Chapter 108: Irretrievable
Josephine's life was smooth sailing until he entered the college campus, his parents were highly educated elites, they each had enviable jobs, and they loved each other very much. Growing up in such an environment where the conditions are superior and the parents love each other deeply, Josephine can be said to have suffered nothing, not to mention that he was born with excellent looks and a very smart brain, and he did not need to work hard to get the desired grades.
He is the pride of his parents, but also the top student in the eyes of the teacher, and he is the school's man of the hour, and he has a beautiful and generous girlfriend by his side, it is said that his girlfriend is the most beautiful girl in their area, and even the people in the metropolis have heard of it, so it can be seen that she is really beautiful.
With a good family background, a bright mind, and a beautiful girlfriend, Josephine's life has been completed.
But he is not satisfied with these, he wants to go out and realize his self-worth in a truly prosperous metropolis.
So, when he applied for college, he chose a prestigious university far from home, and his girlfriend also changed her ambition and joined him. It's just that he got a full scholarship, but his girlfriend didn't, so he had to earn his own tuition. Although his girlfriend's family is not bad, and she has saved enough for her college expenses, his girlfriend is a very stubborn person who does not want to rely on her family, and the tuition fee for the first semester is paid by her savings for many years.
Next, she worked and studied part-time, trying to support her living expenses and tuition fees on her own, and Josephine admired his girlfriend the most, knowing that she was very proud, so she did not say anything about giving her financial help, but only helped her with tuition, or prepared meals for her and delivered them to her place of work. When they first entered college, they were very much in love, but when Josephine failed her first semester exams, everything changed. Josephine, the self-proclaimed son of the sky, could not bear such a setback, he was used to being the first, and suddenly slipped to the middle, how could he bear it?
Josephine was very irritable for a while, his girlfriend was busy with work-study and comforting him, and when she went to work, she was accidentally hit by a car and had to be hospitalized for a while. His indifferent attitude made his girlfriend sad, silently endured everything, struggled in the hospital by himself, and didn't tell his parents, or the people in the same ward couldn't stand it, so she didn't feel too sad by helping her. And when his girlfriend was injured and hospitalized, he cheated on him, very vulgar drunk and promiscuous.
Josephine felt guilty about this and went to the hospital to accompany his girlfriend, and the woman who didn't want to have sex with him after drinking was a madman and entangled with him. In order to get rid of this crazy woman, he asked someone to help, and he didn't want his girlfriend to know. His girlfriend endured it and solved the trouble for him, but there was no next time.
It's a pity that there is only a difference between zero and countless times of cheating, so Josephine cheated again.
The reason for this derailment is still the same, Josephine's grades have not improved, if this continues, he will lose his scholarship, he is not short of this money, but he can't stand such a contrast, in his original place, he has always been the existence that everyone looks up to, but in another place, he becomes a loser, and he has to look up to others, how can he accept this? Josephine, who was in a depressed mood, went to a nightclub at the instigation of a bad friend, and got together with a hot woman, thinking it was a dewy relationship, but he didn't want to, he was damn fascinated by the other party.
Josephine didn't know how to describe how he felt, as if he had come to life, and he had experienced in that woman the taste of passion, of impulsiveness, of depravity, of danger, that smell of danger, that tempted him. When his girlfriend was working hard to balance her studies and work, he was fooling around with that woman, and when his girlfriend climbed up step by step by hard and got a scholarship, he was still fooling around with that woman. He always lied to his girlfriend that he was busy with his studies, but in fact he didn't do anything but go to the woman.
It wasn't until he was dissuaded from school because he missed too much that his girlfriend smelled something strange and thought that he couldn't stand the frustration to do this, so she wanted to wake him up, and he should have used this to cheer up, but the jar was broken. His girlfriend couldn't persuade him no matter how much he persuaded him, and his attitude also made him drop out of school, from a proud son of heaven who got a full scholarship to a waste person who only felt sorry for himself, and the time he spent was only a year. Not only that, but he is also obsessed with all kinds of illegal drugs, looking for stimuli that can be detached from reality in drugs, and letting himself fall step by step.
He was drugged, gambling, drinking, and all that depravity, and when his girlfriend came to him, he was rolling the sheets with the woman. His girlfriend left heartbroken, he wanted to keep it, but he felt that it was okay, there was no need to let himself be a waste person to delay her. But he didn't want him to receive a call from his parents, and they came.
His girlfriend was very sad, but she couldn't leave him alone, so she went to his parents, hoping that his parents would wake him up.
