Chapter 34: The Tragedy of a Man

My voice, rough and loud, lingering, echoed on this empty rooftop for a long time, and shook myself, and at this moment, I suddenly felt like a hero fighting for love.

Even Xu Nan, who jumped out to refute me, was stunned at the moment, and only looked at me in a daze, his eyes were confused.

The invincible brother who sat on the chair like a king smiled at me with satisfaction, and he applauded as he got up: "Okay, good, good, good, I haven't fought for more than half a month, I hope you won't let me down tomorrow, bring more people!"

After saying that, he directly skimmed me and left from me, and the others immediately followed, and the last purple-haired woman kicked me as she left, and warned me: "You just wait to get out of school!"

In an instant, on the huge rooftop, only Xu Nan and I were left holding hands, looking at the clear sky, this scene was like a painting, very beautiful and meaningful, so that I was completely immersed in it, unable to extricate myself.

In a trance, I seemed to feel like I had become the hero of a love story, holding hands with the woman I loved, looking forward to a better life.

However, I was so immersed that I showed a smirk, and in the end I was beaten back to reality by Xu Nan's cough, and I suddenly woke up, hurriedly let go of Xu Nan's hand, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!"

Xu Nan's cheeks were also dyed crimson, but she didn't blame me, she just took out a napkin from her pocket, took out a tissue and gently wiped the blood on my face for me, and said softly while wiping it back: "Does it hurt?"

At this time, I found out that Xu Nan, who has always been spicy and domineering, also has a gentle and delicate side, so moving, smelling the faint fragrance wafting from her body, I couldn't help but be intoxicated again, the corners of my mouth, a smirk appeared again, and said, "It doesn't hurt!"

Xu Nan wiped it, watching the white tissue turn red, her eyes also turned red, she raised her hazy eyes, stared at me, and said in a hoarse voice: "Why are you so stupid, you know, you can't fight Ding Wudi!"

I pursed my mouth and said indifferently: "It's okay, how do you know if you don't try, it's a big deal to drop out, anyway, it's boring for me to stay in this school!"

Hearing this, Xu Nan was even more sad, and choked up: "But don't you want to study? Don't you want a graduation certificate? If you drop out because of me, I will be happy for the rest of my life!"

I smiled slightly: "That was before, it doesn't matter now, besides, I don't necessarily lose, what if I win!"

I don't believe what I said, but in order to reassure Xu Nan, I can only say this.

But after Xu Nan listened, she was not relieved at all, her face was still very gloomy, and she looked even sadder than me, she stared at me with teary eyes for a long time, and then suddenly popped out two words: "Wu Lai!"

Two words, it seems to be full of infinite tenderness, shouting my heart is soft, let me intoxicated again, for a moment, I almost can't control myself, to be honest, I really want to hug the girl in front of me, tell her: for you, I am not afraid of anything, I am willing to bear everything, because you are worthy of me to do this.

But I also deeply understand that I can't do this, I can't say that, I don't deserve it.

So, I only stabbed my flesh with my fingernails to sober myself up, and then without waiting for Xu Nan to say anything, I said directly: "Xu Nan, don't think about it too much, it's actually nothing, I don't want to study quietly for a long time, so it doesn't matter if I drop out of school." In this school, you are the only girl who is good to me, I keep it in my heart, although I am not a good person, but I know how to repay Entu, so, since I have helped you, I will definitely do my best to help to the end, I have always done things regardless of the consequences, just ask for a clear conscience, you don't have a burden!"

Hearing me say this, Xu Nan's eyes became more complicated, her red lips moved, and she wanted to speak, but I didn't wait for her to say anything, and continued: "By the way, confessing to you in the cafeteria that day was really a joke, I hope you don't misunderstand, at that time, I just didn't want to cause trouble, and I didn't want to be misunderstood by Fang Zixuan, so I used my confession to scare you away and make you unhappy, I'm sorry." I'm also sorry for today's incident, I didn't expect you to deliberately say to others that I am your boyfriend in order to protect me, I didn't hesitate to damage your reputation, thank you, Xu Nan!"

