Chapter 66: Is This an Enlightenment?
Zigui knows that this is the case.
When Zhou Tai left.
Jiang Beichen boiled tea, made hibiscus cake and put it in front of Zigui.
"Now it's just the two of us, would you like to talk about it? ”
"What do you think in your heart?" Zigui's eyes were flat, and he took a deep breath: "I know that this is the case, I can't hide anything from you." ”
"Actually, you can't hide it from Zhou Tai. Jiang Beichen said: "He also sensed that what you said before was not all. It's just that you didn't guess, you just didn't want to say it in front of Zhou Tai. ”
"Do you see this?" Zigui was curious: "I want to learn." ”
"Good. Jiang Beichen smiled: "After you arrive at the studio tomorrow, you will mainly learn to observe." ”
"Actually, I feel more and more that this industry is not what I think. I don't like it anymore. "Zigui thinks about it.
"Because it sees people too thoroughly, and that thoroughness hurts itself. I am usually exposed to negative emotions, and I am afraid that I will not be able to resolve my own bad emotions.
I am even more afraid that because of my emotions, the counselor will not get a good improvement but will be more serious. ”
He didn't say anything, just looked at her with a smile.
She picked up a piece of hibiscus cake, which seemed to be sweeter than the last time.
After a bite, sweets seem to really make people happy.
"When I didn't study this major, I just wanted to take better care of my mother. ”
"Mood swings, thought shifts are normal. Jiang Beichen said: "Being in it, its responsibility is also very great. It's good that you can realize the pros and cons. ”
"Mr. Beichen, is this a kind of enlightenment?" Zigui smiled.
"Count. He earnestly: "Can you tell me now why you are reluctant to let the other personality disappear?"
"I don't know why. Zigui pondered carefully, how to say it in order to accurately and clearly express the feeling at this time: "That's it...... For example, Cao Xueqin in "Dream of Red Mansions" is its soul, the first 80 episodes have Cao Xueqin, but the last 40 episodes are written by Gao E. It feels different. The form is there, but the spirit is gone. ”
He realized that she actually wanted to say what was in her heart to herself, but at this moment, Zigui was talking about him left and right.
What causes this?
Jiang Beichen looked at Zigui's eyes: "Look, your other personality has begun to affect your body and mind."
You have a lot of thoughts about her, and you can't rest in peace.
Body, weakness, fever, talking nonsense.
So, for the sake of your health, you need treatment. Unless, the reason you call is worth considering. ”
She wanted to say it to him, but she couldn't think of the right words.
"Because of me?" he guessed.
She was unexpected.
Sure enough, he guessed correctly, but he couldn't think of why.
"I have a strong feeling that you know her. Zigui affirmed: "There is no reason, just feelings." ”
"That's why?"
"Yes. Zigui reaffirmed: "That's because of this."
The first time we met, I didn't believe what you said, because of the research, I gave you a different answer.
Why the person you chose for your research is me. I never believed it either, it was love at first sight. People still have ......"
Zigui looked at a corner of the living room.
She found that the painting was gone.
He knew what she meant, and the first time he saw the painting, she said that it seemed as if he was not painting her, but just looking at another person through her.
"The oil painting that was put there before, the person on it, I'm sure you painted her. Zigui is questioning and affirming.
"The woman in the painting has deep eyes, cold and vigilant.
Such a look is she... Not me. I saw it clearly on the video. At the time, I felt that look that seemed to me to have seen it, it seemed familiar, but it was definitely not me. ”
He had a smile on his lips, not too obvious, but warm.
It seems that Zigui is saying the most beautiful love words to him.
Zigui looked at him with a slight smile without a temper, well, he was defeated.
Why is he still happy.
Forget it, and continue: "When I was sleeping just now, I had a dream, and in the dream I saw the woman in the painting, and she spoke to me. I looked at her as if I were looking in a mirror. Guess what she said to me?"
"Can't guess. ”
Zigui was stunned, she suspected that something was wrong with her ears.
Not because of his words, but because of his voice.
With three simple words, Zigui felt that Jiang Beichen at this moment was far away from him, and he was obviously in front of him, but there was an unreality of seeing flowers in the fog.
In particular, his deep voice did not have the warmth of the past, as if a cool breeze blew through, blowing away the original warmth.
What is left is cold, is... I can't dissolve my thoughts.
Such a Jiang Beichen is the first time Zigui has seen it.
For a long time, she didn't speak.
He realized it later, only to find that Zigui had been watching him.
He smiled and looked at her: "What did she say." ”
She asserted: "You're thinking about her. ”
The corners of his lips were raised, and his doting eyes were doting: "You are the same person." ”
"Yes. Zigui said that he admitted it, and they really knew each other.
In an instant, an unhappiness rose in my heart.
Taking a deep breath, Zigui ignored this unhappiness and continued: "She asked me, am I sure I won't regret it?
Jiang Beichen understood these words.
However, Zigui didn't understand.
"Don't be foolish. Jiang Beichen said: "It was just a dream. ”
She had her own thoughts: "What's her name? Is she in love with you?"
He said softly: "Zigui, do you know what kind of feeling you give me now?"
"Mr. Beichen. Zigui was helpless: "Can you face my problem? Now I feel very confused and have no clue." ”
For a while, Jiang Beichen didn't speak, he looked at her directly.
"I'm not her!" Zigui was angry.
"Wait for me. Jiang Beichen got up and left.
When he returned, he had a sword in his hand.
"Come, look at this sword. Jiang Beichen sat beside Zigui, and the sword was placed in front of her: "Do you feel anything?" ”
Zigui didn't understand in her eyes, but when her hand touched the sword, a pain instantly welled up in her heart.
The pain is uncomfortable, but there is no reason.
She was shocked and looked at Jiang Beichen with a frown: "Why?"
She was already in tears.
He wiped away the tears on her face: "Now yours is fine, Zigui is fine." ”
"Why?" she didn't understand: "You must know me... Know that me, right, it must be, don't lie to me. ”