmosphere in Korea is also very strong, or in other words, except for the Celestial Empire, most countries are influenced by many religions, and there are many people who believe in them. After all, the idea of not believing in ghosts and gods, only believing in people, is actually deeply rooted in the Celestial Empire, which has inherited 5,000 years of culture. This point makes people ponder.
The fat girl usually looks ordinary, but Han Mingjin never thought that she was also a Christian. But that's fine. It just so happened that Han Mingjin came here like a different world, with her leading, so as not to become a lost lamb. After all, Han Mingjin is here to find a lamb, and he doesn't want to have such a new identity.
Not for tourism. It's to find someone. After a lot of questions, I finally found where Tiffany was. There were rows of benches, and there were not many people praying. Han Mingjin easily found Tiffany, who was sitting in the third row, leaning against the window, clasping his hands together. Sending the chubby girl to the side, Han Mingjin quietly walked towards Tiffany.
I'm not a Christian myself, so I don't have to be so religious. It's fine not to disturb the order of the scene, as for some pranks...... God will forgive. Quietly sat next to Tiffany, Tiffany didn't open his eyes, just muttered a holy look on his face. At this time, Han Mingjin couldn't help but be a little stupid. This beauty. There are no words to describe it.
Departed from his usual behavior, he just quietly held his hands and put them on his chest. Even if there is no makeup, even if the clothes are ordinary. But the sunlight shining on her face matched her milky smooth skin. There is not a single blemish to be found. And this is not only external, the kind of light heart from the inside out, with a little charm. Let Han Mingjin involuntarily approach.
"I will spend the rest of my life to pay for the sins I have committed, and I hope you will forgive all this. Amen......"
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Nurturing life is the greatest gospel God has given us, but as believers in you. But I strangled his ** and soul with my own hands. I will spend the rest of my life to pay for my sins, and I hope you will forgive me for all this. Amen......"
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Giving birth to life is the greatest gospel God has given us, but as your believer, I have strangled his ** and soul with my own hands. I am willing to spend the rest of my life to pay for the sins I have committed. I hope you will forgive all this. Amen......"
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Nurturing life is the greatest gospel God has given us, but as believers in you. But I strangled his ** and soul with my own hands. I will spend the rest of my life to pay for my sins, and I hope you will forgive me for all this. Amen......"
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Nurturing life is the greatest gospel God has given us. But as your believer, I have personally strangled his ** and soul. I will spend the rest of my life to pay for my sins, and I hope you will forgive me for all this. Amen......"
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Giving birth to life is the greatest gospel God has given us, but as your believer, I have strangled his ** and soul with my own hands. I will spend the rest of my life to pay for my sins, and I hope you will forgive me for all this. Amen......"
Slowly approaching, wanting to kiss her on the cheek. It's not that I don't know that this is the church, but just now Tiffany's appearance, Han Mingjin couldn't help but want to do so. But when I got closer, I heard the words whispered from her mouth, repeating them over and over again. The smile on Han Mingjin's face slowly disappeared, replaced by a kind of shock, gloom, and guilt.
The thirty-sixth prayer is not thirty-six prayers. If you come once a week, it's four times a month. According to the time, ffany was so busy, but he came so often, and the thought that flashed by the elevator finally reminded him.
Christian...... Abortion is not allowed.
"Lord. Forgive your believers for the thirty-sixth time come to pray to you. Giving birth to the ...... of life"
"It is the greatest gospel that God has given to people, but it is definitely not the business of women alone. All the blame lies with me in her, if there really is heaven and hell, if you still blame her. Please forgive her for all her sins and go to heaven. I am willing to spend the rest of my life to pay for all my sins, and I cannot make up for all my mistakes, and I am willing to go to hell and never be reborn...... Amen. ”
Tiffany could certainly feel someone sitting next to her, but such behavior was normal in the church. With their own guilt, people come here to repent like the Lord. Asking for the Lord's forgiveness, praying and repenting are just a formality. All you really care about is that you have to be honest with him about all your sins.
So Tiffany's eyes weren't open, and she didn't care who the people around her were. Just praying and repenting to the Lord over and over again, and recounting over and over again to wash away their sins. But when that familiar voice rang in my ears. Ffany subconsciously turned her head to look at him, holding her hands on her chest and closing her eyes in prayer, Tiffany swore that maybe she would never forget it for the rest of her life.
