After a long time, when I hear his name, hear his relevant content, and even his photo, I still can't breathe in pain, and my heart will grasp the pain, suppressing my emotions, until I break down, and after crying in pain, I will think, you have left me for a long time, and I have gone far away, and I can't go back to that time.

I remember, that year...

It was winter, it seemed not as cold as usual, the temperature was up and down, I just stepped into the society, I was urged to marry by my parents, and then I was pushed out of the house by my father, God, God does not allow it, my father is also famous, know excellent people, expand the circle of friends, since my friends around me got married one by one, their friends and grandchildren are in elementary school and kindergarten, my parents can't wait to be grandparents, can they not be in a hurry, how can I be a single dog in the womb for you to conjure up a person who meets your requirements and meets my requirements, I will say before who told you to get married a few years later to give birth to me, The other party will always say who told you to live or die in your mother's belly, I look helpless, I feel that I am Nezha Ah stayed in the mother's womb for several years before coming out, in my best friend who got married as soon as I graduated, my dad came to a conclusion that I didn't study well before, I was not admitted to a high school, and I went to a university that was not very good in other places, so the people I knew accepted the face differently, I really wanted to say that people talked about it in high school, and you didn't let me talk about it in high school, I was busy doing a good job in mathematics, physics and chemistry, I went to study in college, you also said not to talk to outsiders, and suddenly felt that it was so difficult to be a man, but I didn't go on a blind date for 1 year, the reason is very simple,My parents don't have any resources in their hands.,It's not nothing.,It's not in line with my parents' eyes.,And my parents dislike this job.,So I basically haven't even seen it.,And those who tell me what the matchmaker thinks.,Stuffed to me how are they fat and ugly.,Work doesn't talk about him anymore.,Age is a problem.,Think about it, it's decent to think about it.,It's just that the academic background is worse than others.,The salary is relatively stable.,How can it be a flower.,I've always thought I'm not ugly.,The age introduced to accept incompetence.,I can't always enjoy my youth.,Just enter the grave of marriage with them. ,Of course, this kind of problem is what a girl of my age has to face.,My classmates met some strange things when they went on a blind date.,Dare to mention anything.,I also met a lewd uncle.,That's why I refused to go on a blind date.,However,Today is still pushed out for the first blind date in my life.....

This kind of blind date is too embarrassing, a matchmaker and two parents, and the two of us on a blind date, in addition to embarrassing chat or embarrassing chat, both parents I think they have replaced us on a blind date, what do you want us to do, and then I except for the smirk on the corner of my mouth, giggle, giggle, at this moment I have 10,000 grass and mud horses jumping in my heart, and then I want to leave this ghost place, I didn't pay much attention to what the boy on the other side looks like, I just feel embarrassed, it is better to meet at home than to meet outside, I feel that everyone's eyes are projected on us, like the table in front of us, both men and women have looked back at us a lot,If you don't sit on a blind date in front,You must mumble.,Look at Mao.,I haven't seen a blind date.,That's it.,In the case of me sitting like a needle.,The first blind date in my life is over.,The two sides left each other's WeChat accounts.,That's how things end here.,There's no follow-up.。

Then I used to normalize the commute, occasionally someone came to the door to talk to the media, with the last experience, I directly refused, no longer want to have this embarrassing situation, so it came to the end of the year, in order to avoid the sudden concern of the eight aunts and seven uncles, my friend and I went to Xi'an after the third day of the new year.

After returning from the trip, the subconscious whole person's mood seems to be broadened, but ah, the reality is that I still have to be forced to go on a blind date, the matchmaker has come to the door several times, three months after I came back from the trip, my mother's chest patted and said to me, this time is the type I like, I looked at her with a puzzled face, I don't know what I like, my mother must not have inquired clearly, it is estimated that I only know the age, family background, how the person is, and then silently looked at my mother took out her mobile phone and clicked on the photo and said:" This young man is very good-looking, delicate, white and tender, the family is all cultured, his father used to be a diplomat in the embassy, his mother is a professor in the university, and the two of them are also retiring. ”

My dad and I leaned over to our phones at the same time

"It's a little white face. ”

I agree with my father's words very much, it seems that he looks so good and goes on a blind date, it must be forced by the family, or the family bought him, the family background is good, the person is handsome, there should be no shortage of women.