His parents kidnapped him home, but the woman chased him and helped him escape, and on the way they ran into his girlfriend, who encouraged him to get money, so he robbed his girlfriend in a frenzy, and left his girlfriend alone in the most chaotic part of their house. After he and the woman died of a drunken dream for a while, he found that the woman was in the leather and meat business, and he didn't know how many men he slept with behind his back, and he was sick.
For this reason, he was very angry, and the two broke out into an argument, and he left in a rage, trying to find his girlfriend, but was caught by his parents and beaten him severely, and he realized that his girlfriend who was left alone called someone to give ......
"......" When Zhang Xiaoqiang heard this, he really wanted to punch Josephine, even if he was her idol.
But Zhang Xiaoqiang still listened patiently, she wanted to hear it, maybe there would be a reversal?
Because of his girlfriend's tragic experience, his parents' heartache and scolding, and the repeated reprimands of his former teachers and friends, Josephine finally came to his senses and decided to change his ways and go back to his original life track, but his girlfriend didn't want to see him anymore. He made a lot of efforts for this, and when the woman came to him, he was ruthlessly blasted away, and he finally recognized his heart, and also saw the reality clearly, and understood who was worthy of his cherishment.
Josephine knew she was wrong and she really repented, but that doesn't mean you will be forgiven if you repent.
After all, once some injuries are caused, they will be irreparable for a lifetime, and Josephine's girlfriend can't forgive him for everything he has done, and after his body is healed, he went to a distant place with his parents. Josephine did not give up and chased after him, during which he met the benefactor who introduced him to the film industry, lighting up another skill of his own.
Josephine was full of thoughts about making achievements, so that his girlfriend could see his changes, and she would come back, but she didn't want her to have a new relationship, and soon married the other party, that was a very ordinary man, but he loved her to the bone, which Josephine had not been able to do, and now she has no chance to do it. Josephine watched his girlfriend get married, a smile appeared on his face again, and after several struggles, he also let go, he was not in a position to disturb his life again.
After that, Josephine devoted all her feelings and energy to the movie, and has never married a wife until now.
He didn't dare to talk about feelings in his movies, just because he didn't have this qualification, he was a person who didn't deserve to say love.
"Disappointed in me?" said Josephine after telling her story and looking into Zhang Xiaoqiang's eyes.
"I'd love to beat you up. Zhang Xiaoqiang said honestly that she was really disappointed in Josephine.
"I was also very disappointed in myself, but my biggest disappointment was that I didn't dare to go to her grave until she died, and formally say sorry to her. Josephine said, taking a deep breath, Zhang Xiaoqiang's eyes widened, what? Josephine's first girlfriend died, how could this be? After calming down, Zhang Xiaoqiang calculated the time, uh, well, although it is too early for someone to die at the age of fifty or sixty, it is not unacceptable.
Josephine sighed, "When she died, I dared to atone for my sins, and I dared to confess my sins to the world, but in the end, this is just my one-man show, she can't feel it anymore, and it has nothing to do with me." ”
Zhang Xiaoqiang opened his mouth and didn't know what he was going to say, seeing Josephine immersed in memories, he sighed slightly, and walked lightly with the script, she suddenly felt a lot of pressure, if she didn't play the heroine well, she was afraid that she would be demolished by Josephine. Seeing Zhang Xiaoqiang's face come out with a bad face, Mo Chengfeng thought that she was angry, so he wanted to comfort her, but saw that she was tired and said that she needed to rest. After Mo Chengfeng took Zhang Xiaoqiang away, Josephine eased up and unconsciously touched the petals on his chest, which was his girlfriend's favorite flower, and it was also his last thought.
"I didn't expect Josephine to be such a scumbag when she was young. Returning to the resting place, Mo Chengfeng said with some disappointment after listening to Zhang Xiaoqiang's words. Zhang Xiaoqiang nodded, opened the script, and wanted to read it carefully.
Mo Chengfeng looked at Zhang Xiaoqiang's serious appearance, and suddenly became a little excited, Zhang Xiaoqiang has no reservations about him? She heard Josephine's love story, and shared it with him as soon as possible, and didn't think about hiding it from him, although this didn't do anything to him in the first place, only the two closest people could share the secret without reservation.
When Zhang Xiaoqiang read the script, Mo Chengfeng took the opportunity to deal with the company's affairs, but the people who received the call thought it was a liar calling, and they had never heard him speak in such a gentle tone. When Zhang Xiaoqiang finished reading the script, Mo Chengfeng also handled the work, and seeing that it was just dinner time, he decided to show Zhang Xiaoqiang.