"Name...... Mingjin?!" Han Mingjin opened his eyes slightly, raised his index finger and put it to his lips: "Shh...... Brother Crisp in person. Don't make a noise. Tiffany slapped him with disgust and hurriedly clasped his hands again: "Lord." Forgive him......" Han Mingjin reluctantly took her hand, looked at her frowning, and sighed softly: "The crime I committed, if Brother Su really exists, it is estimated that I will die a hundred times." I don't have to care about the formality or disrespect. ”
"Don't talk nonsense. Confess to the Lord......" Tiffany, who wanted to pull him to confess to the Lord, suddenly fell silent. The surprise of Han Mingjin's arrival will not make her amnesiac. That's when I remembered. He had already repented. He is willing to bear his sins, and if he can't pay for them, he can still go to heaven, but he wants to go to hell. Never ......
ffany clasped his hands: "Lord." He is not a Christian, and what he says does not count. The faithful cannot speak in vain, but I will take back what I have said to you for him. I'll take on the new sins again, ......"Hey. Han Mingjin couldn't help but pick up Tiffany and didn't let her finish "Ah". It doesn't matter if you're not a Christian. But Han Mingjin knew that when the word "Amen" was really spoken, it was like the last chant of a mantra, and it was impossible to repent. He didn't believe that, but Tiffany was very religious. Religion attacks the heart. Let her really finish speaking, it is like putting a new lock on her heart, Han Mingjin doesn't want her to be like this.
"Sister Fany. Did you study finance as Brother Su, and actually bargained with him to start a business. Tiffany bit her lip and angrily wrenched away from his arm: "Bastard...... I'm sorry I was in vain. Fame. I know you don't believe any of this. But you can't ......" He's right, faith can't be traded. ”
A low voice came from behind the two of them, Han Mingjin frowned and turned his head, and a middle-aged beautiful man in a teaching uniform was sitting there, looking at the two with a smile. Han Mingjin squinted his eyes and was about to say something, but Tiffany hurriedly saluted: "Father Wen." After that, he also pulled Han Mingjin together. Han Mingjin saluted slightly, and the middle-aged beautiful man also returned the salute.
While looking at Han Mingjin, Han Mingjin also looked at him. Han Mingjin pursed his lips and held Tiffany's hand a little tighter. Priest, God. Do religious believers need to be so handsome? The man known as Father Wen looked at Han Mingjin, but finally looked into his eyes: "You are Han Mingjinxi, right?"
Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment, glanced at Tiffany, ffany didn't wait for anything to say, Father Wen waved his hand slightly: "Fanyxi, let's go outside to talk." Do not disturb other Catholics here. Tiffany hurriedly bowed: "Yes." After speaking, he pulled Han Mingjin to stand up, and pulled the reluctant Han Mingjin to follow Father Wen.
Leaning into Tiffany's ear, Han Mingjin whispered: "You seem to have nothing to talk about, don't you just repent like the Lord?" "I've seen your In the Name of the Father, so I know you. Father Wen, who was walking in front, had unconsciously sat on the steps outside the church. Took Han Mingjin's words with a smile.
Han Mingjin was stunned, stepped forward and squeezed Tiffany, who had already sat down, in the middle of the two: "The ears are quite smart." Father Wen also pays attention to mundane things in the entertainment industry?" Father Wen didn't care about his actions, but just looked at Tiffany's hand that was quietly placed on his waist with interest: "Fanyxi." Of the seven deadly sins, anger is one of the original sins. Be kind to those around you, even if they are not believers in the Lord. ”
Tiffany hurriedly withdrew her hand and nodded slightly warmly on her cheeks, "Yes." Han Mingjin looked at Tiffany with an ugly face: "I haven't seen such an obedient person, the Lord really has such a great charm, I want to try it." Father Wen suddenly said: "Are you willing to throw yourself into the arms of my lord?" Han Mingjin's eyes were already a little cold at this time, but Father Wen didn't care at all, just like the smile just now, he looked directly into Han Mingjin's eyes: "If you want, I can baptize you." ”
Tiffany subconsciously held Han Mingjin's hand, looked at this, and looked at that. Biting his lip, he was a little anxious. The two confronted each other for a while, Han Mingjin put away the cold chill, and a smile appeared on his face again. And Tiffany, who had been observing, finally breathed a sigh of relief. It's just that Han Mingjin's words suddenly asked made Tiffany's heart involuntarily mention it again.
"The one who killed the nun...... Can you become a believer?" (To be continued. )