Chapter 124: Unknown Loneliness
Seeing that the former Chu overlord-like teacher is now so gentle by his granddaughter, Da Liu and Xiao Liu silently sighed in their hearts about the power of family affection.
But what they didn't expect was that Han Jun would retire early, the news was too shocking, and the two brothers were stunned for a long time when they learned the news from their mother.
To their surprise, the teacher was still indifferent when talking about this, and just said, "Retire early, come over early to accompany my granddaughter, I used to spend all my time in school, and I only have one task in the future, to grow up with our loveliest Xuanxuan." Then the old man gave the little one a gentle look.
The little guy didn't understand the front, but he could understand that his grandfather said that he wanted to grow up with him, so he responded to his grandfather very hard and nodded.
The teacher himself saw it, and Da Liu and Xiao Liu didn't say much, but they still couldn't help showing a look of regret on their faces.
Han Jun smiled kindly.
Xuanxuan smiled innocently.
Big Liu and Xiao Liu smiled cooperatively.
Only Han Mo didn't smile, he looked at his father's desireless state at the moment, he should have been as happy as Da Liu and Xiao Liu that his father, who had been busy all his life, could be idle, but he couldn't be happy, but he felt a sour feeling in his heart.
Just as water always flows downward, people will always sacrifice for the next generation, even if not for their sons, but certainly for their grandchildren, giving time, money, and career, and endless family affection.
The old man gave up his lifelong pursuit of career and chose to come to a strange city, the entanglement before the decision, and the loneliness after really giving up, perhaps only he can understand.
Han Mo's gaze couldn't help but fall on his father, the old man was talking to the two students while teasing his granddaughter, and the pigtails on his head had been removed by the little guy.
The old man smoothed his hair a few times with his hand, but his head was still a little messy, he didn't care too much, he still chatted with the students, he didn't talk much, far from being like when he was with his granddaughter.
However, Chen Yuehong and the two brothers chatted vigorously, both of them were talking about the things when they were studying in the past, and then they were talking about what Han Jun looked like before, Chen Yuehong has excellent acting talent, and it is not ambiguous to learn from her husband.
It wasn't until the little guy was going to sleep that the two brothers left, and they were a little reluctant to leave, they hadn't seen the teacher and their mother for a long time, which evoked many memories of their time when they were studying, and they made an appointment to visit again when they were free.
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Time with children always flies, getting up, busy with the child, sending her to school, picking her up from school, playing with her, and then coaxing her to sleep. Han Jun naturally took on these matters, and Chen Yuehong had a good image and temperament, and was a dance teacher at the Conservatory of Music, with a cheerful personality, and easily became a leader in the surrounding middle-aged and elderly dance teams, and he was busy every day.
Han Jun was nothing in the first few days, busy with children's affairs, reading books, reading newspapers, and watching TV to pass the time during the day, but as a person who has never slowed down in his busy life, it is difficult for people to adapt to this kind of life when they suddenly stop.
When there was Xuanxuan, the old man was enthusiastic, but the children had to go to school, and the long daytime was a torment for Han Jun.
He just didn't say it, he kept it all in his heart.
Although Han Mo's words are few, he is not a careless person, he has been paying attention to whether his parents are used to the life of Beidu, his mother is an extrovert, and he has been retired for a while, Beidu and Sunan are similar to the spare time life of middle-aged and elderly people, and she quickly integrated into the collective.
Han Jun is engaged in art, low-key and cold, it is impossible to play cards and chess like the old men in the community, music career is his lifelong pursuit and hobby, and there is nothing else. Although I have a granddaughter now, I can't fill a day to take care of my granddaughter's life.
Han Jun sent Xuanxuan to kindergarten, returned home alone, pushed open the door, he was the only one in the empty living room, his son worked, and his wife had his own things to do, only him, who seemed to have become idle.
Busy all my life, I have never rested, and even the winter and summer vacations are used to tutor students, at this moment, the indescribable taste in my heart may be the gap in my sense of existence.
Han Jun sighed softly and sat on the sofa, as if in a daze, as if contemplative, just leaning quietly and not moving.
Suddenly, her gaze moved downward, and it just landed on the picture frame on the coffee table, Xuanxuan opened her big eyes that could speak, and her face was full of happy smiles. The old man couldn't help laughing, as if the emotion just now had not happened, picked up his reading glasses, and took out the book on the growth and development of young children that he had not finished reading under the coffee table.
Han Mo took something out of the room, just saw his father coming back from outside, he wanted to say hello, but when he saw his father's lonely eyes, he hesitated, the room and the living room were at an angle, and Han Jun, who was sitting on the sofa, couldn't see Han Mo standing at the door of the bedroom.
From indifference to loneliness, and from loneliness to a smile, every expression and movement of the old man's eyes was fully seen by Han Mo, and he finally knew that it was the same as what he was worried about at the beginning.
Han Mo coughed twice, deliberately making a little noise, and then walked out of the corner, "Dad, you're back." ”
Han Jun didn't expect his son to be at home, his face stiffened unnaturally, and he paused before replying, "Well, you haven't left yet." ”
"Ah, I just went out and found an important sample that I forgot to copy, and now I took it to the company. Han Mo said as he walked towards the door.
Han Jun didn't say anything, just nodded slightly, although the relationship between the two people has eased, there is still little communication on weekdays, and they don't know what to say to each other, they may have used too many words on Xuanxuan, so they didn't have any extra words to say to each other.
Han Mo said, "Then I'll go." ”
The old man let out a soft "um".
Han Mo came back to get a sample, which was about the repertoire of the competition, he had some alternative repertoire before he first participated in the competition, but he made some adjustments because of the later schedule.
The "Find the Voice" competition has come to an end, and this week is the last and crucial one before the Grand Finals, which will determine the order of appearances in the Grand Finals. There are only five players who have not yet been eliminated, and these five players will compete for the sole title.
At the time of the finals, all the singers who participated in the competition but were eliminated will come to participate in the show and sing as guests.
There are still a few days to go, Han Mo has to make some adjustments to the accompaniment, the original owner of this body was originally from the conservatory, plus he grew up in the atmosphere of a musical family since he was a child, and he also has a sense of understanding, with the songs that Han Mo was familiar with in his previous life, music production is not difficult for him at all, and some of the tracks have been improved according to his own characteristics, and he is more comfortable singing.
Originally, the song for the next game had been made, but at this moment he had another idea, Han Mo, who walked to the door after changing his shoes, looked back at his father again, and gently closed the door.