"Satisfied, of course satisfied, hehe, how could I be dissatisfied?" Huan'er sat by the window, staring blankly at the woods in the distance, Chen Hao left, she walked very decisively, she didn't leave her any luxury, she also transferred from Chen Hao's hand to another doctor, like a garbage that no one wants to want, thrown around.

Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps outside the door, Huan'er's ears moved, she jumped off the ground numbly, sat on the ground, couldn't get close to the window, couldn't touch a sharp weapon, it would be considered suicidal. What walked in was the doctor who took over Huan'er, an older psychiatric expert, who was indeed more professional than Chen Hao, but unfortunately, no one in this world could cure Huan'er, Huan'er was completely crazy, the terrible thing was that she knew she was crazy, but she was unwilling to stop such a development, she was willing to indulge herself, and she was very willing to stay in the abyss of madness.

Because only in this way can her heart not hurt, and she can find that little bit of motivation to live.

In the past, she also wanted to live well, abandoned by her parents, she had no right to complain, and it was not that she chose to come to this world, but she had come to this world and survived, so naturally she wanted to live, and she couldn't just die. She is very quiet, always quietly watching other people play, she has never participated in it, just because she does not want to have too many entanglements with people, this is an instinct, she was young at the time did not understand that this is a manifestation of her self-preservation, but unexpectedly let her get the love of the director of the welfare home, because she is quiet and obedient.

It was also by virtue of this that she was taken to her adoptive parents by the dean, and the moment she saw them, she really thought it was her parents who had come to pick her up, and she was happy, really happy. After returning to their home with her adoptive parents, she understood that they were not her parents, just adopters, and her adoptive mother didn't like her very much, but her adoptive father liked it very much, and in front of her adoptive father, she could relax a little and occasionally make a fuss.

She thought that she finally had a home, she thought that from now on, she would no longer be alone, but Le'er came, after the adoptive mother became pregnant, her attitude towards her became worse and worse, and the adoptive father was fine, but he still put more energy on the adoptive mother, because they were going to have their own children. She was very scared, afraid that she would be abandoned again, so she tried her best to please her adoptive mother, be an obedient and well-behaved child, and never make trouble.

Then, Le'er was born, she thought that her adoptive mother would love Le'er very much, after all, Le'er was the child that her adoptive mother had been looking forward to for a long time, but to her surprise, her adoptive mother didn't love Le'er, and what her adoptive mother wanted was a son, not a daughter. Le'er is so pitiful, she obviously has a father and a mother, but she was disgusted by her mother, she cried so much that she was angry, and her mother refused to look at it.

But it doesn't matter, she will take care of Le'er, Le'er was given to her by God and destined to be her companion.

She thought that she and Le'er could be good sisters for a lifetime, and she thought that no matter what happened, Le'er would accompany her, because when Le'er was most helpless, it was she who accompanied Le'er, and she also took care of Le'er.

But everything is just what she thought, Le'er, in Le'er's heart, she is nothing at all.

Therefore, Le'er can watch her being bullied by that pervert, so Le'er can lie in front of people, knowing that she is already scarred, but she still covers up for that pervert. When she finally collapsed, when everything was irretrievable, she killed the pervert with her own hands, and Le'er said everything, heh, does she still have to thank Le'er for her honesty? The belated honesty is more hateful than the lie that arrived early, she no longer needs this truth, don't come to her to cry anymore, don't hold her hand anymore, and tell her I'm sorry, it's pointless.

She's crazy, she's not a normal person, her adoptive father and adoptive mother threw her into a mental hospital, she was very uncomfortable, but she could at least get out of that home, away from everything she had been, she just wanted to stay in a mental hospital, stay in her own world, and the people in this world don't interfere with the river water, she doesn't hate, she doesn't complain, she just wants to stay by herself, really, she just wants to be quiet. Le'er's tears, Le'er's guilt, she doesn't need them, she just begs Le'er not to appear in front of her again, in that case, she can still remember the beauty of the year when she dreams back at midnight.

Le Er really didn't appear again, a young and handsome man who smiled and seemed to be able to see the sunshine appeared in front of her, he was very gentle and patient, no matter what she did, he smiled and tolerated her, and he would not be angry.

She didn't believe it, she had become bad, she had allowed her other personality to come out, and let her other self torture him, wanting to tear off his mask and see what was in his heart.

