Chapter 13 Not to live forever in the ordinary, but to wither in romance

Winter is coming, and Tokai City is enjoying its first snow of the year.

In a residential building in the compound of the Donghai Municipal Party Committee, Jiang Fan was standing in his living room and being trained.

"Look at what you have done in your recent exams, the principal called me directly, and my face was simply lost by you!" Jiang Fan's father, Jiang Haitao, scolded angrily. Jiang Fan saw that her father, who had always been moody, trembled all over, and didn't dare to speak, and whenever Jiang Haitao's tone suddenly became hard, her body shook slightly.

Seeing the pitiful appearance of his always proud and strong daughter Chu Chu, Jiang Haitao was also a little unbearable, but his face did not show any pity at all.

"You always talk to me about your music dreams, but what school can you get into based on your grades, um? A good conservatory does not have low requirements for cultural scores, and your current grades can't even pass the three main lines, and I have never heard of any famous characters in a third-rate art academy. What are you going to do when you graduate, do you want to go to a bar and sing in a bar? In that case, you won't come to recognize me as a father!"

Jiang Fan felt very uncomfortable in her heart, if her father was just against her taking the road of music, with her temperament, I am afraid that she would be able to stand up to Jiang Haitao on the spot, but she hopes that she can be admitted to a famous conservatory, so that she can have the opportunity to appear on a bigger stage.

It was snowing outside, and the invisible dark clouds in the dark night covered the sky, Jiang Fan, who liked to see the stars the most, couldn't find a little starlight at this time, she looked out the window in a daze, and a pair of big eyes were shining with tears.

Jiang Haitao got up from the sofa, his figure was not very tall, and his height was about the same as Jiang Fan. Looking at his unconsciously slim daughter, Jiang Haitao sighed secretly in his heart, he did not object to his daughter's pursuit of her dreams, but the reality was too cruel, although he had a certain ability to pave a bright avenue for Jiang Fan, but he didn't want his daughter to lose any ability to gain a foothold in society once he lost his protection.

Gritting his teeth, Jiang Haitao made a decision that he knew would make his daughter sad but had to make.

"I'll let people say hello to your performances, let's stop them first. ”

Jiang Fan raised his head suddenly, tears welling up. She tried hard to suppress her sobs, looked at Jiang Haitao and said: "Dad, you can't do this, it's a music festival in a few days, I finally passed the review of the program team, I didn't use your relationship at all, you have no right to do this." ”

Jiang Haitao was about to go back to the bedroom, when he heard the words: "If you don't mention my relationship, don't people know? Why did you, a high school student, let you perform at a music festival?"

Jiang Fan wiped a handful of tears fiercely and said loudly: "That's because you haven't heard our songs at all, you don't care about what I'm doing at all, you just judge whether the path I chose is hopeful, and if it doesn't meet your expectations, you will forcibly interfere!"

After speaking, Jiang Fan ran out of the house crying, and then slammed the door hard.

Walking alone on the quiet street, Jiang Fan felt unspeakably sad in his heart. She knew that what her father said made sense, although she was very confident in the song that Ye Fei gave her, but she had lived in an official family since she was a child, how could she not understand that in this world, you can not excel if you are excellent.

The reason why she was selected by the program team at the Donghai Music Festival a week later is that the songs are good enough, but Jiang Haitao's identity as the secretary of the municipal party committee played a decisive role. After listening to his father's words just now, Jiang Fan even doubted how many components the program team liked about her ability, one percent, or two percent?

If she is not the daughter of the secretary of the municipal party committee, a high school student, can she really share the stage with those stars who have spent a lot of money to invite?

The snowflakes had turned the entire street white, and Jiang Fan walked aimlessly, leaving a series of eye-catching footprints behind him, so lonely. I don't know how long I walked, but the fatigue and cold made her heart more and more fragile. At last she stopped and crouched on the spot, burying her face deep in her legs, and her long black hair fell down in the snow, which was very eye-catching.

At this time, three people came out of an Internet café not far away, chatting passionately shoulder to shoulder, probably reminiscing about the fierce competitive game just now. After walking a few steps, the three of them found the slender figure squatting on the snow.

