Chapter 451: A quarrel that almost broke out
"Sky Wolf ......" Gu Sheng didn't mean to leave, she suddenly wanted to say something to the man in front of her.
"What's wrong?"
"There will be a way forward, the former ones, that's a thing of the past, if this world doesn't have warmth for you, then I'll give you a little warmth. ”
After Gu Sheng finished speaking, he handed him the things he had prepared before: "This is some medicine I got myself, which should help your wounds." ”
Heavenly Wolf took a small bottle of medicinal powder, which Gu Sheng made up when he was fine, and the effect was naturally not as good as other medicines of the Ghost Alliance, but for him, this was the best.
"Thank you. ”
"And this one, it's a bottle of perfume that I researched in the Ghost League before, although it's not that popular smell, but maybe you'll like it. ”
Gu Sheng handed him another bottle of perfume, which she had developed in the Ghost League under some painful inspiration, but she had never found a suitable owner.
The world loves perfume because of the pleasant sense of well-being wrapped in the dense aroma, which can hide the less pleasant smell on the body and can also add a little charm.
But Gu Sheng doesn't like those things that much, and sometimes, she also wants to try other perfumes.
The days in the Ghost League were very dark days, the freedom of restriction, the boundless darkness, and the feeling of confinement made Gu Sheng reluctant to touch the fragrance for a long time.
Because she always had the illusion that when she made perfume, it would not be made into poison.
Even though this was an almost impossible thing for Gu Sheng, it was such an illusion that haunted her for a long time.
Eventually, by the time the fragrance was made, it was a long time later.
Pain is the source of inspiration, Gu Sheng's perfume does not have the comfortable smell of the past, with a little bitterness, but the aftertaste is more feeling.
If someone without a story wears this perfume, it is absolutely out of place.
But at this moment, when Gu Sheng was about to meet the wolf, he felt that this bottle of perfume was inexplicably suitable for him.
Many of the things that the wolf was carrying were cruel that Gu Sheng didn't know, maybe darker and more ugly, but he had always accepted it wordlessly.
After leaving the Ghost Alliance, maybe he should abandon his abnormal life for so many years and go to see the bright and still warm world, instead of ruining the rest of his life.
"Thank you...... Gu Sheng. Celestial Wolf smiled, it was a smile from his heart.
At this time, Gu Sheng felt that the sky wolf looked good when he smiled.
"It's okay, I want to thank you even more. I will communicate well with people, and I hope you still have a little hope for the world. Live well, goodbye. ”
Gu Sheng also laughed sincerely, she was giving him her blessings.
Such a person is gentle in a certain part.
"I ......" The wolf endured it for a long time, and finally asked, "Can I hug you?"
Gu Sheng was stunned for a moment, and before he could react, he fell into an embrace.
The embrace didn't last a few seconds, almost a second, and the wolf let go of his hand again, and said apologetically, "It's me who is abrupt, then I'll leave." ”
Lu Yuchen stood aside and saw such a scene, and his heart was full of anger.
So Gu Sheng would be indifferent to herself, because she was the man who accompanied her in her most difficult time?
His hands had been clenched into fists, but in the end, Lu Yuchen still didn't go out and punched that bastard guy, but looked at Gu Sheng, who didn't leave in the distance, I don't know why, I was very distressed.
"Grandma...... I'm sorry......" Gu Sheng touched the urn, and the once living person turned into a handful of ashes, and when he was raised, he could be scattered with the wind.
Choke with sobs.
Tears continued to flow freely.
Gu Sheng couldn't restrain her emotions at all, she slowly squatted down, hugged the box, and cried loudly.
The matter is over, she should be happy, but Gu Sheng is not like this, she only feels very tired, as if she has walked thousands of miles, but she can't find support.
Now in this world, Gu Sheng is really alone.
But she has to be strong, Xiaobao still needs her, and she has to face the future optimistically, because Gu Sheng clearly knows that children are very influenced by their parents.
Squatting on the dock alone, Gu Sheng cried, the wind in her ears was whistling, and the tears on her face soon made her feel very painful, but she couldn't stop.
The dark night is a sentimental moment, and under such a vast scene, the feeling of loneliness is even more profound, which is a feeling that Gu Sheng has never experienced.
When Lu Yuchen saw them meeting, he didn't go out.
When Lu Yuchen saw them hugging, he didn't go out.
But now, he still walked out, slowly squatted down, patted Gu Sheng's head, and said softly, "Don't cry." ”
How familiar the tone.
is different from Lu Yuchen's voice on weekdays, it is the tone that he will only have when facing Gu Sheng, calm but with a gentleness, listen carefully, you can still distinguish the difference in his emotions.
