Chapter 42: A Bitter Cry

After Zhang Xiaoqiang was taken away by Mo Chengfeng, it didn't take long for Lin Xicheng, who was damp on his face, to stumble out, asking his subordinates to buy air tickets, and he couldn't stay in this place for a moment, the unacceptable truth impacted his whole world, and the belief he had always insisted on collapsed instantly, making him just want to run in front of Zhang Licheng and ask for an answer. Even if the evidence was in front of him, he didn't want to believe it, how could he not be Zhang Licheng's son?

So what is his pain all these years, his hatred all these years, and his struggles all these years?

What is the purpose of his life? Father unknown, it turned out to be father unknown, Lin Ruoya is really capable, debauched to this point, she doesn't even know whose child she is pregnant, obviously has a good husband, can tolerate her, considerate of her husband, he also has a complete home, as long as she knows how to cherish it, his home can always be very complete, and he will not become a wild seed with an unknown father, but she finished using Zhang Licheng, dumped him again, and humiliated Zhang Licheng like that, no wonder, no wonder Zhang Licheng has not contacted the Lin family for so many years, so it is.

I see! It turns out that Zhang Licheng, whom he hates, is the most innocent person, he has been played by Lin Ruoya from beginning to end, and his stepfather Zhou Ming has followed Zhang Licheng's old path, what is wrong with them, they are just in love with Lin Ruoya. The only difference is that Zhang Licheng still has a chance to leave, but Lin Ruoya refuses to let Zhou Ming go, just because she wants to maintain the harmony on the surface, but in private she is still as debauched as she should be, slut, slut!

In vain, he thought that she was betrayed and abandoned by Zhang Licheng, so he gave up on himself, and sympathized with her a little, but he didn't expect the truth to be like this, everything was done by herself, but she refused to tell him the truth until she died, so that he hated Zhang Licheng and hated it as an obsession, and he also hurt Zhang Xiaoqiang, jumping up and down like a clown. His grandparents, he thought he would never lie to his grandparents, in order to protect his daughter, they actually lied to him and made him hate Zhang Licheng, even if he knew that he had done such a thing, he didn't tell the truth, let alone let him go.

Could it be that he can really be happy in the abyss of hatred, what they want to see is a grandson who does not distinguish between right and wrong, and will take revenge? Or is it that as long as he doesn't hate Lin Ruoya, then he can do whatever he wants?

Oh, this is his family, his relatives, Zhang Licheng is honest and kind, he was played with by Lin Ruoya, and he didn't retaliate against her, but chose to leave, forgetting all hatred, Zhou Ming maintained Lin Ruoya's image in front of him until he died, but what did they get in return? What he has always hated the most is Lin Ruoya's way of doing things, but he didn't expect that he would become a person like her, who didn't distinguish between right and wrong, wolf-hearted, and frenzied the Zhang family.

When he took revenge on the Zhang family, what did Zhang Licheng think, and what kind of mood did his grandparents have when they looked at him embarrassed? And he had a chance to know the truth, when he hurt Zhang Xiaoqiang and ran to Zhang Licheng to show off, Zhang Licheng was already about to tell the truth, but was stopped by Lin Ruoya's call and concealed it.

Zhang Licheng still couldn't bear it in the end, he couldn't bear to let him know the whole truth, he was afraid that it would hit him, Lin Ruoya exchanged her illness for Zhang Licheng's last compromise, but she just trapped him by her side and never told him everything. It is said that people are dying and their words are good, but she kept the secret until she died, so that after losing her mother, who loved and hated, she fell on the verge of madness, found Zhang Xiaoqiang again, and even wanted to kill her to vent her anger.

If he really did this, what was the difference between him and Lin Ruoya, the same selfishness, the same distortion.

He didn't blame Mo Chengfeng for spreading everything out in front of him, if his lover was so retaliated against, he would also say everything, after all, in the whole thing, Zhang Xiaoqiang was the most innocent, and he always regarded him as his brother, but he ......

By now, he doesn't know who to hate, what position does he have to hate others, he is just a wild seed, just a wild seed with an unknown father, his biological father is unknown, his mother does not love him because of his absurdity, his stepfather loves him, but he is tossed by his mother to the point that life is worse than death, and his other father is also sad by him.

"Ha, haha, hahahaha......" Lin Xicheng sat in the back seat of the car, laughing like crazy, and it was terrifying to hear it, which made the driver's back cold, and he always felt that it was not his boss who was carrying, but the devil.

Lin Xicheng's mental state is very bad, he also understands that he needs to rest, and he can't go to Zhang Licheng like this, but he can't control himself, he just wants Zhang Licheng to tell him in person, tell him everything.

Only in this way can he really die, and he can no longer have the slightest illusion and deceive himself.

Zhang Licheng lives in a small county town in Yuan City, runs a snack bar, and is very famous, but he did not use his fame to expand the scale of the store and expand the business circle, but has been running this small store for decades, and no matter how customers complain that the place is too small and not enough to sit, they are ignored, which makes people very helpless.