"Hey, look, there's a girl squatting over there. ”

"This figure is so good, who is this, I can't bear to make such a girl feel sad here. ”

The boy walking in the middle glanced at the two and said, "Haven't you heard of the back killer?" A good figure does not mean that the face is good, many women are like this, they want to commit crimes when they look at their figures, and they want to regress when they look at their faces. ”

Jiang Fan, who was crying silently, froze after hearing this familiar voice, she stood up and turned around to see who was not Ye Fei among the three people who judged her?

Ye Fei was dragged by Sui Hongyu and Wang Bo as soon as he got out of school today, and the two said with great interest that there was a newly opened Internet café recently, and the machine configuration was so awesome that they had to pull Ye Fei to experience it together. Ye Fei thought that he didn't have any homework to do today, so he agreed to go out and play together.

After the girl turned around to see her clearly, Ye Fei's expression froze on her face. Damn! How is she?

Although I haven't seen Jiang Fan get angry much, Ye Fei, who is familiar with Jiang Fan's style, knows that she is definitely the proudest kind of girl, thinking of her embarrassing appearance falling into her eyes, coupled with what she said just now, Ye Fei can't help but have a toothache. This woman wouldn't want to kill someone, and she would pounce on him and chase him three streets on the spot, right?

Sui Hongyu and Wang Bo were stunned for a moment and said, "Damn, how can this make people go backwards?"

Ye Fei took a step back.

Jiang Fan was not as crazy as she imagined, seeing Ye Fei's subconscious movements, she said pitifully: "Are you going to abandon me now?"

Hearing that the words were wrong, Sui Hongyu and Wang Bo, who were staring at the beautiful woman, glanced at Ye Fei with strange expressions. Ye Fei was a little apprehensive in her heart, and she couldn't figure out what she meant, this was too easy for people to misunderstand, okay?

Ye Fei cleared his throat and said, "It's you, you're here alone...... Look at the snow?"

Jiang Fan said quietly: "I'm waiting for you." ”

Eldest sister, aren't you playing with me? The corners of Ye Fei's mouth twitched fiercely, and sure enough, the eyes of the two people around him looked at him even more wrong.

"I remember that I haven't done my homework yet, and I will be punished if I can't hand it in tomorrow, so I won't have much time. After Sui Hongyu finished speaking, he turned around and left.

You copied the paper issued by the school today, okay?

Wang Bo couldn't stay any longer, and shouted while chasing Sui Hongyu: "My homework is in your bag, wait for me!"

You two don't seem to have the habit of carrying a schoolbag when you go to the Internet bar, right?

Ye Fei looked at Jiang Fan and smiled bitterly: "Eldest sister, I didn't see it clearly just now that it was you, how do you want to have a good time." ”

Jiang Fan sighed and said, "I'm a weak woman, what can I do to you as a big man." ”

Ye Fei said in his heart, how do I remember that day, you, a weak woman, chased me for two kilometers with the bass?

"Ye Fei, do you know, I really like and am optimistic about the songs you wrote, I have been practicing hard. Jiang Fan stretched out his hand, and a few snowflakes landed on her palm, which quickly melted.

"I used to think that my musical dreams were flying around me like this snowflake, but when I reached for it, it melted. ”

"Could it be that from now on I can only watch from afar, silently walking away? I originally wanted to hold it in the palm of my hand, but now, it seems that I can only keep it in my heart. ”

Ye Fei silently gave Jiang Fan's writing a perfect score, and then said, "What's going on? If the song isn't good enough, I still have it here." ”

Jiang Fan's eyes widened: "Do you have anything better? You actually hide it and don't give it to me?" Then thinking of Jiang Haitao's words, she wilted again: "But it doesn't matter, you know the Donghai City Music Festival I mentioned to you last time, right? My program was passed, but my dad won't let me go." ”

"You won't go secretly, your dad can just go to the director of the festival and cancel your show?"

Jiang Fan shook his head and said, "My dad doesn't have to run over to cancel my show." ”

Ye Fei was puzzled: "Your father has so much energy?

Then Ye Fei saw Jiang Fan nodding seriously.

"You're right, he's the secretary of the municipal party committee. ”

Depend on!

