Chapter 26: Anxiety-type paranoia
Shen Qiuhan dragged his suitcase and knocked on the door for a while before Chen Tianyu came to open the door.
The moment he raised his eyes, he saw Chen Tianyu, who was haggard and tired, and dark circles occupied half of his face. Shen Qiuhan was taken aback, he hadn't seen him for a few days, how did he become like this, he didn't dare to imagine what the little girl had become.
With a faint pain in his heart, he took a cold breath, patted Chen Tianyu's shoulder, and said in a deep voice, "Thank you, brother, for your hard work these past few days." Without waiting for the other party to speak, he threw down his luggage and went straight to the master bedroom.
If he remembers correctly, on the day of the housewarming, Chen Tianyu admitted in front of a group of friends that the master bedroom was prepared for Li Yiyan and specially decorated and arranged according to her preferences.
Sure enough, on the big bed in the master bedroom, there was a thin and thin body curled up under the quilt, and it was recognizable from the hair color and side face that it was a lovely person who had been thinking about it for a long time.
Shen Qiuhan was about to enter the house, only to realize that he didn't change his shoes when he entered the door just now, so he simply took off his shoes at the bedroom door and entered the room wearing socks.
After taking two steps out and pondering for a second, he suddenly turned back to the wheat-colored face standing at the door, grinned symbolically at the corner of his mouth, nodded his head to express his gratitude again, and then gently closed the door of the master bedroom.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, his cold eyes stayed on his beautiful face, full of pity. Her closed eyes were blue underneath, her eye sockets were deep-set, and the cheekbones of her small round face, which had been a little baby fat, were prominent, and they became a slap face, and the honey lips that appeared to be pouting on her face were even more sad.
Shen Qiuhan stared at Xiuyan in a daze. Li Mu reported Li Yiyan's situation to him every day, and he knew that she was silent and unusually quiet. I am not completely sure that returning to her can make her change, I just hope to use warmth and tenderness to dissolve her frozen heart.
His eyes were empty and he was in a daze, and suddenly Li Yiyan closed his eyes and screamed, Shen Qiuhan came back from his trance, startled, and was at a loss for a while.
Chen Tianyu was locked out of the door, his face was expressionless, he kept a standing posture, and he didn't leave, he knew that it wouldn't be long before the little girl would need him.
Hearing the screams in the room, Chen Tianyu pushed open the door without thinking, ran to the bed in two steps, held Li Yiyan's hand dancing with one hand, and caressed Xiu Yan with the other, and whispered softly, "It's over, it's all over, don't be afraid, I'm here, I've been with you." This sentence was repeated over and over again, and finally the little girl's slightly open eyes closed again, and her whole body relaxed.
Chen Tianyu pulled the quilt on her body, and whispered to Shen Qiuhan, who was stunned by the cold eyes and beside the bed, "Come out and say a few words." ”
Shen Qiuhan followed Chen Tianyu to the guest bedroom next to him in a daze, took a strong breath, and asked inquiringly, "How long has she been like this?" I heard Li Mu say that she just didn't cry, laugh or talk, how did she become like this?"
Mai Se's face frowned, and he lit a cigarette, he needed to refresh himself, otherwise he would lie down in the next second, "I just didn't talk or laugh for the first three days, I ate normally, and I could go to the supermarket outside to buy groceries." Yesterday, I suddenly became seriously ill, as if I had hysteria, and I was always awakened by nightmares, and I woke up as if I didn't come back to my senses, and my eyes were empty, and I didn't even seem to know me. ”
The cold eyes rose, the thick eyebrows tightened, and he stood up, "Let's go, send her to the hospital now, it won't go on like this." ”
Thick lips helplessly provoked, "This morning, Dean Xin has brought the best psychiatric, internal medicine, and surgical experts from the hospital to the door. ”
"What's the result? Is it depression?" Junyan looked to the side sharply.
The diagnosis was anxiety-induced paranoia, the result of her excessive self-blame. The psychiatrist used hypnosis to explore her state of mind.
She enclosed herself in a time and space, repeating the whole process of drinking with Xiaoqing on the night of the accident, being drugged, and being taken to the hotel room.
It turns out that Yiyan's memory ends here, but she thinks that she is Xiaoqing, and she suffers the pain that Xiaoqing suffered before her death over and over again. It's like rewinding, repeating every two or three hours. ”
"What did Dean Xin say?" asked in a deep voice as his cold eyes misted and his palms clenched tightly.
"It's very simple, let her know that she is not Xiaoqing, she is Li Yiyan. Chen Tianyu sighed slightly, raised his head to hold back the tears accumulated in his eyes, and said in a choked voice, "I tried several methods during the day today, told her about the past, slept with her, and even yelled at her, but she still lives in Xiaoqing's world and turns a deaf ear to me." ”
After a pause, Dean Xin instructed before leaving, if she is still like this tomorrow morning, she must be sent to the hospital for infusion and rescue. Knowing that you are back today, I have been waiting, and I think she is also waiting for you. I'll give her to you tonight. After speaking, Chen Tianyu, who had not shed a single tear for many years, was damp.
From the moment he took the train from Yi'an to Wushi and sat opposite the little girl, her joys, sorrows and sorrows melted into his heart and were deeply rooted. Even if he knew that she was married to Shen Qiuhan, he tried many times to get rid of his feelings for her, but he couldn't let go, kept talking, and couldn't escape.
Seeing that she had suffered such a great sin, there was nothing he could do about it, and he could not watch her a little haggard and wither. The person she cares about most is no longer herself, but the man next to her, and her last hope can only be given to Shen Qiuhan.
