"Old man, let's come into the house and talk!" said Ichikong lightly.

"No, it's right here!" the old man looked at Fang Mu with a smile, and the wheelchair slid closer and closer.

It was rare that Fang Mu did not dodge, but took a step forward and waited for the old man to approach.

The old man touched Fang Mu's head, and his big rough hands carried the warmth of love.

"At that time, in order to protect Fang Mu and you, I asked Cao Bai to do the tricks and feet, so that Lu Qi thought you were his son. But I don't want you to think you have a father and a grandfather like that. Especially square wood. So I took the risk of giving him hair again. He wasn't supposed to grow up in the shadows. At least my hands weren't stained with blood that they shouldn't have. ”

Wang Qi and Coco Li were stunned on the spot. Although there is speculation about the facts. But being confirmed by their own ears still made them feel too emotional.

Speaking of Lu Qi, countless memories suddenly poured out from the lake of memories that had worked hard to whitewash the peace. His calm breathing rose and fell. Now he is probably Cao Bai again. He thought of Cao Bai's pain and confusion again.

He looked at the old man with a frown, and saw his empty eyes, with tears of memory. Suddenly, he saw Fang Mu again. Fang Mu clutched his shirt tightly. The eyes that had finally warmed up were also full of fear.

Cao Bai has lived in the dark shadows created by Lu Qi since he was a child, and he knows too well what kind of pain a terrible childhood can bring to a person's growth. He really didn't want anyone to repeat his mistakes.

"I'll take the child to see something to eat!" Cao Bai's eyes had a peaceful temperature again.

"I'll check it out too!" Coco said softly. Pulling Fang Mu to follow Cao Bai.

The old man's eyes were straight at the door of the house, and he seemed to remember what he had to say.

"Do you know why I chose this place to build this courtyard? This is the site of the other courtyard where your mother used to live when she was a child. ”

Wang Qi knew that the old man didn't need him to answer, and he didn't need him to intervene. It was as if he was telling him about his mother, but in reality, it was more like he was savoring all that had gone before. Even if it may be all bitter.

"Does this door look weird? I don't think it calms my mind when I look at it. The last time I saw your mother, she always muttered that she wished it wasn't him she saw through the dark door. ”

She loved him against all odds. I stood in another room through the window, watching her cry for him, laugh for him, torture herself for him. For him, the rounded cheeks sank day by day, and day by day they lost their brilliance. My heart is being hollowed out day by day. ”

"I kept looking at her, but I didn't look at her. I didn't know how Luzzie could be a brute to that extent. Although I saved her, she was still so scared that she curled up in the corner every day without eating, drinking, sleeping, or crying. ”

"You don't know that my heart is bleeding. I've tried everything I can think of, but I can't put her at ease. I can't wait to kill Ruzi. I was stupid enough that I had no strength against him at that time. Even hiding her, I did it very reluctantly. ”

"I came to see her that day, and she was going to kill herself. I really couldn't help it, I hugged her and comforted her despite her struggles. I told her she still had me. She opened her teary eyes, she had completely collapsed, and she just kept muttering, "Don't leave me!"

I nodded desperately. But even so, she still has no sense of security, and she can't give up every day. I didn't dare to leave her for a moment, and she wouldn't let me leave her. She fell into the other extreme. She's hanging on my arm all day. She followed me wherever I went. Coaxed her to eat, and she held my arm. Putting her to sleep, she held my arm. Even when she was asleep, she wouldn't let go of her hand, and when I moved a little, she would wake up and tremble with fear. ”

"On the one hand, I feel sorry for the trauma of her soul, but on the other hand, I accept with joy that she is haunting me. Even if I'm just one of her big bears. ”

"In the end, I was found out by Ruzi, and I was really useless. He sent men everywhere to hunt me down. Once again, she was stimulated. No matter what I do, I can't calm her anymore. What's even more terrifying is that she pulls her hair, scratches her face, and bangs her head desperately against the wall. ”

The old man said that there was great pain here. He loved her, loved her deeply. The painful appearance of her back then seemed to happen right in front of his eyes. He couldn't see her suffering, but he couldn't improve her suffering. Finally, he touched his face, adjusted his mood, and continued in a hoarse voice.

"Seeing her hysterical also broke my heart. I held her tightly in my arms, and I finally kissed her. To my surprise, she calmed down and deepened the kiss. ”

Speaking of this, the old man's expression was very complicated, sweet and painful, relieved and entangled. Even after so many years, I'm afraid he has never let go.