But in the end, she was defeated, he was really a good person, he would listen to her patiently, he would share his memories with her, and he would stand up to protect her when she was bullied by the nurse. He is the hero she begged for God to give her in countless dark nights, and he likes her, he took her hand, and hugged her, if he doesn't like her, how can he feel so sorry for her? But for some reason, when her state is getting better and better, he is always preoccupied, doesn't he want her to be well, because after she is well, he can no longer be by her side?

If so, then she doesn't want to be good, she would rather split herself into pieces than make him sad. But who would have thought that he was not sorry for her at all, but for Le'er, the reason why he came to her and was good to her was to cure her as soon as possible, so as to rescue Le'er from the abyss of guilt, the person he really wanted to save was Le'er, not her, she was just a tool, a tool he used to rescue Le'er and please Le'er.

Since it is a tool, how can it be worth people's true feelings? That's why he can leave her so decisively, throw her to others, and go abroad to have fun, and he has to deal with her cleanly, so that he can confidently and boldly pursue fun.

Le'er, Le'er, I've tried so hard to avoid you, so I don't hesitate to stay in the world of madmen, away from the world of mortals, why do you press me step by step, give me charity, pity me, and trample me hard after I give my sincerity? You and he are both murderers, you and he don't deserve to be happy, it is you and him who completely ruined me.

So, please be prepared that I will do nothing for the rest of my life but one thing, and that is to make you miserable!

Huan'er's eyes showed a fierce light, but it quickly disappeared, as fast as if it had never existed.

"Thank you, doctor, for your hard work. Huan'er, who had been examined, smiled slightly, looking at the psychiatric experts who had entered middle age, and changed the gloom of being just admitted to the hospital. But the doctor in charge of treating Huan'er didn't dare to take it lightly, because Huan'er's previous mental state was too unstable and he was a schizophrenia patient, so it was hard to guarantee that he had not derived a new personality in order to confuse him.

The doctor is still serious and responsible in the treatment of Huan'er, Huan'er actively cooperates, always has a faint smile on her face, as if she is looking forward to her life after going out, the nurses who accompany her think that she is really getting better, and comfort in her heart, it is a good thing that the madmen in this world can be a little less and can return to a normal life.

Huan'er no longer harms herself, no longer talks to herself, and never attacks others, she always paints in the ward, ah, she paints with paint, no longer bites her wrists, and paints with blood. She paints quietly and charmingly, like an angel who has fallen into the world, so she can't make people feel bad. After observing her for a while, the doctor finally reassured and told her adoptive father about her condition, saying that he could come to the hospital for a look.

When Huan'er's adoptive father heard the good news, he naturally immediately put down his work and drove to the hospital.

Through the glass window, Huan'er's adoptive father saw his adopted daughter's serious painting, and couldn't help but smile, but his eyes instantly turned red, this child is not easy, if he really stays in a mental hospital for a lifetime, wouldn't he have to make him feel guilty for a lifetime? Suddenly, Huan'er stopped her paintbrush and cried when she looked at the content of the painting, and Huan'er's adoptive father was stunned and pushed the door in.

"Huan'er, why are you crying?" The adoptive father was still as gentle as he was back then, gently wiping away tears for Huan'er.

"Father, is it really you, I didn't dream?" Huan'er was startled, and subconsciously took a few steps back, tears flowed down, but her adoptive father saw the content of the painting clearly at this time, it turned out that she painted a family of four, and Le'er, who was still in swaddling clothes, was held in her arms, they were originally so happy.

Huan'er's adoptive father couldn't control himself anymore and hugged Huan'er, "Huan'er, father will take you home, go home!"

"Wow......" Huan'er cried "wow", grabbing her adoptive father's sleeve with great grievances, crying so that her adoptive father was guilty and funny. The father and daughter hugged their heads and cried, and the emotional adoptive father insisted on taking Huan'er home despite the persuasion of the hospital, but promised to send Huan'er to the hospital for follow-up treatment regularly. Huan'er sat in the passenger seat, humming happily, looking at the scenery outside the window, like a bird that had not returned home for a long time, and was extremely excited.

Looking at Huan'er's performance, Huan'er's adoptive father felt even more guilty, it's just that the past can't be recovered, so let's make up for it from now on. Huan'er returned to this home that brought her too many memories, and her adoptive mother still didn't like her, but she didn't look angry, but said lightly: "It's okay, let's live well in the future." ”

"Mom. Huan'er gave her adoptive mother a big hug and choked up: "Mom, I miss you so much!"

"Card!" Director He's satisfied voice sounded, announcing the end of this scene, and Zhang Xiaoqiang could rest.