Seeing Junmian smiling and entering the master bedroom with a determined face, Chen Tianyu silently prayed in his heart that as long as Shen Qiuhan could make Li Yiyan recover, he would always bless them. Listen to Li Yiyan's arrangement, and try Zhao Qianyun, who has only heard the name and has never met. As long as she can live healthy and happy, he can give up his love.
After Shen Qiuhan entered the room, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked at her beautiful face for a while, seeing that it was getting late, she didn't eat or drink, they all accompanied her.
Her eyes were half-closed, he knew that she was not asleep, she took off her clothes two or three times, did not take a bath, pulled open the quilt and lay behind Li Yiyan, wrapped her arms around the skinny skinny and bony lovely child, and buried her head in her neck.
A faint scent of verbena mixed with the smell of tobacco gently covered Li Yiyan's body, and his brain was stirred by the taste in the depths of his memory.
His body could feel her faint trembling. The cold eyes continued to close, and he wanted to explore and get close to the time and space where her heart was.
The aroma of verbena quickly stabilized her mind, and two or three hours passed, and Chen Tianyu didn't hear Li Yiyan's screams outside the door, and there was a trace of bitterness and surprise in her heart.
Shen Qiuhan knew that Li Yiyan had followed his unique taste, slowly left the time and space that did not belong to her, and began to find a way home. And his voice is the guiding light.
The cold eyes remained lightly closed, and his arms tightened again, and he pressed her in his arms closer to himself, and whispered, "Yiyan, come back, I can't live without you." Remember how you collapsed in front of my car twice? You fainted and I was half scared.
Do you remember that I robbed you of marriage twice? No matter who you wear a wedding dress for, you can only marry me in this life.
Do you remember jumping off the building in the ancient villa? Actually, I've been looking at you with a telescope in the hotel opposite. Knowing that you fell into the pool and drowned and were injured, I wore a wig and pretended to be a female assistant to go to your room to apply medicine, and you blushed and I saw it all over.
After the fight in Yi'an, you stubbornly ran for me to get rid of the crime, and intimately rubbed the medicine for me, and I was also seen by you.
None of us can escape in this life, we have long been each other's lives. How can you leave me alone, you can't be so ruthless.
I love you, Yiyan, come back, come back to me. ”
Chen Tianyu, who was standing at the door and waiting for half the night, really heard Li Yiyan crying silently in the room, crying and whimpering, "Qiu Han, Xiaoqing died, I killed it, Junnan suffered from depression, and it was also my fault." ”
The wheat-colored face was stunned, the thick lips were slightly hooked, the hand on the doorknob was removed, the tears from the corners of the eyes were wiped away, and the smile was relieved and walked back to the guest bedroom. Shen Qiuhan's true memories, he was moved when he heard it.
Seeing that Li Yiyan had a reaction, she knew that her heart and spirit had returned, but she was emotional, and her whole body was surrounded by self-blame and resentment, which was not good.
The cold eyes opened, looking at the water eyes calmly like a windless lake, kissing her cheek gently, catching her honey lips, only action could calm her mood.
Seeing that Keren'er quieted down, he left her lips, hugged his thin body tightly, and continued to exert the healing effect of his magnetic voice, "Yiyan, Xiaoqing has passed away, we are all very sad, it was not you who killed her, nor Jun Nan, but those bad people, you feel sorry for yourself like this, and you take all the responsibility on yourself, and you are in their arms." ”
Xiu Yan turned around, approached his warm and firm chest, and his eyes turned, "Qiu Han, have you found the bad guy?" I remember two people, and I still remember their appearance, one of them has yellow hair. I must avenge Xiaoqing. ”
The cold eyes were stunned, and he instantly returned to calm, "You just have to study hard and be a happy and happy Mrs. Shen." I promise you, the murderer will be found out, and Xiaoqing will be given justice. ”
"Qiu Han, if you find a bad guy, can you let me meet him? I want to avenge Xiaoqing with my own hands. Xiu Yan frowned, her eyes narrowed coldly, and she gritted her teeth.
Junyan trembled slightly, and smiled, "Okay, I promise you." However, you also have to promise me not to go to the bad guys yourself, that would be too dangerous, I am your husband, leave this matter to me. ”
Li Yiyan smiled lightly, gradually forgetting the painful memories of the past few days, and whispered about his longing for Shen Qiuhan. Unconsciously sleepy, I quickly fell into a deep sleep under the fragrance of verbena.
Looking at Li Yiyan, who was smiling and finding his heart and body, Shen Qiuhan finally breathed a sigh of relief. She was really waiting for herself, but fortunately she came back in time, and if she came back a day late, I don't know what she would be like to torture herself.
Thinking of his promise to her, I felt a little irritated in my heart. Shen Junnan and Li Mu had already found out the murderer, and they also drugged the two and threw them into a gay bar. Li Mu also sent the photo to his WeChat, in the ancient villa in the United States, fortunately the network speed is slow, otherwise Li Yiyan would have seen it.
Shen Qiuhan knew the truth of revenge, and when he came back from the United States, Li Mu caught these two people in front of him. Huang Mao's father is the leader of the province and has a close relationship with the Shen family. If it weren't for the mediation of Huang Mao's father, it would have been difficult for him to see his imprisoned father-in-law Li Huasheng, and he would not have been able to find the ancient house in Nanshan in time, nor would he have been able to save his mother-in-law Hu Xin, let alone chase him to the United States in time to save Li Yiyan, and successfully married her.
Huang Mao confessed that He Zeying promised to provide drugs for free and let them do this bad thing. Reason took over sensibility, and he gave Huang Mao and the two of them a task as a condition for staying alive.
But now the little girl is so competitive, it makes him very difficult, and he has to hide it from her before the task is completed.