Chapter 19 Is it so much love that I can't let go, or I feel ashamed.

Zigui's words made Jiang Beichen's heart tighten.

But even so, what can be done?

Jiang Beichen told himself in his heart that it didn't matter, as long as he remembered it.

She doesn't remember, it's fulfilled, Jiang Beichen and Qiu Zigui in this life.

His eyes were smiling, and when he looked closely, there was tenderness in his eyes.

She is still her after all, as transparent and intelligent as in that life.

Zigui was embarrassed by his eyes full of tenderness, and opened his eyes: "Gu Changan swears never to meet Bei Yingxuan again in the next life." Isn't Bei Ying very sad. ”

He thought carefully, did it hurt? Maybe, I couldn't remember it clearly.

At that time, he swore to the heavens that in the next life, he would love her again by changing his name. And in the north of the country, all emperors have only one wife in their lives, if there is a disobedience, the sky will fall, and there will be no return!"

"This, this is the reason for the end of the North Styx, the last emperor of the North Styx divorced his wife, and then ...... "The son returned to the accident."

"Perhaps. Jiang Beichen clearly remembered how he destroyed all this with his own hands.

The woman who took a break at the beginning was the woman who looked most like Chang'an in hundreds of years.

At the beginning, he thought that the woman was the Chang'an he was waiting for, but later he found out that she was not the person he was looking for.

Later, the woman was divorced, and a white silk ended up in front of Chang'an and her portrait......

Zigui raised his eyes, and Jiang Beichen's eyebrows were frowning, and the cinnabar red birthmark there was a little deformed.

"One, the emperor who was born in the era of three wives and four concubines, can be regarded as painstakingly for his wife. It's just that this hard work is a bit too much. I don't know, this Bei Mingxuan is so in love that she can't let go of her wife, or she feels ashamed. ”

Jiang Beichen was stunned for a moment, thought about it, and was very serious, and there seemed to be a slight flicker in his eyes: "There is love, but there is also shame." ”

Zigui observed Jiang Beichen carefully, and suddenly felt that this person was very simple, and his life history was clear.

But...... I also feel that it is very complicated, and it seems that he has experienced a lot, so much that he is not interested in everything, and even numb.

For example, the doctor in the hospital is not without sympathy, but he is used to seeing life and death, and he has already been numb to pain.

"Am I making you curious?" Jiang Beichen chuckled and asked Zigui.

"I can't say it, not at all. Zigui stood up, walked to the swing frame, and gently pushed the empty swing frame: "At present, the most curious thing is what the sentence [love, but also shame] just now, you seem to be the roundworm in the stomach of Bei Yingxuan, and you know his thoughts." ”

"You're thinking too much. Jiang Beichen smiled helplessly, in fact, he was him.

was originally a person, and he lived for so long, just to find her, but can this be said?

No.

"Our Jiang family is in the same lineage, inherited from the Northern Underworld clan. It is recorded in the family genealogy. ”

"Oh. ”

Oh? What is the answer.

"I thought you would be interested. ”

The corners of Zigui's lips were raised, he looked directly at Jiang Beichen, and smiled mischievously, but in the depths of his eyes, he was indifferent and alienated.

That's a kind of vigilance, but also a kind of self-protection.

"Mr. Beichen, you are here to tell me why I am interested. ”

How could he not understand her?

It seems that she needs to go into her heart and become the person who can make her feel at ease and at ease, and there is still some distance.

"I'm sorry. ”

Forehead...... Zigui said, is this the feeling of a fist hitting cotton?

Jiang Beichen glanced at the watch on his wrist: "It's late, let's go back." ”

"Good. Zigui agreed, but before leaving, she was reluctant to take the swing frame in front of her.

It's a feeling that comes up all at once, and it's very strong.

It's just that Zigui doesn't know that what she is reluctant to give up is not only the swing frame in front of her, but the entire yard in front of her.

He walked forward, silently pondering her joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

She followed him with her eyes downcast, hiding her emotions and thinking about how to distance herself from him.

……

Winter nights always leave late.

It was already past six o'clock in the morning, and it was just dawn outside the window.

The balcony, that so-called study location.

There was no one inside, and Jiang Beichen was not there.

Everything around was quiet, so quiet that it seemed like you were alone.

I changed places, but I don't know why, the first time I went to a strange place, I slept so soundly.

What makes Zigui unexpected is also an unreasonable sense of belonging.

It seems like this is home.

As soon as such a feeling appeared, Zigui immediately shook his head, with a touch of self-deprecation on his lips.

She was in awe and curious.

I don't know where Jiang Beichen will be?

Open the door.

"Hello. ”

Zigui looked at the little girl standing at the door, such a person guarding the door, she really didn't expect it.

"Morning!"

Zigui smiled and looked carefully at the girl in front of him, a cheongsam top with a small stand-up collar with a blue background, a black hakama, and small white cloth shoes.

Strong Republic of China style.

The girl was embarrassed to look at her, so she could only keep her head down.

The sound of high heels came from far to near, and at the end of the corridor was a woman in a red cheongsam, the same person who arranged for Zigui to rest last night.

"Miss Qiu. The standard polite smile did not show any emotion in his eyes: "The old lady invites you to come over and speak." ”

Don't wait for the son to open his mouth.

"Sister Qin. The little girl spoke: "When Mr. left, he specially ordered Miss Qiu not to leave the room." ”

She didn't believe it: "Really?"

"Yes!" she was sure.

A flash of surprise flashed in the cheongsam woman's eyes, and she looked at Zigui with a smile: "Since it was specially ordered by Mr., naturally it cannot be disobeyed, so don't disturb Miss Qiu." ”

When the cheongsam woman left, the little girl said: "When Mr. left, I said that Miss Qiu didn't want to see anyone, if someone invites me, let me go back directly." ”

Zigui smiled and chatted casually with this little girl in the room, and she understood.

This is the old residence of the Jiang family, and no one usually comes, and only when they encounter important events and festivals will they return here.

However, Jiang Beichen often came back 'quietly'.

He doesn't like crowds, but he likes to stay here for a long time.

said that he lived in the Jiang family's old mansion for a long time, but it was better to say that he liked to live in the small dean with a swing frame.

That small courtyard was his concern.

Following the girl's words, Zigui's gaze fell on the courtyard in the distance, on the swing frame.

"Your husband came back quietly, he must not want to see so many people and go through so many tedious things. She was asking, and she was sure.

There was no one in the room talking, but there was the sound of breathing.

Zigui didn't look back, and continued: "Your husband looks like that, he doesn't eat the fireworks of the world, he is used to it, and he is a product that attracts bees and butterflies.

It looks like the scenery is full of moon, and it is as gentle as jade, and those who don't know think that he is a humble gentleman, but in fact he is a guy who digs a pit, and if he is not careful, he will be buried tightly and will not see the light of day. ”

"Thank you for the compliment. ”

Zigui turned around, and when he saw it, he was smiling, and his eyes seemed to be a pleasure if he was the other party's talent.

The girl dressed in blue flowers covered her mouth and tried not to laugh out loud.