Chapter 191: Déjà vu
"You love him like this?" Zigui asked.
"Love?" Qiu Xinya said to herself: "I don't know either." Love, when I had him before, it was certain, but then I couldn't see him, and when the truth was unknown, I hated.
Later, when I knew all the truth, experienced the loss of my son, the loss of my family, my whole life was going to collapse.
At that time, all I had was longing, only hate. I'm also sick, I don't know anyone who is sick, I'm terminally ill, I don't want to be cured, during those days, I can see Junfeng every day, he is like he is still alive and with me. ”
Zigui hugged Qiu Xinya: "But I know that you are strong, and you still have me." So you're actively healing yourself. ”
"When a person dies, there is nothing. Qiu Xinya took a deep breath: "What is left behind is the thoughts in the hearts of the living people." So to live, what is in front of you is the most important thing. ”
Zigui asked, "Then, will you forget him?"
"No, he will live in my heart forever. As long as I live, he will live. Qiu Xinya said.
"The ancestor of the Qiu family has an aunt.
I listened to my dad and gave it to someone else's family when he was very young, and then he died when he was about 30 years old. I heard that this aunt is very persistent, clinging to a man in her dreams. ”
At this time, Jiang Beichen walked over and walked to Zigui's side, and he held her hand tightly.
Smiling, there is a lot of love in the eyes.
Zigui looked at Beichen, she looked into his eyes, looked at the red birthmark at the center of his eyebrows, and felt the coolness in his palm.
For a moment, it seemed as if I had been in a movie, passing by those familiar and unfamiliar images.
Suddenly, she said affirmatively, "That's not a dream!"
Zigui looked straight at Jiang Beichen like this.
She looked at you Qiu Xinya again: "Mom, have you ever thought about it?" That aunt the man she loved was never in a dream, but real, she was just waiting for him, looking for him.
She couldn't wait in that life, she couldn't find it, so she waited and searched in the next life. ”
Qiu Xinya looked at Zigui unexpectedly, and there was curiosity in her eyes: "Your words give me a feeling that you have experienced, as if you are her."
It's that kind of affirmation. ”
Zigui was surprised.
Qiu Xinya retracted her gaze and looked at the tombstone with only her name engraved on it: "If it were me, I would definitely not leave like this." I was afraid that there would be no next life, even though I knew he would never come again. But I firmly believe that I must live to never forget him. ”
Zigui stopped talking.
Qiu Xinya also became silent.
Jiang Beichen noticed that tears were sliding down Qiu Xinya's eyes: "The fire in Qiu's house back then has already been investigated again. Results will be available within a week. ”
"Thank you. Qiu Xinya looked at Jiang Beichen: "So many years have passed, although I have expectations in my heart, but I have done a good job, and there is no result." ”
"No, it won't. Jiang Beichen affirmed: "The things you provided, as well as the original test list, are the most favorable evidence." ”
"That's... That's good, that's good. Qiu Xinya cried with forbearance: "I, I want to be alone for a while." ”
When Jiang Beichen and Zigui left, Qiu Xinya couldn't help crying.
It was an uncomfortable sound.
Zigui got into Jiang Beichen's arms, raised his head, and his eyes were full of tears: "I want to cry too." ”
"Cry. Jiang Beichen's lips pressed against her forehead: "In my arms, hold me." ”
He hugged him tightly.
She snorted a few times and said with a distressed face: "You are so cool in your arms." ”
“——”
Jiang Beichen looked at her, although he looked distressed, but why did he always feel that she was so untidy.
"Don't worry. After a few days, I went to follow Grandpa Tian and learn medical skills. Zigui cupped his face: "There will definitely be a way to cure your cold." ”
"Good. Jiang Beichen smiled: "I can be with you." What does it mean to be hot, and what is warm?"
Zigui really felt sorry for him: "I don't know why, and I don't know when it started." I always have a sense of déjà vu in the face of you. The more time I spend with you, the stronger this feeling will be. ”
"Maybe we were lovers for life. So, the feeling is going to be very strong. Jiang Beichen smiled: "It's not that there is no such possibility." ”
"That's right. Zigui leaned in Jiang Beichen's arms: "Do you know? Ever since I saw that old black and white photo at Grandpa Tian's house that day, I often think about it.
Why, I look exactly like her.
Is it true that people will have a past life and this life, so will my last life be her? Who could that aunt call the Northern Underworld? Could it be you?"
Speaking of this, Zigui's words suddenly broke.
Suddenly, she seemed to remember something, and when she raised her eyes, he looked at Jiang Beichen.
There was a deep surprise in his eyes.
With a faint smile on Jiang Beichen's lips, he reached out and pinched the tip of her nose, his face full of pampering: "Did you only think of it now?"
"yes! Zigui was surprised, and surprised: "I said what do you think? The Gu Chang'an and Bei Mingxuan in Old Man Tian's mouth are so familiar." Why didn't I think of it at the time? What is the relationship between my aunt and your family?"
Regarding this matter, Jiang Beichen really didn't know how to explain it.
"I have not heard of it, and there is no record of it in my ancestors. ”
"But I remember you said that your family actually originated from the Northern Underworld. Zigui frowned slightly, thinking carefully: "I remember on your family tree." The first name is written in Bei Mingxuan, next to this name is his wife Gu Changan, in the old mansion of the Jiang family, the small courtyard where we lived, it is the Xuan Palace, the door knocker is engraved on the level, and you also told me their story. ”
Saying that, Zigui looked at Jiang Beichen and asked, "Right?"
"Yes!"
"Why do I only remember now. Zigui thought for a moment and stopped talking, as if he was caught in his own thoughts.
Jiang Beichen didn't bother, let Zigui think casually, his eyes were full of tenderness, as long as she was there, everything was good.
"Actually, I prefer to believe that my aunt has a past and present life. Zigui thought of the photo: "After all, she and I look so similar, whether it is twins or the same person, there is no problem." ”
"Whatever you want, you can hold me all the time anyway. He looked satisfied: "I am yours for the rest of my life." ”
The words "!!" sound very comfortable, and there is a hint of awkwardness in the comfort.
But when you think about it, you don't think there's anything wrong.
"Yes, it's all good. Zigui said: "Actually, I am willing to think that my aunt will be my own past and present life." It seems that only in this way can there be no regrets in my aunt's life. ”