Ye Fei began to have a toothache again, swallowed his saliva and said, "I have been cooperating with the daughter of the secretary of the municipal party committee?"

"Sometimes I would rather not be the daughter of the secretary of the municipal party committee, but I know that if it weren't for my father's relationship, no one would pay attention to me no matter how good I sing. ”

The more Jiang Fan spoke, the lower her mood became, and a breeze with snowflakes blew, she couldn't help but shiver, and then lowered her head and hugged her arms.

Suddenly, she felt enveloped in warmth, and when she looked up, Ye Fei was looking at her with a gentle smile on her face, and her body was wearing his coat.

"Let's go, find a warmer place. After Ye Fei finished speaking, he pulled Jiang Fan and left.

The two came to a residential building not far away and sat side by side at the top of the stairs in the gatehouse on the first floor.

Ye Fei smiled and said to Jiang Fan: "Your father's energy is a little big, I can't change anything; ”

Jiang Fan said angrily: "Can you speak?" I need to comfort me now, I still need you to tell me these things." ”

Ye Fei did not have the slightest enlightenment, and continued: "I'll give you a song now, this song may be more effective than a hundred sentences I say, although you can sing it much better than me, but you can't belittle me." ”

Jiang Fan didn't speak, just put his hands on his cheeks and slanted at him with his eyes. Ye Fei knew that she meant that you were talking nonsense, hurry up and sing it.

So Ye Fei sang softly.

I have been blown through my chest by countless cold winds

I was forced by distant dreams to look up at the stars

I was ridiculed countless times to make me give up my musical dreams

I have been flooded by countless loesses, and my surging surge

The rhythm of the song is very gentle, and the lyrics are like a small and insignificant ordinary singer who is telling her dreams. Just at the beginning, Jiang Fan was fascinated, and couldn't help but substitute himself into it, as if he was telling softly every word.

I wanted my singing voice

Touched by endless sinking

I used them to be me

The rainbow after the storm

I have put the cause of the fall

It's all lost to time

I threw opportunities right in front of my eyes

Unconsciously, Jiang Fan hummed softly along with the tune, and there were tears in his eyes again. Ye Fei continued to sing:

I've smashed a complete mirror

The pillows at night are full of tears

I want to do it all over again

Give me one more chance

I would like to say about the past time

I'm not for anyone

Except for empty talk

That is, everything is wrong

The second time, Jiang Fan also sang along, although tears kept rolling down her cheeks, but she kept laughing.

I have left the cause of the Fall to time......

I threw the opportunity right in front of my eyes......

......

We are not always faced with two choices in life, either seize it or give it up. Just like roses are to holly, not immortalized in the ordinary, but withered in romance.

I don't know how long it took to sing, Jiang Fan wiped away his tears and showed an incomparably bright smile to Ye Bloom - just like a rose that blooms in winter without hesitation.

She stood up, returned the coat on her body to Ye Fei and said, "I'm fine, it's almost nine o'clock, let's all go home." ”

Ye Fei next to him squatted on the steps, although he didn't look up obscenely, but he still thought to himself evilly, this Nizi's legs are really long, why is it not popular to wear skirts in winter in this era?

Jiang Fan didn't notice his dirty thoughts, straightened his chest and regained his confident and proud appearance, and walked without the slightest drag.

Ye Fei watched her back gradually fade away and was just about to leave, Jiang Fan suddenly turned around and waved his hand at him: "I will remember tonight, it was you who let me get my dream back, Ye Fei, thank you." ”

Remember this night...... It seems a bit ambiguous for a girl to say that? No, no, the important thing is to get back your dreams or something, and feel as if you have done something amazing.

Ye Fei felt a little vanity in his heart, but it was absolutely impossible to show it on his face, and he was just about to pretend to be calm and wave his hand to show that it didn't matter, when he heard Jiang Fan say: "So, you will continue to be responsible for me in the future." ”

Ye Yu's feet slipped and he almost fell into the snow.

Eldest sister, I can't afford this responsibility for the daughter of the municipal party secretary!

Seeing Ye Fei's deflated appearance, Jiang Fan turned around and left with satisfaction, and the tall figure parted from the snowflakes flying in the sky, like an unstoppable legend about to be born.