The fire was still shining, the huge battlefield, silent, everyone seemed to be frozen, only I was gently moving my steps, and the eyes of the whole audience followed the movement of my steps.

When everyone watched me walk towards Xu Nan, almost everyone decided that I chose Xu Nan. Between the people I love and the people who love me, I chose the people I love after all. Unconsciously, the crowd sounded with sighs and regrets, and the sound was very weak.

I didn't care about the eyes and opinions of others, I just approached Xu Nan unswervingly, and in the blink of an eye, I had come to Xu Nan. In the process, I didn't look at Xia Xiaoxiao, although Xia Xiaoxiao wanted me to save Xu Nan, and she was ready to die, but, seeing that I chose Xu Nan so decisively, she was inevitably still a little sad, and a faint sadness couldn't help but appear in her eyes.

And Xu Nan was not happy that I chose her, on the contrary, she shouted to me excitedly: "I don't eat it, I don't want your antidote, you give it to Xiaoxiao!"

With this shout, Xu Nan couldn't help coughing again, her energy was too limited, her body was too weak, but she still tried her best to lose her temper with me. Perhaps, she was dissatisfied with my indifference and ruthlessness towards Xia Xiaoxiao, and she couldn't watch poor Xia Xiaoxiao die like this. Just like she said just now, if Xia Xiaoxiao dies, then, even if I save her, she will not be able to live peacefully, because she knows that her life is exchanged for Xia Xiaoxiao, of course she doesn't want to do this.

When Xu Nan was emotional, I stretched out my finger to my mouth and booed.

My actions quieted Xu Nan and the audience, and those faint exclamations were all extinguished, and at this moment, the silent needle drop in the field could be heard, without the slightest sound.

In the silence, I ignored everything, only stared at Xu Nan affectionately, and said slowly: "Although the wedding of the two of us was not completed, I have regarded you as my wife in my heart, you are my favorite woman, irreplaceable."

When I first entered college, we knew each other, and now, we have experienced too much, all the hardships and hardships, we have survived, I thought that if we persisted for a while, we could be happy together without being disturbed.

However, I didn't expect that God is very cruel, some people are even more cruel, exterminate humanity, you stay at home well, but they refuse to let you go, after all, you are still affected by me. You know me, and if I could, I would save you even if I risked my life, because I love you so much. But now, even if I fight to the death, I can't save you, because the enemy doesn't want my life, but wants to torture my heart, and she wants me to kill the woman related to me with her own hands. []

You and Xia Xiaoxiao are both women who have gone through my life deeply, any of you die, I can't bear it, I don't want to choose, but I have no choice, I don't have time to escape, no matter what, I have to make a choice.

Nan Nan, we have been in love for so long, I believe that we both understand each other, and I believe that no matter what I do, you will understand me.

You know, I owe Xia Xiaoxiao a lot of harm. In order to save you, I took advantage of her innocent and cruelly hurt her, I am really sorry for her, her things are like a tumor growing in my heart, which has been deeply pressing me, and I will always feel guilty about her. This time, if she dies because of me again, then even if I live, there is no meaning. I really don't want to live with sin for the rest of my life, and I don't want the love between us to exist forever, so I still decided to leave this antidote to Xiaoxiao. Nan Nan, I'm sure you can understand me, right?"

As soon as I spoke, I spoke very slowly and hard, my throat was dry, and my heart was even more bitter, and after speaking, my eyes were red, and my eyes were full of sadness, but also with invisible perseverance.

And, the people in the audience thought at first that I was going to give the antidote to Xu Nan, but at this moment, they clearly heard me say that I wanted to save Xia Xiaoxiao, and suddenly, the whole audience was stunned, everyone's eyes showed an extremely incredible look, and many people even couldn't help but exclaim, obviously, they felt unbelievable about my decision, which many people couldn't understand.

However, Xu Nan listened to my words, and her emotions eased up, she felt my sincerity from my words, she understood my decision, and respected my decision, so Xu Nan nodded with tears almost without hesitation: "Well, I'm not afraid of death, I can understand you!"

After speaking, Xu Nan's tears burst out of her eyes, but this is not a sad tear, but a tear of happiness, she is happy that she can get my love, and she is happy that she can pay for me, she finally feels her own value, she feels that she can no longer affect me, she is willing to die, to fulfill me.

With such an ending, Xu Nan has no regrets.

However, Xu Nan agreed, but Xia Xiaoxiao would not agree, she immediately became extremely excited after listening to my words and Xu Nan's words, and she was weak, desperate and began to shout, saying that she didn't want an antidote, and she didn't want to die.

The more she talked, the more excited Xia Xiaoxiao became, and she almost passed out.

I hurriedly turned around, walked quickly to Xia Xiaoxiao, gave the antidote to Xia Jiang beside her, and said solemnly: "Hurry up and give Xiaoxiao to eat!"

Although Xia Jiang was eager to save his daughter, he didn't want to accept it like this, after all, this involved Xu Nan's life, so Xia Jiang chose to refuse politely after all.

Seeing that he refused, I immediately frowned and said sharply: "This is an order, there is no time, let Xiaoxiao eat it!"

