Chapter 571: A Girl's Feelings
Marina villa area, mountainside villa with a view.
Qin Fan sat on the rocking chair on the viewing balcony, the sea breeze gently blew on her face, brushing the long hair of the girl in front of her, Xia Meng wore the coat that Qin Fan took off for her, and sat on the rattan chair on the balcony face to face with Qin Fan.
She didn't have the energy to enjoy the sea view that was close at hand, and her eyes kept on the corners of Qin Fan's gently raised mouth.
Xia Meng is extremely beautiful. The eyebrows are picturesque and the temperament is pure. But her somewhat attractive peach blossom eyes and enchanting and charming posture make people feel that she is charming and charming.
The girl is ashamed, and the years are worry-free.
Such a girl fills all the wonderful fantasies in Qin Fan's heart about love and lovers.
What's more, her empathy and the background of the same ordinary family made it easy for Qin Fan to find a lot of common language.
"Actually, there is nothing fun about Hong Kong Island, after this period of time is settled, I will take you to travel around the world, let's drive along Jingha and Suiman to Manchuria, eat mutton and drink milk wine, and then go fishing next to Lake Baikal from Manchuria to Russia, and then set off from Russia, along the Eurasian continent to Europe...... I won't go to the Americas, and I'm not going to have a good time with us recently, so I won't contribute GDP to these big noses. ”
Qin Fan lightly told Xia Meng about the recent events, although they were all lightly skipped, but there were some thrilling places, which still made Xia Meng nervously grasp the armrest of the rattan chair with his hands, and the tip of his nose was full of fragrant sweat.
It's just that when she heard Qin Fan's plan to travel around the world, her beautiful eyes couldn't help but be full of longing.
"I heard that Lake Baikal has four different colors depending on the seasons, the water is blue and crystal clear in spring, and the lake is green in summer, and you can see fish swimming freely dozens of meters down...... Winter is covered with snow, like a fairy tale world, but if you really want to go, I still want to go in summer, I heard that in the summer near Lake Baikal, all the flowers are blooming, the lake reflects the blue sky, there are colorful flowers under the blue sky, and there is a small train through the sea of flowers to sit, it must be beautiful!"
Looking at Xia Meng's eyes that were almost able to speak, Qin Fan couldn't help but think of a lyric from Eason Chan's "Under Mount Fuji":
I once swam along the snowy road, why did I cry for good deeds, who can ask for the private ownership of Mt. Fuji with love......
If you really like someone, you can't wait to give her the best things you can give her, and give her everything without reservation.
Even if it's Mt. Fuji, it's Lake Baikal.
It's a pity that Russia doesn't sell it......
"Okay, as long as you recuperate with peace of mind and recover your body first, you can go wherever you want, anyway, as long as you don't go to the hospital, I don't want to go to that kind of place at all. Qin Fan looked at Xia Meng's deep-seated, haggard and somewhat unspoken face, and his heart was full of pity.
"No, I'm not going to the hospital anymore to worry you. Xia Meng shook his head and said, "Qin Fan, thank you, thank you for always caring so much about me, but I can't help at all......"
The more Qin Fan cared about himself unconditionally, the more Xia Meng felt guilty and blamed himself.
During her time in the hospital, she also heard more or less about the outside, about the Shen Group.
Especially all kinds of rumors and rumors about Qin Fan.
Although she knew that it was not necessarily true, every time it reached her ears, she was terrified, and then she couldn't sleep all night and fell into deep self-blame.
How many nights did she wish she was Jiang Yanzi, Chen Sixuan, or even Zhou Lulu...... can help Qin Fan when she is in trouble, with her own ability.
However, she couldn't do such a little bit of caution.
On the contrary, he has been adding trouble to Qin Fan, and even made himself a handle for others to threaten Qin Fan, causing trouble everywhere.
"I don't want to be a burden to you, I'm sorry ......"
Thinking of this, Xia Meng couldn't hold back any longer, tears burst out of his eyes, and he covered his mouth and sobbed.
Qin Fan quickly stood up, took out a tissue from the carton on the table to help her wipe her tears, Xia Meng, who had been showing Qin Fan with a strong and optimistic image, finally couldn't bear the guilt and longing at this moment, and cried bitterly in Qin Fan's arms.