"You know I love her, I feel sorry for her, she's not so painful and I'm willing to do everything. What's more, I love her so much that I've always been in control of my feelings. She kissed me and touched me like crazy. ”

The old man seemed to be justifying himself. In fact, he knew very well that he didn't need the understanding of others, even if that person was Wang Qi. What he needs is to give himself a reason to affirm what he has done.

"I know she's not sober, I know I'm not a gentleman. But I love her as much as she loves Ruzzi. I went crazy too. But she beat me to the eighteenth floor of hell with a single word. She said that she fell in love with me at first sight when she was a child, and begged me to stop torturing her and let me love her for the sake of her loving me for so many years. ”

"My heart is cold. Her kiss was so hot. I knew I shouldn't be in danger, but I couldn't control myself. I knew I had to stop. But she was so enthusiastic and so beautiful. ”

"But the vileness of my heart dominates me and drives me. I finally did. I used to love fiercely, love humble, love pain. But I myself mixed my love with impurities. I still possessed her, when she couldn't think clearly. I was scared even when I did it, afraid that when she was sober, she would think that I was the second Luzi. ”

"I don't know if I'm glad or not. She never woke up. I was just a distraction from her back then. She kept asking for it, and I fell deeper and deeper, and the guilt became heavier and heavier. She completely enveloped her fears in sex, in love. And although I have her, I have always loved it and struggled in love. ”

From her occasional words, I guessed her entanglement with Luzzie. I know she's never had me in her heart. But I carefully hid and hid, pretending that she was sober, and pretending that she loved me too. I think of myself as an ostrich. ”

Sometimes she would feel better, and she always thought how good it would be if she opened the door and saw him differently. Later, I was arrested by Luzzie, and I found out why she said that. ”

"I spent a happy and apprehensive, sweet and bitter month with her. I was tormented by my soul. But even so, I'm happy to eat it. But after all, I still couldn't escape Luzi's pursuit. He chased me, and he chased her again. I know he's going to see through everything. When I realized the danger, I was always thinking of a way. Finally I found her sister, who lived alone. I quietly sent her over. She refused to part with me, she cried to death, and she said she didn't want to leave me!"

"Do you know how happy and reluctant I am, even if she is deranged, I feel that with this sentence, even if I die for her, it is worth it. But I must leave her, or I'll only let her fall into Ruzi's cave again. I had to knock her unconscious to leave her behind. I never thought that this departure would be goodbye. ”

The old man tried his best to suppress his emotions, but he still couldn't cry! It took a while to regain his composure.

"I started running alone. I kept changing places, pretending to be with me. Until I was arrested, locked up by Luzi and tortured. ”

"How could I possibly say anything about her? I won't say anything about tormenting me. I don't want to die either, I've been waiting for an opportunity. Wait until I can run away and see her. That's more than 40 years. I never knew that I was separated from her. ”

"This is where she used to live. I wish she had come back. I wish she had come back and open the door, and it would be not him who saw her, but me. ”

The old man hid his face and wept, the deep pain and longing had already crushed his mutilated body. At one point he had a belief that sustained him. Now he is alive and has only more pain, self-blame, unwillingness, and distress!

Wang Qi looked at him, and didn't know whether to comfort him or let him vent again.

Is he to blame him for possessing his mother in that situation? What is wrong with him loving his mother so much? At least he gave her a reason to live. If it weren't for him, I'm afraid his mother would have lived a miserable life!

He is undoubtedly his son, should he embrace him and comfort him?

The old man's broken body was crying like this, which only made his body and mind worse.

"You?" Wang Qi's lips moved.

"Take it?" the old man grabbed at his hair, and a lot of hair fell out. Wang Qi's eyes were blazing.

"No, I know you're my father. ”

The old man looked up at him with cloudy eyes.

"When I was just over three years old, my mother and aunt both passed away. I live on the streets. I can't remember a lot of things. But I remember my mother wasn't so confused. The spirit is also fine. She loved me so much! I remember telling me all the time when she was dying that she loved my father and that my father would come back to me. Let me wait for him there anyway. I know she's talking about you. ”

The old man's tears were no longer uncontrollable. His eyes were filled with joy and relief.

He cried and laughed—

He laughed and cried—

Wang Qi finally noticed that something was wrong. Because the old man's tears no longer flowed, and his eyes lost their brilliance.

He knelt in front of his wheelchair all at once.

"Father!"

It was a long-lost call, and he could no longer hear it, and until the end, he did not know his name.