During the time when Zhang Bei was in a coma, when Zhang Bei's father was sorting out Zhang Bei's things, he found that Zhang Bei used technical means to combine the photos of the two of us when we were children.

He also found a letter written by Zhang Bei to me, and I held the heavy letter, and my tears were like bursting the embankment, and I couldn't stop flowing down.

Zhang Bei's father stood at the head of Zhang Bei's bed and looked at his unconscious son lying on the bed, he cried and apologized to me, "Girl, I'm sorry for you, I didn't give Xiaobei a strong body." ”

I looked at Zhang Bei's father with tears in my eyes and said sadly, "Uncle, don't say that, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be willful, why did I let him disappear like this? I should have known that his departure was a last resort, how could I blame him and hate him a few years ago?"

"Girl, your aunt and I are very grateful to you, we have been busy with business when we were young, Zhang Bei lived with her grandmother, we didn't care much about him, I didn't know he didn't like spicy food, I didn't know that he was very repulsive to white clothes because of his grandmother's affairs, and I always bought him white clothes.

I didn't know that he liked to draw, he played basketball and I said that he was not doing his job, he never laughed in front of us, but since he met you, you made us know a different Zhang Bei,

The first time we communicated with each other was thanks to you, he said that you encouraged him to tell me the truest thoughts in his heart, and that day we played basketball together for the first time.

That day I found out that my son was so handsome, and he also painted a portrait of me, and it was then that I found out that my son was so good. ”

I looked at Zhang Bei's father, who was standing there with a proud face when he talked about Zhang Bei, and cried and said, "Uncle, it should be me who thank you, it was you who gave me such an excellent Zhang Bei." ”

Zhang Bei's father wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with his hand, waved his hand at me, and then left the room sadly.

I watched Zhang Bei's father leave, and then turned my head to look at Zhang Bei, who was lying on the hospital bed, unconscious. I took out the letters he had written to me and read them to him one by one

"Shizuko, I miss you so much, my surgery was very successful, I saw your letter, although my grades have improved, but I can't be proud, I heard that you have a boyfriend? Is he good to you? Your wayward problems must be corrected, otherwise you will scare people away." Shizuko, lovesickness has tasted half a lifetime of water suffering, and infatuation has been exchanged for a lifetime of tears. ”

"Shizuko, I heard that you finished all your credits ahead of schedule? Why are you in a hurry to graduate? Are you not going to graduate school? Are you really worried about who will protect you once you enter the society? Shizuko, I'm fine, I miss you very much. ”

"Shizuko, I went to the school where you used to go today, I looked at the classmates who came out of it happily, I think you used to be like this, right? I was so happy when I got out of school? I stood there all afternoon, looking at that school, thinking about your smiling face, Shizuko, I miss you. ”

"Shizuko, I saw you at your doorstep, you are still the same as before, I really want to run up and hug you, but I can't, because the day before yesterday, Dr. Jiang came to see me, he said that my condition is not very optimistic, there is a possibility of leaving this world at any time, Shizuko, live well, and then start a new relationship, form a happy family, I can't give it to you, I hope he can." ”

I couldn't cry and read one letter after another written to me by Zhang Bei, I took his hand and cried and said, "I don't want to start any new relationship, I don't want to start any family with others, I just want to be with you, I can't give anyone except you." ”

I reached out and stroked Zhang Bei's chin, looking at the stubble slowly growing on his chin, I hurriedly went to find a razor, Zhang Bei loves to be clean, how can he put up with his stubble.

I ran out of the intensive care unit, returned to his ward, picked up the razor from the bathroom, and ran back to the intensive care unit without stopping for a moment, I walked quickly to Zhang Bei, I used a razor to gently shave his beard, I shaved off the stubble on his chin very gently.

Just when I was seriously shaving him, Zhang Bei's eyelids moved slightly, and then I saw him slowly open his eyes, I looked at him excitedly, tears instantly overflowed his eyes, dripping onto his face, and he smiled at me slowly.

I quickly rang the bedside call bell, and after a while, the nurses walked in, and they pulled me over from Zhang Bei's bedside, only to see them checking Zhang Bei, and I couldn't do anything, just stood there stupidly, and was finally pushed out by the nurse.

I stood outside the door and paced back and forth nervously, and from time to time I stretched out my head to look inside, wanting to see how Zhang Bei was inside. Ten minutes later, Dr. Jiang ran over to the intensive care unit.

I looked at him with a pleading face, hoping that he could save Zhang Bei, and prayed that he would save Zhang Bei as well.

Dr. Jiang nodded at me and said, "Don't worry, he can wake up, which means that his condition has improved." After Dr. Jiang said this, he pushed the door and walked in.

I continued to be kept out of the door.

Nanxi and Wang Zhe received a notice that Zhang Bei had woken up, and they hurried over. Nanxi walked up to me quickly, patted me on the back and comforted me, "Shizuko, don't worry, Zhang Bei will be fine." ”

"That's right, Zhang Bei, this kid has a big life, and he will definitely be able to survive this difficulty. Wang Zhe also agreed.

I cried and nodded at both of them. Zhang Bei's mother, who was sitting on the side, was already nervous and couldn't speak, so she sat there in a daze, looking at the door of the intensive care unit with stunned eyes, and Zhang Bei's father sat beside her to take care of her.

Wang Zhe turned around and walked to Zhang Bei's parents, and he said, "Uncle and aunt, don't worry, he will be fine, we will accompany you here and wait for him to come out safely." ”

Zhang Bei's father nodded at Wang Zhe with a grateful face.

Zhang Bei's father and mother, who are only in their 50s, are already full of gray hair, and they have been worried a lot because of Zhang Bei's illness over the years, and they have cried a lot at night.

The five of us were at the door of the intensive care unit, quietly waiting for Zhang Bei.

Every minute and second was extremely tormenting, and I secretly swore in my heart that as long as I could let him survive safely, I could leave, as long as he could be safe, I could choose to accept the love of others, as long as he could be safe.....

When I was a child, my father once said to me that if I meet a man I love very much in the future, I must learn a lesson called "letting go", because loving someone does not necessarily have to be with him, letting go is the best love.

Because of me, Zhang Bei's condition has worsened, if I hadn't come this time, wouldn't Zhang Bei have suffered such a crime?

So, should I really let it go?

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Sogou