68 Self-reflection

Recommended song: d - After Bret1es hung up the phone, Lee Joon-yi precipitated himself for a while, and his mind was a little messy, but he still didn't forget that Gu Hara was still online, so he returned, "Spread your hands, I tried my best, but your company still insists on using 'nn'." ”

Gu Hara immediately had an angry expression in the dialog box, followed by a little devil expression with three crosses of anger, and then followed by a sentence, "Hmph, I don't believe Brother Zhun Yi, and the company will regret it then." ”

Although Li Zhunyi was still thinking about things in his head, it seemed that Gu Hara's words couldn't help but laugh, "Hara, it seems that the unlucky one should be your combination, why are you gloating so much." ”

A huge exclamation point immediately jumped into the dialog box, followed by a string of ellipses, "Well, I can't help it." I also think 'mr.' is a good fit for our mix, who knows what the company is thinking. "Goo Hara feels very powerless.

In fact, Lee Joon-yi knows that although the DSP company does not use "MR." as the main song this time has its own considerations, but it is more because of the recent sudden rise in the Korean entertainment industry, but for KR whether it is luck or regret, we can only wait for the album to be known.

"Well, I still have to hope that 'NN' can really get good results. It's not about using my songs as the main theme, it's important that you can succeed and gain popularity. "All roads lead to Rome, and while the process is important, the result is even more important. Lee Joon-yi comforted Goo Hara a few words, and then Goo Hara was about to start practicing the stage of "nn", so he said goodbye to Lee Joon-yi and went offline directly.

Seeing Gu Hara's avatar darken, Li Junyi's thoughts were tumbling. Looking back at the recent events, standing up for Park Jae-beom, the conflict with Park Jin-young, and this title song incident, is it that I am too impulsive, is I too confident and self-oriented?

Li Zhunyi suddenly questioned himself, which was unprecedented. What Lee Joon-yi is worried about is that because of his own reasons, the relationship between Park Jae-bum and Jyp Company has deteriorated even more, and he does not know where to go in the future; he has fallen into a dilemma and his position in the company is awkward...... Lee Joon-yi suddenly seemed to have lost all self-confidence, began to question everything, and began to take all the responsibility on himself.

This is impossible for Li Zhunyi in the past, but the facts of his recent life are too many and too exciting, maybe one of his actions changes a person's future, as long as he thinks so, Li Zhunyi has to question.

Lee Joon-yi patted his cheek, and his head was full of mush. I went to the bathroom and washed my face, calmed down, but still had no thoughts. Lee Joon-yi sat on a wicker chair in the courtyard, staring at Berkeley's crystal clear sky. In the past, Li Zhun Yi has always been unswerving in himself, and his love and hate have never changed, but today, Li Zhun Yi suddenly thought that society is not only black and white, but also gray areas, and his insistence on right and wrong will lead to misunderstanding of the judgment of right and wrong. For the first time, Lee Joon-yi wavered in his beliefs.

At this time, the mobile phone began to ring on the table, but Li Zhun Yi didn't have the idea of answering, and still stared at the sky blankly. When a person has doubts about the beliefs he has believed and practiced all his life, it is a huge shock, and to put it more seriously, it is to deny the whole life he has lived before. Therefore, Li Zhun Yi was indeed a little dazed at this time, and suddenly felt stupid.

The mobile phone seems to have been ringing for a long time, I don't know if it has been ringing, or it has been ringing again after hanging up, Li Zhunyi was woken up by the ringtone of the mobile phone, touched the mobile phone, put it in his ear and said "Hey", and now the mobile phone ringtone is still ringing. Looking down, it turned out that the flip cover of the mobile phone was not opened at all, and with a wry smile, Li Zhunyi opened the phone and received it again, "Hello." ”

"Brother Zhun Yi, are you still taking a nap? I didn't answer my phone call for so long. Lin Yun'er's lively voice came from the other end of the phone, making the corners of Li Zhunyi's mouth involuntarily show a smile.

"It's past four o'clock here, how can I still take a nap, I was thinking about something just now, but I didn't hear it. Lee Joon-yi's smile was a little bitter, if his current thoughts are right, can he say this: Park Jae-beom and Nikun are in trouble because of themselves, even the "Yi family" and their friends. If this is the case, it will really be a huge blow to Lee Joon-yi.

Lin Yun'er also heard Li Zhunyi's low voice from the phone, this is really too rare, Lin Yun'er couldn't help but worry for a while, "Brother Zhun Yi, what's wrong with you? Lin Yun'er was originally a straightforward person, and she has known Li Zhunyi for so long, and she is used to talking to Li Zhunyi directly, so she asked directly.

Li Zhunyi opened his mouth, and the "It's okay" that had reached his mouth still swallowed. Lin Yun'er is his girlfriend, although some things can be shared with his confidant, but he may not be able to share with his girlfriend, and the other half is still different from his confidant, but Li Zhun Yi is very fragile at this time, what he needs may not be an answer, but just a person's company, so he needs Lin Yun'er, he needs this feeling of dependence. "Well, it's a bit of a thing. Lee Joon-yi's fragility hit Lin Yuna directly through the phone.