I thought that my words could make Xu Nan completely free of pressure and make her no longer burdened because I confessed to her, but I didn't think that Xu Nan was dumbfounded after listening to my words, and tears of sadness flowed out of her red eyes.

She bit her lip and asked me word by word in a questioning tone, "You mean, you've never liked me, have you?"

I didn't expect that as soon as Xu Nan opened his mouth, he asked so directly, which caught me completely off guard, and I didn't know how to answer for a while, and even, I really didn't know the answer, I didn't know whether I liked her or not.

But I did dare to sacrifice my life for Xu Nan, and I was fearless, and more importantly, Xu Nan's actions today completely melted my heart and made me feel full of happiness, even if I was beaten, I felt that today was sweet, but, is this what I like?

I've never been in love, I don't know how to like it at all, I can't tell you what is going on with Su Xuejing, Duoduo, and their feelings. Perhaps, in my concept, the word love is too luxurious, I don't have the confidence to have love, love is too far away from me, I am not qualified to have it, I don't know what love is, I don't know whether it is love to be good to others.

Of course, even if it is love for Xu Nan, I can't say it, so after hesitating for a long time, I still replied firmly: "Well, I don't like it!"

After saying these words, I suddenly felt relaxed all over, and I could finally enjoy my pure friendship with Xu Nan in peace.

It's just that what I can't understand is that when I heard me say I didn't like it, Xu Nan cried even more fiercely, her eyes were still confused, they were full of disappointment, she angrily hit me in the chest with her little pink fist, and cried and scolded me: "You liar, give me death, I will never care about your business in the future, even if you are beaten to death tomorrow, it is none of my business!"

As she spoke, she wiped her tears and quickly ran downstairs.

I froze in place, looking at her sad back, looking inexplicable.

It seems that I still don't know anything about women, they are too fickle, one moment they say they want to be a simple friend with me, they don't want me to like her, and the next moment they are inexplicably angry, I am really confused. But that's fine, she doesn't care if I live or die, and I don't have a burden in my heart, and I will accept tomorrow's battle, no matter how I win or lose.

Of course, I still have a little expectation in my heart, hoping to win this battle, because only by winning can Xu Nan be truly safe at school, otherwise, I can't guarantee that the purple-haired girl will do something crazy to Xu Nan.

One afternoon, I didn't go to the classroom, so I sat silently in the corner of the rooftop, thinking about things, in a daze, and I didn't even know that the bell rang for the end of the last class in the afternoon. It wasn't until the sun went down that I stood up, got out of my arms, went to the classroom to pick up my books, and went back to my dormitory.

Walking on the road, I learned that the story of my appointment with my invincible brother had been spread in school, and many people had heard that the well-deserved overlord of the freshman year was going to fight with the neurotic cadres who became famous in the freshman year.

This news is still quite explosive, so it will cause a sensation in the school, and many students who don't like to watch the excitement have paid attention to this matter and are looking forward to tomorrow's battle.

Back in the bedroom, Wang Yadong also surrounded him.

Wang Yadong looked at me worriedly and said, "Wu Lai, do you really plan to fight with Brother Invincible?"

Without thinking, I said, "Hmm!"

Wang Yadong immediately showed a look of embarrassment, and it could be seen that he was afraid of the invincible brother in his heart, so even if he had the heart to help me, there was nothing he could do.

Seeing him like this, I didn't wait for him to speak, I directly squeezed out a strong smile and said, "It's okay, you don't have to mix this matter, I can solve it myself!"

With that, I put down my textbook and left the dormitory freely.

I didn't stop at the school, I went straight out of the school gate and went to the Internet café frequented by a group of beautiful men, where I saw a few beautiful men and loaches who were playing games and having fun.

