Chapter 148, I'm not dreaming?

"What? What are you talking about?" screamed in disbelief, Lin Xiao immediately tried to move, but found that no matter how hard he tried, his feet still didn't feel anything, the whole person lay down, his hands were beating as hard as he could, but he still didn't feel the pain, and tears welled up, "Impossible, how could I have lost my legs? Obviously, I feel good now!"

She obviously didn't feel the pain in her body, and she obviously felt that she was fine, why did she lose her legs?

Hurriedly stepped forward and pressed her thumping hands, Kong Zhendong shouted eagerly, afraid that she would lose control and hurt herself, "Lin Xiao!"

"Madam, please calm down, maybe a miracle will happen, it's not impossible!" beads of sweat beaded on his forehead, and the doctor had to open his mouth to comfort her, for fear that something would happen to her again.

"My legs?Zhendong, why don't I feel my legs? I don't want to be in bed for the rest of my life! I can't become crippled, I can't be a cripple!" Holding Kong Zhendong's hands, Lin Xiao cried out in sobs, trying to shake his legs hard, but his legs didn't move in the slightest.

"Lin Xiao, calm down, you will hurt yourself like this, the wounds on your body will crack, and your legs will be more seriously injured!" Pulling out his hand to wrap around her head, Kong Zhendong seemed to be comforting a crying child, pressing her head on his chest, trying his best to calm her down.

"Obedient, you just woke up, you can't be too excited!"

"No, Zhendong, you tell me, this is a nightmare, it's not true!" She even hoped that she would die at this time, how could she not become a waste, spend her whole life in bed, and rely on a wheelchair for the rest of her life!

"Xiao Xiao...... Calm down, calm down...... "didn't blindly deceive or comfort, Kong Zhendong chose to let her accept this fact since he already knew the reality, he had lived a few years of life, life and death had been seen several times, what else was unacceptable, besides, Kong Zhendong made a decision silently in his heart.

"Calm down, how can I be calm? My legs!" Pulling the quilt, Lin Xiao's eyes were full of tears, "It's more important to have my legs than to kill me!"

"If you don't have a leg, you still have me, what else do you have without this life?" patting her on the shoulder soothingly, President Kong continued in a dumb voice, "I will be your legs in the future!"

"Woo woo woo ......" howling loudly, Lin Xiao cried sadly and desolate in his chest, unable to imagine the days to come, he didn't know how to live in the future, and he thought in his heart that he knew that a knife would be inserted into his heart, and he would be happy when he died.

kept letting Lin Xiao cry, Kong Zhendong maintained the posture of surrounding her, and kept standing until he felt that Lin Xiao was also tired, so he carefully helped her to lie down, and then slowly spoke, "Don't cry, your eyes are so swollen that you can't see, you won't be able to see them later!"

Lying down silently, Lin Xiao moved his hips, wanting to move his legs to feel the existence of his legs, but he was unconscious, and in an instant, tears fell straight to the ground again.

Pulling out a few tissues, Kong Zhendong leaned down and wiped her constantly, squeezed her hand softly with one hand, and said softly: "Lin Xiao, I will accompany you every day in the future, you can go wherever you want, I am your leg!"

Listening to Kong Zhendong's confession, Lin Xiao's tears flowed even more fiercely, twisting hard, and his hand was withdrawn from his hand.

"Lin Xiao, we are all old, and we have nothing to worry about, forget all the previous ones!" Lin Xiao didn't know, Kong Zhendong silently prayed while waiting outside the rescue room, if she could live safely, then the second half of his life and the second half of her life would be tied together, no longer indifferent and no longer separated.

Tears kept flowing, Lin Xiao finally sobbed and spoke, "Zhendong, I am not a good woman, not a good wife, not a good mother, I should just die alone, just let me die!" The thought of death is still entwined in her heart, she has always been unable to accept her mutilated self, and at this moment, she understands Kong Zhendong's meaning, and is even very moved, but she deeply feels that she is not qualified to enjoy his love and care at all.

"No, in my heart you have always been good, if there is a mistake, then I am also at fault, I have been snubbing you!" When I was young, I couldn't get used to her selfish style but blindly indulged it, until I hated her selfishness but never communicated with each other, but chose to stay away.

"No, I'm not good at all, I'm not qualified to be a good wife, a good mother, I'm a sinner!" To Hua Zhenzhen, she is a sinner, but in fact, to the Kong family, how can she not be a sinner? It is she who has disgraced the Kong family, even if Kong Zhendong has not pierced it, but it must be completely clear, otherwise why would she have been treating herself so indifferently.