Lin Yun'er was suddenly a little scared, it was the first time she had seen such a fragile Li Zhunyi. In Lin Yun'er's memory, Li Zhunyi, who is omnipotent and always strong and decisive, seems to be broken at the touch at this time. This is not the weakness of being sick on New Year's Eve this year, but the fragility of being mentally hit. This made Lin Yun'er a little flustered.

But soon, Lin Yun'er forced herself to calm down, she told herself, calm down, be calm, Brother Zhun Yi needs herself at this time. So, after taking a deep breath, Lin Yun'er said in a slightly calmer voice, "Brother Zhun Yi, what's wrong?"

Lim Yoon-a's voice made Lee Joon-yi feel very relieved, adjusted his posture, told Lin Yoon-a everything about Goo Hara just now, and then said all his thoughts, about Park Jae-beom, about Nikun, about Park Jin-young. Lin Yun'er became more and more frightened the more she listened, some of these things she knew, and some of them she didn't know, such as the relationship between the "Yi family" and Jyp Company has been stiffened to such a point. When she heard Li Zhunyi wonder if the responsibility for all this was on her, Lin Yun'er subconsciously blurted out, "No, absolutely not" The tone couldn't be firmer.

Hearing Lin Yun'er's firm answer, Li Zhunyi's chaotic thoughts also calmed down a little, "Why?"

Lin Yun'er doesn't know how to persuade people, this is not her area of expertise, and she doesn't know how to share her worries for Li Zhunyi, she only knows her thoughts, she only knows that the reason why Li Zhun Yi is Li Zhun Yi is because he is a unique "unruly adult".

"Brother Zhun Yi, in fact, you think too much. Lin Yun'er said her thoughts slowly, she was not too eager, and tried to calm herself down, only when she was calm could she make the listener stable. "Hora's thing, it's actually normal. You're a producer, so of course you're confident in your songs, and of course you want to be the title song. As for how the DSP company decides, it's also normal, they don't use 'mr.' as the title song, it's their decision. You will definitely be disappointed. Didn't you say that for producers, every song is born after a lot of hardships, and they are all cherished and cherished by themselves. Well, such a cherished song has been overlooked by DSP, and it also contains a piece of your heart for Hera and for KR. You're in a hurry, you're sad, it's all taken for granted. ”

Although Lin Yun'er's words don't make much sense, they are all her opinions, but the magic is that Li Zhunyi's thoughts have returned to a clear track little by little.

"Brother Zhun Yi, you also said that producers must be confident in themselves, and even arrogant if they need to, otherwise there is no way to stand out in the highly competitive industry of creation. So, you definitely don't need to think much about Hola. Lin Yun'er showed a smile after speaking, she began to have self-confidence, and she had the confidence to stand by Li Zhunyi's side to share the wind and rain for him, because she gradually began to grow up, and she began to become stronger.

"As for Brother Zai Fan and Brother Kun, it's not something you can control. Lin Yun'er paused slightly, and sorted out her thoughts, "For example, if you don't care about Brother Zai Fan, what will be the result? Brother Zai Fan left Seattle, and the Jyp company almost completely shrunk, saying nothing and doing nothing." But after you stood up, both the entertainment industry and public opinion have been tilted towards Brother Zai Fan, and now the whole environment is much better. Don't say it's you, even we are chilled by Jyp and Park Jin-young's predecessor's approach this time, why is it because after encountering something, what they think of is not to solve the problem, but to sacrifice us to avoid the problem, and to sacrifice Brother Jae Fan has changed in public opinion? No. As a result, Jyp chilled us artists and was still unpopular with the public. So, what you're doing is right, and you couldn't be more right. ”

"Don't you remember the conflict between you and Park Jin-young in your previous life? But because of your counterattack, there were a series of impacts later, including the embarrassing situation between you and Brother Kun, which was not what you hoped for. The more Lin Yuna spoke, the smoother she became, her tone became much more confident, and her thoughts began to become clear, "Park Zhenying's predecessors can't fight against you head-on, so they are behind the scenes, these negative effects are undesirable to you, and they are not intentionally caused by you." But if you continue to be negative, feel like it's your fault. Then the confrontation between the 'Yi family' and Jyp will definitely have the upper hand, don't talk about Brother Kun and Brother Fan in the future, the 'Yi family' will definitely not have a good life. ”

"So, Brother Zhun Yi, you shouldn't want to say what will happen to Brother Zai Fan in the future, what is the current situation of Brother Kun, how should you want to fight against Jyp Company, and how to fight back. Only in this way will the situation of Brother Zai Fan and Brother Kun not become more and more difficult, and we will have the opportunity to straighten our backs and speak. Lin Yun'er's last sentence is well-founded and very imposing, and the posture is actually three points similar to Li Zhunyi.

Today's second update.