"Go and see, if you don't see the end, you can find out. ”

My dad said such a sentence in his eyes regardless of me, it was Dad who said that the little white face is unreliable, it was Dad who said that appearance is not everything, why did you go against me, it is undeniable that the photo is indeed very handsome, then I will go and see, I am Yan Gou, Yan Zheng and everything.

A week later, I went on a second blind date, and the matchmaker came to pick me up that day and told my parents that the other party's parents happened to be out on errands, and the boy was waiting alone in the café.

I suddenly had a hunch that things might be a little funny, and this kid was going to play tricks on people and ruin the blind date

"Dad, Mom, don't go, I'll go by myself"

"We're going to see it together."

"Mom, let's be fair to others, just look at me, it's too miserable to face your pressure."

After arguing ........ Moyo for ten minutes, he and the matchmaker went to the coffee shop with the matchmaker as a victory, thinking that I had lost my temper and asked them not to go

This is my first meeting with him, the coffee shop is still drinking coffee at night, after I sat down, after seeing the appearance of the person, I think I look at the appearance of the person and feel that I am in love, the facial features are too good-looking, comb the back of the hair is also so good-looking, forgive me for being sparse, I can't find an adjective to describe, the two words in my mind are handsome, I didn't hear the matchmaker say anything at all, I bowed my head and pretended to drink coffee, peeked, I was too pretentious, I should just stare straight at him, staring out of the hole, I have to look at him brightly, look so handsome, not just for people to see, anyway, this kind of person can't look down on me, don't look at it, that's all, I raised my head majestically and looked, I, what does it mean to smile at me, do I have flowers on my face, it's so infiltrating, don't laugh, dear, I saw what the other party said to the matchmaker and left, well, what happened? Just when I was wondering

“ca

you speak E

glish?”

The English sentence was so nice that my brain didn't react and said, "Litte"

“OK,fi

st………”

I really want to smoke myself a big-eared melon seed, when he said that long list of English, my face became extremely ugly, what English to speak, Chinese should speak Chinese, this goods will not be playing me, if you can't look at it, just say ah, what a big circle around I want to turn around and leave, reason told me can't, no matter what grammar he has: "so."

y，si

，ca

you speak Chi

ese，my E

glish is

ot good。 ”

He laughed again, laughing at the big-headed ghost, humiliating me

"Sorry, I'm not very good at Chinese"

Word by word, I see that your Chinese is not very good, what's the matter, it's the person in the photo, isn't it the local city, is it pretending or fake, the matchmaker is too unreliable, and politely replied: "It's okay." "White eyes

"I just came back from studying in the United States last year, and my English is not very good, you can call me Joh

so

”

"J M Sen?"

"yes, I had before we saw the dog"

I have a black question mark on my face, what kind of accent is this, see a dog? I've seen it, when have I seen it, people are good-looking, I don't want to continue talking, this language is not clear, I have to think about it.

"You're going to run out of speakers, you a

e ve

y i

te

esti

g, so want to throw it and eat you"

I swear I understood what he was saying, i

te

esti

G, he's talking about me fu in disguise

Y, I still want to know, I know your size, smile, smile, politeness, I have to shoot back: "tha."

ks,MY

ame is xizhou”

“you speak E

glish well，Ca

I add you

cell pho

e

umbe

？

I watched him take out his mobile phone and want to hand it to me, but I actually understood the first half of the sentence, as well as the mobile phone number

"138 **********, mobile phone number and WeChat same number"

“OK”

There was no sound all of a sudden, and after he added me, according to what I thought before, I didn't want to withdraw, how did I think the other party really thought that my English was very good, as if I was taking a test for four or six grades, the whole process of listening, only the occasional words can be understood, God knows what I was tortured for, I don't know how I ended this chat, the whole process smiled and said 0k,

eally, oh, all kinds of interjections, just got into his car and asked him to take me home.