At night. ~with~dream~small~say~щ~suimеng~lā

Mom, Mom, I made soup.

The matter of the luminous light is in an uproar, and my mother is paying attention to the luminous light, and it is impossible not to hear the wind.

Yeguang thought that his father would discipline him again, and he was ready to be trained, but surprisingly, his father didn't say a word to reprimand him, and he didn't say a word about the jumping incident all night.

When my father and mother walked out of the door, my father hesitated, but still said to Yeguang, "Son, you are also a family person, you have to think more about doing things in the future, don't let me, your mother and Chi Yan worry about you." ”

This night, the night light slept very unsteadily, and in his dreams, he seemed to see a pair of eyes full of hatred.

Liu Chiyan was awakened in the middle of the night by the restless writhing night light, looking at the night light that was still frowning and stirring in her sleep, her heart was like a knife.

When he woke up the next day, the night light was haggard, and the whole person looked a lot down, Boss Huang jumped into the river, which had a great impact on the night light psychology, and he didn't know how to get over this hurdle in his heart and get into the horns.

Today's Journey to the West storytelling program can't continue to record, the injury on Yeguang's face is not healed, and he is really not in the mood to record the show today, and the employees of the studio are also affected, worrying about Yeguang one by one, and the studio is filled with a depressing atmosphere all day.

Although Luminous is often mischievous in the studio, and has been dubbed a scourge, I have to say that Luminous is still quite popular in the studio, otherwise the employees would not worry about him because of his affairs.

Staying in the studio until noon, Liu Chiyan saw that he had been bored, and was afraid that he would be so depressed and unhappy, so he proposed to let Yeguang go out to relax.

Yeguang thought about it, it's good to go out to breathe, but he doesn't have anything to want to go, think about it, then go to the hospital to see Teacher Fan, Teacher Fan is not optimistic about this illness, maybe there will be one less side.

Hospital.

Teacher Fan saw the night light coming, and his spirit was much better.

"Saya, here. Teacher Fan smiled and said, "Qingwen and I were talking about you just now." ”

Luminous smiled, "Teacher Fan, what are you talking about me? Did you tell Sister Qingwen about my mischievous things at school before?" ”

Fan Qingwen covered her mouth and chuckled, "Your teacher Fan has praised you, tell me about your glorious deeds in school, how can there be any naughty things." ”

Yeguang laughed, chatting with Teacher Fan and Fan Qingwen in the ward, laughing and laughing He was in a much better mood, "Teacher Fan, I have such a good impression in your heart." ”

Teacher Fan: "No, I've said more than once, you are my most proud student, to tell you from the heart, Xiaoye, I have been teaching for decades, and you are the smartest child I have ever seen." ”

No, Luminous has memorable skills, plus she's already very smart, and her grades in school have always been very good.

However, Teacher Fan praised him like this, which made the night light look darken, "Teacher Fan, actually... I'm not as good as you say. ”

Teacher Fan looked at him.

Nightlight lowered her head and was silent for a while.

At this time, a nurse came in, as if she was looking for something with Fan Qingwen, and Fan Qingwen followed the nurse out.

Yeguang was silent for a while, and then said, "Teacher Fan, to be honest with you, in fact, I sometimes feel like I'm quite wasted. ”

Teacher Fan's eyes were full of doubts, "Xiaoye, your thinking is not right, how can you be so unconfident, think about how good your academic performance is." ”

Yeguang shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Teacher Fan, I won't hide it from you, in fact, there is a reason why I study well, it is... I don't know how to explain some external factors, but as far as I am concerned, I sometimes feel that I am useless, careless, not good at words, and often out of tune, always causing trouble for others, not motivated, impulsive, and timid. ”

Luminous counted the faults on his body, not to mention, there are really a lot.

When Teacher Fan saw him say this, he made a blank face, "Nonsense! Xiaoye, what's wrong with you now, why haven't you lost any sharpness in a few years, where did you bet with me in front of the whole class that you wouldn't write your homework in the first grade?"

Luminous smiled bitterly, "Teacher Fan, I told you that my academic performance is good because of some other reasons, let me tell you this, I... Never forget. Luminous revealed her skills a little.

Teacher Fan was stunned, and looked up and down at the night light a few times in confusion.

Luminous: "It is precisely because I have the talent of not forgetting that I basically remember the content in the textbook, even so, although my grades are good, but I have not scored a full score, because there are some twists and turns of the topic, I am knowledgeable, but my brain can't turn around, so, if I don't have the talent to forget, I don't know if I can be admitted to university by myself." ”

Teacher Fan's eyes flickered, "Xiaoye, since you said that it is your talent to never forget, that is your ability, this is what makes you different from others, it is your own ability, you don't be presumptuous, what is yours is yours and you are too negative." ”

Yeguang smiled bitterly, he understood that if he didn't forget that it was really his innate, it might be better, but in fact, all the things in him that were different from ordinary people were brought by the system, and others praised him as a talent, and that was also because he had seen and heard the world in his dreams, how could this make Yeguang be cheeky and attribute these to his true abilities.

Teacher Fan continued, " Xiao Ye, it's not that important whether you're capable or not, what matters is what you can do, what you're doing, what you've done, whether what you're doing is meaningful, you don't have to be extraordinary to be extraordinary in order to cash out your own value, think about it, there are so many doctors and nurses in this hospital, they are actually very ordinary, they are all simple professions, but what they are doing is one of the most noble careers in this world, Xiao Ye, you are very lucky, compared to ordinary people, you have a more natural advantage than them, but why don't you make use of it, use your ability to create, do what you feel meaningful, but you will feel sorry for yourself？”

Teacher Fan's words made Yeguang think for a moment, and only nodded halfway, "Teacher, what you said makes sense, I will think about it." ”

Teacher Fan looked at the night light, hesitated, and said, "Xiaoye, in the past two days, Qingwen has also told me some things about you, is it because of the events of the past two days that you have this thought?"

Yeguang was stunned for a moment, and understood that what Teacher Fan was talking about was the boiling river jumping incident that had been making a lot of noise in the past few days, and had this incident spread so widely? Teacher Fan was seriously ill and heard it in the hospital.

"Not because of that. Luminous shook her head, then looked at Teacher Fan, "Teacher, I... I can't get over it in my heart, you say, did I do something wrong? Nightlight said with a gloomy expression.

Teacher Fan waved his hand, "What's right or wrong, what does the matter of jumping into the river have to do with you." ”

Luminous: "But... That's a human life, after all. ”

The crux of Yeguang's heart is actually here, it is a human life, a death caused by the fact that the night light is the fuse, no, life and death are unknown.

Luminous is not very daring, if he says that he kills a worm and a cockroach or something, he is okay, but let him step on a mouse to death, kill a chicken or something, he can't be ruthless, it may be a bit glassy, but it is such a luminous light, suddenly he feels that he has borne the responsibility of a human life, how can he get by in his heart?