A group of them were very engaged in the game, and it wasn't until they finished the game they were playing that they noticed me sitting lonely in the back.

As soon as the beautiful man saw me, he immediately frowned and said, "Laizi, why were you beaten again, who did it!"

I touched my face full of nail marks, and said aggrievedly: "The person from the Physical Education College of our school is called Ding Wudi!"

To tell the truth, I was really desperate, so I had no choice but to come to the beautiful man again, after all, I knew in my heart that if I wanted to have a little chance of winning, I had to rely on the beautiful man, and only he could help me get through this difficulty.

It's just that, to my surprise, the beautiful man and the loach didn't know that I was beaten as usual, and immediately shouted to help me get revenge. On the contrary, when they heard the name of the invincible brother, they were all shocked, and the beautiful man's always calm face became ugly.

And the loaches on the side couldn't help jumping up and exclaimed, "What, you're talking about the violent madman Ding Wudi in your school?"

I nodded in amazement and admitted, "Yes!"

At this time, the beautiful man with a tangled face couldn't help but sigh: "Laizi, why did you provoke him, he is a well-known fierce man." I've seen his fierceness, last time in this Internet café, one of his brothers had a friction with our school, but Ding Wudi rushed over and beat the ruthless character of my school into the hospital, and when the person was discharged, he didn't dare to let go of the fart. Ding Wudi is notoriously violent, how did you provoke him?"

Hearing that the beautiful man attaches so much importance to the invincible brother, I can't help but feel lost, so I can only smile bitterly and reply: "Heh, a little thing, accidentally provoked his woman, that's it!"

When the loach heard this, he couldn't help but laugh, and said, "I said, according to Ding Wudi's way of beating people, as soon as he makes a move, you will never be injured so lightly!"

However, the beautiful man is not as single-celled as a loach, he seems to see that things are not as simple as I said, he looked at me with some concern, and said with concern: "Ding Wudi is indeed very tricky, and it is not something that ordinary people can deal with." If you want to go head-to-head, Loach might be able to try it with him. But when it comes to group fighting, his strength is still very strong, his brothers are all from sports schools, many of them have been bleeding with him since high school, and they are all very fierce masters. Laizi, what are your plans for this?"

I could tell that although the beautiful man cared about me, he couldn't deal with the invincible brother, and his meaning was obviously to persuade me not to retaliate. I also knew that if I lost this group battle, I would have to get out of school, and I didn't need to drag others into the water anymore, so I had to chuckle and say, "Forget it, it's nothing!"

The beautiful man may have seen my strangeness, he suddenly straightened his face, and said seriously: "Laizi, don't swallow and vomit, I, Yang Jinyang, am not a person who is afraid of things, if you want me to help deal with him, I will definitely help." It's just that you have to think clearly, once you get entangled with Ding Wudi, you won't be able to be peaceful at school, and you may not be able to stay, after all, I can help you outside the school, and when you get to school, I can't help you!"

After listening to it, I smiled wryly and said softly: "Brother Yang, I know, I'm really nothing, it's just that I was beaten a few times by a woman, it's not a big deal." When I didn't have you before, I was beaten every day, so you can rest assured!"

I know very well the meaning of the beautiful man's words, he kindly persuaded me not to offend the invincible brother again, otherwise a righteous person like him would have taken the initiative to ask Ying to save face for me, but he didn't, not even the always belligerent loach, didn't say anything. I don't need to embarrass him, I can only bury the matter of making an appointment with the invincible brother tomorrow in my heart and not let them know.

Seeing that I had regained my composure, the beautiful man immediately patted me on the shoulder and said, "It's okay, you haven't eaten yet, let's go, let's go eat together!"

Immediately, a group of us went to a restaurant for dinner, and that night, I drank a lot of wine, on the surface, I had been pretending to be strong and smiling, but in my heart I was actually very bitter, and I had to hide my inner desolation through alcohol.

