It's been tough lately.

At the end of April,

My mom broke her leg, and that's when I really ended a relationship, and I came back to my hometown from a long way away, sinking headlong into the tragic reality, taking care of my family, trying to make a living for my second elder, and taking care of my own trivial and boring emotions.

Sometimes I look around,

I feel like everything is so messy.

Middle-aged people are stretched thin...... So that's it.

I began to adjust my schedule,

Go to bed early and wake up early.

- Actually, I don't like to go to bed early, I like to be late at night.

But I can't sleep until the afternoon, I need to get up and cook for the house, I don't have so much energy to stay up late, waking up at six o'clock until eleven o'clock at night is enough for me to run out of power.

It seems that life is quite full:

For example, my mobile phone exploded, I rubbed the car, the computer couldn't be turned on, I was almost hit, I fell and fell on the handlebar, and I was deducted six points for a recent mouth ulcer for some reason......

I know

The world has always been worth it.

But the world is really hard.

Recently, I was chatting with a friend, and he asked me if I don't usually go to play with my friends.

I said no.

I didn't have the extra energy to maintain social relationships, so I didn't even have someone to talk to.

Come to think of it,

The people closest to me are the ones who read these words.

Even

I can't go to the readership to say that.

Because only when I'm the author and you're the readers... Only under this pure concept did I dare to secretly say something trivial, useless, nonsense.

There must be a lot of officials who don't like to look at this kind of thing.

After all, everyone is here to read books.

And not to listen to me whining.

But as far as I'm concerned, you're the closest and closest people to me in the pure sense - some people say that writing is about stripping your flesh and blood and exposing your soul to others.

I don't know how others are,

At least that's what I'm talking about.

This is the first time I've cut myself open and taken it out one by one for everyone to see.

Many of the passages in the book are full of selfish goods, which are my three views, and many of the characters in the book are either people I have met or are part of my own personality.

I'm glad you can like the characters,

That's me.

I'm glad that everyone will hate the characters in it,

That's me, too.

So

I see you as confidants, as old friends.

I've been weak lately,

I'm begging for a little strength to get through this.

If you're not disgusted, that's really thank you, thank you, and if you're disgusted, you're really sorry, sorry.

Sometimes I look out the window,

The green shade is in the eyes, the wind and the birds are singing, and the cuckoo's call is far and long, and it is a long time to sit.

Sometimes I hear a melody,

Then the whole person sank down, and looked fixedly at the houses outside, and found that the houses were shaking like water waves, and the world was full of unreal feelings.

I want a headphone,

It's expensive, but it's also a nice one.

There are such magical things as music in this world, and I hope they can soothe the anxiety in my heart.

But I never wanted to buy it.

All right

No more whining.

Actually, I survived.

I didn't weaken in May,

I've been holding on all June...... Now I finally seem to be getting out of this predicament, but I can't hold it anymore.

But

That's it!

Either way, thank you for reading this text.

At the end of June, I tried to rush as much as I could!

It's not for the reward of the eastward boss!

I'll pack myself up in July, because it's time for the end of my best friend.

yes

Although I wrote a whole piece of nonsense, there is still some content in it.

At last

I hope you all have a good time.

Be sure to stay away from anyone or anything that consumes your happiness.

I am the wasted and fat Timo,

See you in the next chapter.