His snack bar is located in a dilapidated snack street, and the shops here are all food businesses, some sell steamed buns, some sell noodles, and some sell fast food, all of which are the most suitable choices for migrant workers. It's noisy all day long, and it gradually quiets down at ten o'clock in the evening, and the personnel exchanges are complicated, and there are a lot of things that happen to steal chickens and dogs, but the shopkeepers here are very united, and once they find such behavior, they will copy the guys out to help, yes, there are no thieves who are not presumptuous in this place, this place is full of vulgarity, but it is full of the joy of life of the bottom people.

"Dead ghost, you count the eggs!" Lin Xicheng heard such vulgar words as soon as he walked into the entrance of the street, and couldn't help but be stunned, and when he raised his eyes, it was a slightly chubby middle-aged woman counting down her husband, her husband had a wooden face, and cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks without saying a word, and when the middle-aged woman stopped, he quietly held her hand and scratched it.

The middle-aged woman's face was red, and her mouth was still chattering, but Lin Xicheng was replaced by a slap earlier, but her husband was like a saw-mouthed gourd, silent, unmanly, and I don't know how to endure it. Inexplicably, Lin Xicheng's restless heart quieted down, and he looked at this couple with very different personalities, he saw the middle-aged woman counting her husband, and even saw her secretly rubbing hand cream for her husband when no one was around, and also prepared a warm stomach soup for him, as if her husband had a bad stomach and needed to be carefully raised, and he couldn't be careless.

Lin Xicheng retracted his gaze, looked away, and found that similar scenes were everywhere, all of them were counting and loving at the same time, is this what ordinary couples should look like, this is the true face of ordinary life? They don't dress as well as him, eat as well as him, and enjoy resources that are not as good as him, but they live happier than him, compared to them, he is just a bleak loner. What if the words were rude, at least they were alive, and he, who had a chance to enjoy the pleasures of being alive, had fallen into the abyss of hatred, from which he could not break free until now.

Rubbing his face tiredly, Lin Xicheng walked to Zhang Licheng's snack bar step by step, this place rarely sees a person like Lin Xicheng, what he wears on his body and on his hands, even if these people don't know what brand it is, they also understand that the price is expensive, and it is a consumer product for the upper class. Unconsciously, everyone's eyes changed with Lin Xicheng's movements, and finally froze on Zhang Licheng's storefront, Zhang Licheng seemed to have expected it, handed over the store to Gan Zi'e, and took Lin Xicheng away. Lin Xicheng followed Zhang Licheng calmly, but when he arrived here, he didn't know what to say.

"Bang-" Walking to a no-man's corner, Zhang Licheng knocked down Lin Xicheng with one punch, "Why harm Xiaoqiang?"

"......" Lin Xicheng sat on the ground and didn't speak, Zhang Licheng looked at him, took a deep breath, and said: "You can come here to find me, it means that you are not incorrigible, for the sake of father and son, whatever you want to ask me, I will answer truthfully, and I will never deceive you, the grievances between us will be settled today!"

Lin Xicheng nodded, got up, and looked at Zhang Licheng, "I want to hear you tell the truth with my own ears." ”

Zhang Licheng said it one by one, without the slightest concealment, Lin Xicheng listened, looked at him with a complicated expression, and said in a low voice: "You used to work very hard to take me away, and you secretly came to see me?"

"You have been with me since you were born, so small, so soft, my first child, I have raised you for three years, even cats and dogs have feelings, not to mention people? I really treat you as a son, no matter how bad Ruoya is, it has nothing to do with you, you don't know anything, naturally I can't blame you, but I am weak, how can I fight with the Lin family? Zhou Ming is a good person, after finding out that he took good care of you, I let go and stopped pestering. Zhang Licheng remembered what Lin Xicheng looked like when he was a child, and just wanted to say that Lin Ruoya had done evil, and what a good child had forced her to be.

"Dad, I'm sorry!" Lin Xicheng cried suddenly, the tears that he had been holding back all collapsed at this moment, kneeling in front of Zhang Licheng, crying like a fool, of course he was stupid, he was the stupidest fool in the world!

Zhang Licheng looked at Lin Xicheng and sighed slightly, "I won't investigate the past, but I hope that from now on, you won't harm Xiaoqiang again, she is also your sister, as an elder brother, you were wrong once, do you have to be wrong twice?"

Lin Xicheng nodded, "No, I won't go to her again, let alone hurt her, I won't come to you again, what face do I have to come to you, from beginning to end, I'm just doing it alone, like a clown." ”

"You are still young, you can do it all over again, live well in the future, if you want, you can come and see me, you don't recognize me as a father, but I can't ignore you. Zhang Licheng put his hand on Lin Xicheng's head and sighed lightly.

"Dad......" Lin Xicheng hugged Zhang Licheng's leg and cried recklessly, crying until the end of the cry.