After smiling and eating this meal, I said goodbye to the beautiful man.

Walking alone on the commercial street, my steps were slow and heavy, and the signboards in front of the shops on both sides flashed with dazzling light, reflecting my loneliness and loneliness on my face.

I thought that with brothers and friends, I would be able to burst out with blood and share life and death with others, but as soon as I encountered a tricky thing, I retracted back to the withdrawn man I was at the beginning, helpless, withered in my heart, and felt that no one could help me except myself.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, and I didn't bother to go back to school to face those shortcomings.

So, I found a barbecue stall, sat on the side of the road, ate mutton skewers alone, drank stuffy wine, and thought while drinking, whether I was right to do this, responding to the battle of the invincible brother, it was equivalent to an egg hitting a stone, not only would I be bruised all over my body, but I would also end up dropping out of school.

However, when I touched the back of my right hand, I remembered Xu Nan's kiss, and remembered what Xu Nan, the only girl who regarded me as a friend, did for me, there were only two words in my heart, spelling. Even if I am alone tomorrow, I will fight, and even if I die, I will die with honor.

Otherwise, once I retreat from the battle, it will be equivalent to playing an invincible brother, and when the time comes, it will be Xu Nan who will suffer, and I must not let Xu Nan get hurt.

After making up my mind, I suddenly felt a lot more in my heart, and before I knew it, I drank until late at night and vomited a few times before I shook and left.

The school dormitory was also closed, I could only find a small hotel, to deal with the night, this night, I slept very deeply, almost asleep, or the harsh mobile phone ringtone woke me up from the dream, I saw that it was Xu Nan, hesitated a few times, I still picked up the phone.

Immediately, Xu Nan's eager voice came from the other end of the phone: "Wu Lai, I heard that you didn't come to school last night, where did you go?"

Unexpectedly, Xu Nan could even know this, and it was estimated that many people in the school thought that I was scared away.

I smiled speechlessly and said, "Well, yes, there's something going on outside, I'll go back!"

Xu Nan paused, and then said strongly: "Listen, just stay outside, don't go to the group fight." I heard that Ding Wudi shouted a lot of people, even if you can find someone outside, it will be in vain, and when the time comes, it will affect others. Wu Lai, I can handle my affairs myself, I don't need you to take care of it, I am not your person, I can't afford to deal with you if something happens. If you don't come, I'll transfer schools at most, it's not a big deal!"

I know that Xu Nan is for my good, but if I escape and retreat, the invincible brother will not let me go, and he will force Xu Nan to transfer schools, which is absolutely not good.

This battle, no matter what, I have to fight, I believe that as long as I participate, Brother Invincible will no longer embarrass Xu Nan.

Therefore, I had to say in a tough tone to Xu Nan: "I'm sorry, this is no longer your business, but a matter between our men, I am willing to fight, because now I will not back down!"

After saying that, I didn't wait for her to reply, and hung up the phone directly.

Xu Nan called again, but I didn't answer, and after thinking about it, I turned off my phone directly.

Now there is still more than an hour before the time of the war, I quickly got up, washed up briefly, and left the small hotel, and found a random restaurant outside to deal with it.

After eating and drinking, I was ready to go to the war, and as I walked on the road, I suddenly found myself with a breeze on my sleeves, which not only made me look desolate, but also a little unseemly.

So, I went directly to a black store, secretly bought a machete with the boss, wrapped it in newspaper, and carried it, and suddenly felt a lot more confident and a very down-to-earth feeling.

When I got out of the black store and looked up at the dazzling sun, I couldn't help but squint my eyes, showed a bright smile, and said firmly to myself: "Wu Lai, you are right, move forward bravely, and never retreat!"

Immediately, I straightened my back, carried a bandaged machete, and stepped onto the road.

Lonely, with a sense of righteousness and full of tragedy, I headed for the abandoned square to the east of the school...