Liu Jingxin really didn't expect that for the first time in his life, he would face such a famous host.

He didn't expect that a talk show that should be very serious would start with drinking.

Of course, although everyone pretends to be very casual on the surface, no one can really drink openly, after all, there are so many cameras below that are filming them all the way, and so many viewers are still watching, too casual, it's really brainless.

Liu Jingxin and Ruan Qing touched the beer in their hands, took a shallow sip each, and put the beer down.

Ruan Qing took out a tissue from the table, gently touched it on her lips very elegantly, wiped off the wine stains, and then asked, "How is it, our show is quite special, right?"

Liu Jingxin nodded and said, "Yes, it's the first time I've been watched drinking by so many people, and I almost didn't swallow it." ”

The audience laughed very cooperatively.

Ruan Qing said: "Actually, I'm quite curious, in the eyes of everyone, your band is a model of unity, I remember that during the audition of "Singing Loudly", Lin Jie proposed to let you advance alone, but you rejected it very decisively, in order to ensure the integrity of the band. So, in your daily life, have you ever quarreled and blushed?"

Liu Jingxin turned his head and glanced at Zhang Xun next to him, and motioned to Zhang Xun with his eyes to answer this question, but when he looked at it, he was speechless.

Zhang Xun is really not stage frightened, he is peeling bananas there.

Seeing Liu Jingxin winking at him, Zhang Xun temporarily stopped what he was doing, and said with a smile: "Actually, our band has already disbanded once just a few months ago. ”

The audience let out an "ah" in unison, as if they had been rehearsed, both in time and duration, without being abrupt and artificial.

Ruan Qing's eyes widened: "Why?"

Although the rift between the brothers has long been bridged, Zhang Xun still can't help but be angry when he recalls the scene at that time. He gently pushed Liu Jingxin: "This guy secretly bought the piano." ”

Ruan Qing moved her gaze back to Liu Jingxin: "The piano you are talking about should be the guitar, right? Why do you want to sell guitars?"

Liu Jingxin smiled faintly and said, "I don't have any money." ”

Ruan Qing asked sympathetically, "In other words, you are doing a band together, and the money you earn is not enough for you to live?"

Jiang Li couldn't help but say: "It's still alive, it's not enough to survive." ”

Liu Jingxin said: "It's not that you can't survive. How can it be considered survival? You can live by eating steamed buns and mustard, you can live by eating delicacies from the mountains and seas, you can sleep on the side of the road, and you can sleep in villas, so you will not be unable to live. Although we had almost no income at that time, Zhang Xun's family was quite rich, and he had been supporting our band. ”

Zhang Xun said: "Brother Jingxin is right, even if we don't have enough food and clothing, we can still live." As long as I can live, I can continue to make music. But if I don't even have music in the end, I really don't know how to live. ”

Ruan Qing sighed empathetically and asked, "In that case, why did you disband the band?"

Liu Jingxin said frankly: "Everyone has dreams, but everyone also has a family, when there is a conflict between family and dreams, and when it comes to having to give up one, I think the vast majority of people should choose to give up their dreams like me." ”

Da Yang explained: "At that time, Brother Xin's house was demolished, and the demolition money was very small, not enough to buy a new house......

Liu Jingxin interrupted: "I'll say it myself." My parents' house in my hometown was a very small house that was divided by the public family in the past. Many people think that whoever demolishes their house will be able to make a windfall, but in fact it is not like that at all. The demolition money for my house is far from enough to replace a new house, and I need to add a lot of money, and my parents are old and can't get a loan, and I've been floating outside, and it's not easy to get a commercial loan, let alone a provident fund. I've been drifting north for more than two years, and I can't help my family at this time, and I feel pretty useless. I really had no choice at that time, so I sold the guitar, sent a little to my family first, and then went out to find a job, at least let my relatives know that I had a regular income, and I could afford to pay back the money they borrowed. ”

This past is actually something that Liu Jingxin doesn't want to recall, but he tried his best to tell this past in the most relaxed tone at this time, which is not based on courage, but relief.

Ruan Qing nodded and said, "You are really very filial. In fact, I can also understand that the current era is indeed very unfriendly to bands, I have heard many people mention that in addition to the bands on the top of the pyramid, most of the bands in China now need to work to earn money to support the band. This seems to be different from most people's perception, many people should think that making music is a very profitable thing, if you don't make money, or even have to post a lot of money, then there is no need to do it. ”

Zhang Xun was a little unhappy, he swallowed the banana in his mouth in a few bites: "Sister Qing, I think it, people have lived in this life, but there will always be one thing, no matter what, you have to do it, even if you know that there may not be any results in the end, but you still have to do it." For you, there must be such a thing, right?"

Ruan Qing nodded thoughtfully: "Back to what we talked about at the beginning, this should be a dream." In fact, I still know a little bit about the music industry, and many musicians have mentioned to me that if you want to make music, the most important thing you need to do is not to learn music theory, not to write songs, not to find performances, but to make money. When I say a person, I won't mention his name, he used to make a lot of money by selling hot pot and opening online stores, with his business acumen, he can actually live a very easy life, but he just threw all the money he earned into making music. Fortunately, the result is very good, he has become popular all over the country, and now as long as he releases a new song, he can hurt the first place on the charts, and those songs that no one cared about before have now become classics. ”

Liu Jingxin had heard about this matter, and nodded: "Indeed, such a person, in fact, no matter what he does, can be very successful." The same goes for making music. Perhaps, this is talent. ”

Ruan Qing exhaled a long breath and pretended to smile lightly: "Let's start a little too depressing, let's talk about something happy." Why did your band reorganize?"

Liu Jingxin smiled faintly: "I'm rich." ”

Ruan Qing blinked: "Have you succeeded in doing business?"

Liu Jingxin shook his head and said: "It's not true, it's just that everyone has found a job, has a fixed income, and no longer has to worry about life, and then they can't let go, so they take the time to come out and continue to play in the band." After this reorganization, we all have a very good mentality, just play, without a little utilitarianism, I didn't expect to go all the way here. ”

At this point in the conversation, suddenly the sound engineer plays "Road Song" by the band as background music, and the chorus part is intercepted.

"It's always been hard for me to let go (keep going south), and I've been hard to let go (keep going south)......"