Gu Sheng raised her head, her eyes were red, she also knew that she must be crying ugly now, or asked in a choked voice, "Why are you here?"
But in her heart, she wants to get close to Lu Yuchen, maybe give up the mustard in her heart, she will have another reliance and warmth.
This man will give himself a lot of things, not ostentatious things like money, but real feelings, a lack of security.
However, Gu Sheng knew that he wouldn't mind.
"Let's go, it's windy, let's go back. If the wind blows like this, you're going to get sick. ”
Lu Yuchen took off his coat and put it on Gu Sheng's slightly trembling shoulders, trying to help her up.
Gu Sheng squatted for a long time, his legs were a little numb, so he could only use Lu Yuchen's strength to stand up slowly, but he didn't forget to say politely: "Thank you." ”
Again, in a polite, unfamiliar tone.
Frowning without a trace, Lu Yuchen finally held back his temper and took her to the car.
The heating was turned on, and Gu Sheng's body was not so stiff soon, but there were only two people's cars, and their previous rustiness made the atmosphere a little awkward.
Gu Sheng didn't ask why Lu Yuchen came here, and Lu Yuchen didn't ask who the man was just now.
Both of them remained silent, but one of them had so much to ask.
But he was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't ask a word.
This is not the usual Lu Yuchen, he was even surprised why he was able to tolerate Gu Sheng so much this time.
Maybe he also discovered that Gu Sheng seemed stronger than before, but he was actually more vulnerable.
How much happened in the Ghost Alliance, Lu Yuchen had no way of knowing, but after seeing Gu Sheng like this, he just felt too distressed.
For such a long time, without his own protection, Lu Yuchen felt that he was a little derelict in his duties, but he forgot that it was no one's fault at all.
The car was parked in the garage, Gu Sheng unbuckled his seat belt, and just wanted to open the car door, Lu Yuchen's words suddenly sounded in the narrow space: "Can you have a good chat with me?"
"I'm tired. Gu Sheng didn't want to talk to Lu Yuchen about anything.
"Can't you tell me something?" Lu Yuchen looked at Gu Sheng, and could only say this sentence.
"What do you want me to say?"
"You...... Why are you treating me so coldly?"
If it had been placed before, Gu Sheng would definitely feel that Lu Yuchen had become less like him, and would actually ask such a hypocritical question, but at the moment, her mood was very heavy, and she only said: "If you don't know the reason, then there is no need for me to say it." ”
"If you don't say it, how do I know?" Lu Yuchen was a little anxious.
"If you don't know, forget it. ”
"Gu Sheng, I've been thinking about it for so many days, but you haven't been willing to tell me. So, is it because of that man?"
Gu Sheng subconsciously asked, "Who?"
"The people on the dock just now. Lu Yuchen didn't like Gu Sheng's attitude very much, it was Gu Sheng that he had barely seen, even when he first met her before, even if Gu Sheng was unhappy, he was a very fresh person, not like now, when he was more and more like he was indifferent.
"This," Gu Sheng smiled when he heard this, "I haven't asked you yet why you're there." ”
"I saw you go out just now, and I don't worry about you. ”
"Who told you to come with me? Do I need your protection? Who will get close to me?"
Gu Sheng's expression looked very calm, but if she looked closely, she knew that she had been enduring the excitement and pain in her heart.
"I don't worry about you!"
"No need! Since you couldn't protect me at that time, what are you going to say now? Lu Yuchen, I really don't need it at all. ”
Gu Sheng was also angry, the same thing that used to be the same thing had now turned into an attack on Lu Yuchen, with a thorn, and it pierced into his heart.
"When am I ...... You make it clear. ”
"No need, Lu Yuchen. Gu Sheng didn't want to continue chatting, she knew that if she continued to talk like this, she would completely lose her mind.
The original thing was like a needle inserted into her heart, and she couldn't persuade herself no matter how much she persuaded herself.
When grandma died, how desperate Gu Sheng was, she once felt that Lu Yuchen would save herself like a hero who appeared in time no matter when, but that time she didn't.
In the beginning, there was none.
Gu Sheng could only tell himself that everyone was a mortal in the flesh, how could he give up his life?
Then stop being like now, saying that you want to protect yourself, and there is no longer any chance.
"Gu Sheng, can't you just talk to me about it?"
"There's no need, there's no need. ”
Dropping such a sentence, Gu Sheng walked out, ignoring the car's inland Yuchen and slapped the steering wheel fiercely.