When I woke up again, it was already dark outside, and there was a pungent smell of disinfectant water from the tip of my nose, and I opened my eyes, only to realize that I had been admitted to the hospital.

"Chu Chu, you're awake. Tong Yue stood up when she saw me open her eyes, and she looked at me worriedly: "How are you?"

"Why are you here. I asked her in a whisper.

As I spoke, I sat up and remembered.

"Don't move!" Tong Yue pressed my body to get up.

I followed her line of sight and saw that I had a drip hanging from the back of my hand.

I frowned, didn't think about it, raised my hand and was about to take it off, Tong Yue grabbed my hand: "What are you doing, this is the nutrient solution, do you know how bad your body is now." ”

My brow furrowed even deeper, and she said that the nutrient solution should be removed.

"I don't need this thing. I said lightly, then broke free of her hand and pulled the needle out of the back of her hand in one fell swoop.

"You're crazy!" Seeing me like this, Tong Yue was anxious and angry, "Nurse! Nurse ......"

She screamed, trying to get me the nutrient solution back in.

As soon as I got up barefoot, I felt a wave of dizziness rush over me, and I fainted and sat down on the edge of the bed.

Tong Yue was a little angry, and began to count me down: "Look at you, you are still reckless like this, and you still say that you are okay, do you look like you are okay? Ye Sensible has only been gone? You toss yourself like this, do you still want to live!"

As soon as I heard Tong Yue say that my grandmother left, my heart suddenly became a little angry, I was not angry with Tong Yue, I was angry with myself.

I met her gaze angrily: "Yes! You're right! I just don't want to live!"

Tong Yue was stunned for a moment, and she didn't come back to her senses for a while.

I continued, "Su Mo asked you to come." ”

Before Tong Yue could answer, I said with a prickly voice: "How long have you known him, and you have started listening to him so soon, is it possible that you are attracted to him?"

Tong Yue was immediately annoyed, she looked at me in disbelief, like a stranger: "Ye Chuchu!

"Can't stand it anymore, then stay away from me and mind my business!" I said coldly.

Tong Yue looked at me with an incomprehensible look, holding back the anger in her heart, she raised her hand and pointed at me, obviously wanting to scold me, but she was so angry that she didn't say a word.

After a long while, she calmed down the anger in her heart, put down her hand, looked at me seriously and whispered: "Chu Chu, I know that Ye Sensible's departure hit you very hard and made you very sad, and she left because of you, so you blame yourself very much, and even hate yourself, and you wish you were dead, I can understand this, but this can't be an excuse for you to stab others!"

Under Tong Yue's words, I bit my lip and was speechless, I don't deny it, she said it to my heart.

I hated myself because I thought it was my fault that made my grandmother leave me.

Sighing, Tong Yue came over and hugged me, patted me on the back, and said softly like a child: "Chu Chu, it's not your fault, Ye Sensible's departure is just an accident, it's really just a coincidental accident, you don't put so much pressure on yourself." ”

I couldn't help but cry down, and my heart hurt for a while.

Tong Yue wiped my tears and continued: "Chu Chu, don't be like this, Ye Sensible can't accompany you for a lifetime, she leaves is leaving, in this world, the person who can accompany you for a lifetime is the other half of your life, he is your closest person in the second half of your life, Su Mo He is really good to you and cares about you, do you know, he ...... these days"

As soon as I heard Tong Yue help Su Mo speak, my originally somewhat calm emotions became excited again: "Don't mention Su Mo! I hate him, I hate him!"

Tong Yue looked at me a little puzzled: "Why?"

I bit my lip, closed my eyes, and then opened them again, and said angrily word by word: "If it weren't for him, I wouldn't not even see my grandmother's last face!"

That night, I was going to see my grandmother, and if it wasn't for him treating me like that, I wouldn't have fallen asleep, and I wouldn't have seen her for the last time!

And he ...... me

Thinking of what Su Mo had done to me before, I was even more annoyed, and my hatred for him deepened.

"Chu Chu, I understand you, you are not an unreasonable person, in fact, you know, you can't blame Su Mo, right, you are angry, you are venting your anger on Su Mo with nowhere to vent your anger......"

Before Tong Yue finished speaking, I covered my ears and shook my head and began to reject her from saying these words: "I don't listen, I don't listen, you go, you go!"

Tong Yue looked at me silently, and when I was quiet, she said helplessly: "Think about it yourself." ”

Tong Yue left without looking back, leaving me with an empty space, so that the pain in my heart devoured my desolate soul deeper in this helpless loneliness, even more desolate.

Not long after Tong Yue left, Su Mo walked in.