After a long time, the tears dried up, and most of the grievances in my heart were gone.
"Okay, I'm fine. Xia Meng got up from Qin Fan's arms and took out a tissue to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"I never blamed you. Qin Fan said with a smile.
"It's because of this that I feel even more sorry for you, before, I also said that I would always be by your side and take care of your body all the time, you said, is there such an incompetent nurse as me in the world?" Xia Meng smiled bitterly.
"Okay, it's settled soon, everything will be fine, and I've been fine, and there's no place where people need to watch all the time. Qin Fan comforted, if Xia Meng always recuperated with such guilt, I am afraid that the external injury could be healed, but when the injury is healed, the mental illness and sequelae will also follow.
Xia Meng seemed to have made up her mind and said, "Qin Fan, I have something to discuss with you. ”
"What's wrong?" Qin Fan said curiously.
"I want to wait until the week is over and then go back to the hospital and go to work. Xia Meng looked at Qin Fan and said.
"So fast?" Qin Fan frowned, "I don't have any opinion on you going back to work, but you are a nurse yourself, you should know your current physical condition very well, if your physical condition allows, I also quite agree with you going back to the hospital to work, after all, it is your favorite position, you can do what you like, communicate with friends at the same time, work, it may be better than if you stay here now, the effect is better." ”
"Hmm. Xia Meng nodded, "And I was in the hospital before, and I heard that the medical department of our group has launched a medical assistance program in Rwanda, Africa, and invested in the construction of a hospital in the capital of Rwanda that specializes in the prevention and treatment of infectious diseases, right?"
Qin Fan looked at her and didn't speak.
"That's right, when I was studying in London before, I was screened out because of the International Red Cross's medical support construction in Africa, but because I had no practical work experience, I have been working for several years and have met the requirements of international medical support, so I want to go now, can you meet my requirements?"
Really......
Qin Fan secretly exhaled and asked, "Why do you want to go to Africa?"
"I want to prove myself. Xia Meng said.
"How do you prove it?"
"Participate in Dr. Margaery's medical research team, address the pandemic threat in Rwanda, wear the Nightingale Medal, and then return to Nandu to continue working at St. Tak Hospital......"
"No!" Qin Fan almost didn't think about it, and waved his hand to interrupt the proposal.
"This time, the hospital has arranged for Zhou Lulu to go to Africa for the group's support plan, and you are a nursing professional, and Dr. Margaery's team may not need you. ”
Although Qin Fan was reluctant to make such a strong decision against Xia Meng's request, and the two had not seen each other for a long time, but human life was at stake, Qin Fan resolutely disagreed with her doing so.
"I know you're worried about me, but I have to do it, otherwise, I won't be able to gain a foothold in the Shen Group and Shengde Hospital in the future, can you understand?" Xia Meng sighed.
Can't get your footing?
Qin Fan was stunned for a moment, "What do you mean?"
Xia Meng smiled bitterly and shook his head, "This feeling of being under gossip all the time is too bad, during the time I was sick and hospitalized, almost everyone treated me coldly, I couldn't even face their eyes, Qin Fan, I really don't want to appear with you in the future, facing your Peng chance encounter, your parents, let their impression of me be just a ......"
Speaking of this, Xia Meng shook his head miserably, "I don't want to be like this, but I don't want to be a burden to you Qin Fan, I want to one day, I can stand with you openly, like Chen Sixuan, like Jiang Yanzi, become the halo on your head Qin Fan, Qin Fan I love you, so, I don't want to drag you down......"
Qin Fan was moved when he heard this, he could guess what the words that Xia Meng didn't say were, but if he let a simple and kind girl go to a war-torn and plague-ridden area in Rwanda, he would probably not be able to sleep all night.
"If you are going to Africa for medical support and to fulfill your dreams in your career, I am very supportive and willing to use all the resources at your disposal to help you achieve your wishes. But if you're doing this for me...... This will only make me live in guilt, no matter what, I don't want to see you hurt in the slightest, do you understand?" Qin Fan said deeply.
"I understand, I understand. Xia Meng bit her lip, and her eyes began to moisten again.