"It's all over, you see that now we are all over a hundred years old, let's forget everything in the past!" Knowing what she meant, Kong Zhendong continued to state his position, "Xiao Xiao, it's good to live, you see, there are so many people who can't even get life because it's a luxury to live, how can we not cherish it?"

After a while, Kong Zhendong slowly continued to speak, "You are bent on death, but God still gave you back your life, you have gone through the ghost gate, and you are even afraid of death, and now you are still afraid of how to live without your legs? You should cherish this hard-won second life!" People are getting older, Kong Zhendong believes in fate more and more, since fate makes her immortal, there is always a reason, then she should cherish the time she lived.

"Zhendong ......" Through the tearful eyes, Lin Xiao stared at Kong Zhendong, his heart was full of emotion, and apologies welled up in his throat, "I'm sorry, I was sorry for you at that time...... Sorry ......"

"Okay, don't say it, don't apologize, don't mention it......" Since they have decided to let go, Kong Zhendong doesn't want to mention it again, those pasts will be sealed at this moment.

"Thank you...... Thank you for always being accommodating to me...... I've really lived in vain for decades......" is as arrogant as her, not only did she destroy Hua Zhenzhen and Ran's loyalty by unscrupulous means, but also hurt Kong Zhendong because of her wanton behavior, and it was like a ridiculous movie in a trance.

"It will be good in the future!" Wiping away the tears on her face, Ran Zhongzhong wrapped her hands in both hands, "Remember, don't say death easily in the future, we will live and die together in the future!"

"Live and die together?...... Zhendong sobbed, Lin Xiao never imagined that he would be able to forgive him in this life, and even be treated so warmly by him at this time, this time the death search was far more than she imagined.

Kong Zhendong smiled, took her hand and put it to his mouth, and kissed it gently, Lin Xiao's face showed shyness in an instant, how could the two of them have had such a warm and sweet moment.

"Don't cry, take care of your body, and when you're well, we'll travel, you can go anywhere you want!"

"Well, I also admit to the loss of these legs!" Nodding heavily, Lin Xiao finally dispelled the last trace of death-seeking thoughts in his heart, and finally accepted the fact of being crippled at this moment, what she got at this moment was far more than she wanted to get from looking for death, and these legs were also worth it.

"Stop talking nonsense, take care of it well, maybe there will be a better doctor in the future, and the leg can be restored!" "Today's technology, hearts can be transplanted, and people can be reborn, Kong Zhendong believes that everything is possible in the near future."

"No need, if it is abolished, it will be abolished, and it should be the price paid for my past sins, and it can be regarded as paying off Hua Zhenzhen's debt!"

Hearing that she still insisted on the idea of repaying her debts, Kong Zhendong frowned, "Don't talk nonsense, Hua Zhenzhen forgave you when she woke up, and she wanted to promote the child's affairs, but before she could tell you, you chose an extreme solution!" If Lin Xiao's thoughts were seen through one minute earlier, the tragedy of her legs could have been completely avoided, and now maybe everyone has happily sat down to discuss the marriage of Kong Chengyi and Hua Pity, and they are already happily waiting to be grandfathers and grandmothers.

"What?" staring at the big eyes, Lin Xiao didn't believe Kong Zhendong's words at all at this moment, "Don't comfort me, she obviously still remembers the grievances she suffered back then, how can she let go of the past so easily?

"I didn't lie to you, why did I lie to you? If you don't believe it, when your injuries get better, you will meet?" Anyway, this is a fact, two people still have to meet after all, and it is always good to untie the knot as soon as possible.

"Really, she, really forgave me, and let Chengyi and them get married?" said hesitantly, Lin Xiao still didn't believe it in his heart, obviously Hua Zhenzhen had suffered so much, and she accepted all the past in an instant and didn't even hate her as the culprit?

"Well, Zhongzhong just came to the ward, and he clearly expressed Hua Zhenzhen's meaning, and there is no falsehood!" Ran Zhongzhong said that Hua Zhenzhen was also worried about Lin Xiao's comfort, and she couldn't sleep well, so let him come to the ward, as long as Lin Xiao didn't worry about his life, the past was written off.

"Zhendong, you can't lie to me today!" Biting his lip, Lin Xiao sat up with difficulty on the bed, "You promised to live and die with me in the future, and even told me that Hua Zhenzhen didn't hold a grudge against me, all this, you didn't lie to me, right? Tell me, I'm not dreaming?!" All this seems to be perfect only in dreams!

Nodding solemnly, Kong Zhendong responded clearly, "Lin Xiao, all this is true, you are not dreaming, let's live a good life together in the future!"