Xia Jiang felt my majesty, and he didn't shirk it anymore, so he could only take the antidote.

Seeing this, Xia Xiaoxiao became more and more excited, her eyes were red and red, and tears finally flowed uncontrollably, she couldn't pretend to be strong anymore, her emotions completely collapsed, she cried and begged me, let me save Xu Nan, and she also said to her father that she would never take the antidote. After saying that, she closed her mouth tightly.

No matter what Xia Jiang said, Xia Xiaoxiao didn't open her mouth, her attitude was very resolute.

Standing on the side, I faced Xia Jiang directly and said solemnly: "Pour it in!"

Xia Jiang frowned and nodded, and then, he grabbed Xia Xiaoxiao's cheeks strongly, and forcibly stuffed the antidote into Xia Xiaoxiao's mouth like poison.

Suddenly, the struggling Xia Xiaoxiao was stunned, the antidote completely entered her throat, everything was a foregone conclusion, Xia Xiaoxiao couldn't accept this ending at all, this seemed to be a great blow to her, she suddenly became sluggish, tears flowed silently, and her eyes were full of pain.

I looked at Xia Xiaoxiao deeply, and said to her in a hoarse voice: "Xiaoxiao, live well." ”

After speaking, I turned around and quickly returned to Xu Nan's side.

At this moment, Xu Nan had completely collapsed, time was ruthlessly devouring her, so that she could not continue to support, she couldn't stand it, her tears were dry, her eyes became extremely sloppy, and the whole person was dying.

Looking at her like this, my heart was like a knife, and the pain was violently tearing at me, but no matter how painful it was, I also endured it, I tried my best to open my voice, facing Xu Nan, and said painfully: "I'm sorry, Nan Nan, I didn't protect you, you have followed me all these years, always suffering and suffering for me, and now, you have to die because of me, my sins are too deep, I am sorry for you." You used to be such a lively girl, life was free and easy, kind-hearted, I was disliked by everyone at the beginning, but you approached me without hesitation, helped me, and endured everything with me, you gave everything for me, and only because you loved me. Your wish is simply to live a simple and quiet life with me, this request is the simplest for ordinary people, but I can't give it to you.

I am destined to be a scourge, there will always be something happening around me, even if I want to calm things down, I can't, I want to hold you in the palm of my hand, I want to give you happiness, but in the end, I will kill you. God is so unfair, they all say that good people have a safe life, but why don't you let you go and let you die at such a young age?

Nan Nan, no matter what I say, I can't make up for my mistakes, I just want you to know that I love you and always have loved you. Also, I will definitely avenge you, I want the old witch to pay for the blood debt, I want to take the blood of her people to sacrifice for you, and those who want blood butterflies will not die well!"

As I spoke, my throat almost burst, my eyes turned blood-red, my eyes were full of anger and hatred, and the resentment that filled me with the sky, making me instantly turn into a madman, my expression, with extreme grief, my body burned with fierce anger.

Everyone present felt my infinite anger, saw my demonic side, and in their eyes, I completely changed.

I will no longer be the Wu Lai who is full of benevolence and righteousness, before this, I have always had a degree of life and work, no matter what I do, I will not do too much, even for some sinful people, I did not go to kill them all, but, this time is different, I am angry, crazy, I have abandoned the fucking benevolence and morality, I no longer regard the Black Widow and the members of the Blood Butterfly as people, they are monsters, a group of bloodthirsty monsters, a group of monsters without conscience, it is not too much to kill them thousands of times, I must slaughter them all to comfort Xu Nan's soul in the sky。

It's just that Xu Nan listened to my words, but she couldn't respond anymore, she had lost the ability to speak, and she couldn't hold it at all, because, half an hour, the time had arrived. The toxicity has completely submerged Xu Nan, and she can only open her eyes with great difficulty and look at me affectionately, as if she wants to engrave my face in the last memory of her life.

At this moment, the whole world seems to be quiet, in this world, everything is illusory, only me and Xu Nan exist, everything around me has been completely ignored by me, I am immersed in pain, I can't help but stretch out my hand and take Xu Nan's hand.

I took her hand, leaned over to her, and whispered in her ear: "Nan Nan, you can go with peace of mind, and when I help you avenge you, I will go down there to accompany you." When we are alive, we can't be married, and when we die, I will protect you forever!"

In a word, I revealed my truest heart, which is also what I thought when I decided to use the antidote to save Xia Xiaoxiao. I once promised Xu Nan to take her to live a quiet two-person world, but this long-cherished wish was not fulfilled, Xu Nan was going to leave me, I couldn't let her be alone under Jiuquan, no matter what, she died because of me, I can't live alone with peace of mind, I can only be in another world, and she becomes a fairy couple.

And, Xu Nan, who was dying, listened to my words, her eyes immediately changed, she opened her mouth, and wanted to say something to persuade me, but it was too late, as soon as she opened her mouth, she spurted out a mouthful of blood.

The blood gradually fell on my face, blurring my eyes, and I saw Xu Nan hanging her head weakly through the blood-red gaze, and her pale little hand also slipped silently from my hand...