As soon as Su Mo made a phone call, a doctor soon came to see me, and after some busyness, I lay on the sofa in their living room and hung up a drip.

I fell asleep quickly, this night I slept very deeply, when I got up in the morning, it was already bright outside, Su Mo seemed to have gone to work, only Chu Chu was reading quietly on the balcony in the house.

I lifted the thin quilt on my body and sat up, Chu Chu raised her eyes, with a warm smile on her face, perhaps because of pregnancy, at this time she was haunted by a layer of dazzling maternal brilliance, with an outstanding demeanor, with a closed moon and a shy flower, sinking fish and geese.

Such a woman suddenly reminded me of a sentence, looking back and smiling, the six palaces have no color.

She put down the book in her hand, her smiling eyes were as smooth and clear as water and jade, and the temperament on her body exuded a different kind of charm, and it could be seen that she was very happy under Su Mo's care at this time.

"Awake?" her soft voice rang out.

I nodded.

"Are you hungry? I left some for you for the breakfast Su Mo made in the morning. With that, she went to the kitchen.

I was indeed a little hungry, and when I saw her holding her stomach, I said, "You go and sit on the side, I'll come, if Su Mo knows that you are serving me like this, I won't be picked up by him and cramped." ”

I got up and prepared to go into the kitchen, and suddenly I came together, my head was dizzy, I held my forehead and eased it for a while, and then I faced the kitchen.

I took the plate and milk from her hand: "Okay, you better go and sit, I'll come." ”

I was eating my breakfast, and she was staring at me with her head propped up.

I glanced at her, "Why are you looking at me like that?" ”

She sighed: "You and Su Fan, how do you tell me to say how good you are......"

As soon as I mentioned this, my eyebrows were tangled, my heart burned, and I thought of him and the young and energetic girl called Wu'er.

I never knew that there was another life he was living in a place I couldn't see.

I always thought I knew him well, but I didn't know him.

My throat was choked, because of the cold, my difficult throat became more oppressive and sour, some stinging blockages, and my nose was too, so that my eyes were full of tears, so that I couldn't tell whether the tears were because of a cold or because of the burning in my heart.

After breakfast, I hung up on the drip again, and Chu Chu stayed here alone, so I stayed with her for a day, all to relieve her boredom.

Su Mo can now be said to have become a good man at home, and when he comes back from work, he puts on an apron and goes to the kitchen, which really surprises me.

I really can't imagine that such a man who is as high as a king would also do the thing of washing his hands and making soup for his wife and children.

I didn't taste the breakfast in the morning because I was in a bad mood, but this dinner, I tasted the taste clearly, I have to say, his cooking skills are really good, comparable to the chef.

While eating, Chi Shaoqiu and Qiao Zhiyun came.

They came to detoxify Chu Chu, and the medicine last time played a certain role, so now she will not be threatened by her life.

The child in Chu Chu's belly is too big to withstand the toss, so they are ready to wait for her to give birth to a child before detoxifying, anyway, there is already an antidote, and when the child is stronger, he will remove the residual toxins on his body when he is older.

After they finished speaking, Chu Chu asked a question that she had been worried about: "The last detoxification hurt a lot, will it have an impact on the child?"

Last time she detoxified, she could be said to have walked on the edge of life and death.

She was actually asking if the drug would have an effect on the child, and I knew she was worried that the child would be born insane.

I don't know if I can't bear to say it or I'm not sure, Qiao Zhiyun and Chi Shaoqiu are silent.

Not wanting Chu Chu to worry, Chi Shaoqiu said: "No matter what, at least the children still account for fifty of the health rate." ”

There is no doubt that this is a gamble.

The atmosphere fell silent.

Chi Shaoqiu's eyes fell on the delicious food on the table, and he was eager to try: "This is Su Mo's kitchen." ”

He raised his eyebrows salivating, and looked like a foodie: "Do you mind if we rub the rice?"

Su Mo glanced at him, obviously displeased, he thought he would refuse, but he didn't want him to say, "You can't eat for nothing." ”

In order to eat, Chi Shaoqiu seemed to be willing to do anything, and he smiled a little honestly: "I'll wash the dishes." ”

Chi Shaoqiu went to the kitchen to get two pairs of dishes and chopsticks, but Qiao Zhiyun didn't stay.

After dinner, Chi Shaoqiu really obediently went to wash the dishes, I was sick, and Chu Chu naturally protected me, so those jobs were contracted by him.

I couldn't stay here tonight to disturb her and Su Mo, so after dinner, I left.

Seeing that I was leaving, Chu Chu threw me the car keys and asked me to drive her car back, and I didn't refuse.

I didn't go back to the hotel room that Su Fan had given me, but to the small suite apartment I had been renting.

I hadn't lived for a long time, and it was already covered with dust, so I took out a rag and cleaned the room, then sat on the floor of the balcony and lit a cigarette.

I haven't smoked for a long time, in fact, I don't have any addiction to smoking, but when I'm irritable, I like to light one to relieve the depression and suffocation in my heart.

I remembered the first time I smoked, it was the first seven days after Si Yan's death, and he drank a lot of alcohol that night, and then came to me to make trouble.

He hated me, I know, it was the first time I saw him so angry, he smashed everything that I could smash in my house, and he pushed me against the balcony, tearing my clothes brutally, and stabbing me cruelly: "Aren't you going to sleep with me? ”

I struggled and pushed him back, and he grabbed my wrist and pressed it to the balcony with no tenderness, and for a moment I thought my wrist would break.

Fortunately, the window behind me was closed, otherwise, I think, he would have watched me fall from here without blinking.

I was disheveled and embarrassed, but he was still well-dressed, with a handsome face and red blood under his eyes, as hideous as if he wanted to eat people.

When he retreated without hesitation, I collapsed on the ground in embarrassment, blood flowing from my inner thighs, staining the white floor of my room.

He didn't look at it, he slammed the door, and I saw the cigarette he fell from the ground, and I took one out with trembling hands, lit one and took a puff.

Everyone else should have choked on the first time they smoke, but I didn't, to my surprise, I thought at the time that I might have been born for this kind of thing.

That's when I became obsessed with the pain-relieving bitterness of nicotine.

It was also from that time that Su Fan and I began an entangled relationship.

Thinking of the past, my heart aches, every time he comes, there are no extra words, no superfluous words, only one thing, every time he goes straight to the point, sometimes I hate myself a little, he treats me like that, I still love him.

Yes, I love him, I love him for many years, I love him to the point of humbleness, I love him so much that I engrave his name deeply in my heart, and I can no longer erase it, I can't erase it, I leave deep traces, but I have to force him to stop those loves, because he hates me, and I don't want to do this to myself, but sometimes, some things are always so involuntary.

Si Yan's death made me feel very sorry, so I never resisted him, but I am also a human being, I will be tired, I will be painful, I will be selfish, and I will hope for happiness.

So I want to stop loving him, use time to erase everything, and become a stranger from now on, but everything is just my delusion.

The smell of nicotine circulated in my lungs, and under the smoke, I looked through a hazy layer at the brightly lit city.

There was a knock on the door, and I put out my cigarette on the balcony and got up to open the door.

I had never seen anyone standing outside the door, and before I could ask, I heard him say, "Brother Su asked me to pick you up." ”

Brother Su, I don't have to think about it to know who it is, I slammed the door shut, go to his Brother Su, the old lady doesn't serve anyone.

As soon as the door was closed, the man knocked on the door again, "Miss Tong, Brother Su asked me to pick you up, and he said that if you don't go......"