Chapter 56: May the Pain Stay Away from You
Qin Zhi didn't expect that he had no talent in boiling porridge, and the grilled skewers tasted pretty good, which really relieved him, but fortunately he didn't lose face in front of Jian Chi's relatives and friends, although they didn't know what he was thinking at all, but he still hoped that when they met for the first time, the impression would not be too bad
Jian Chi seemed to be in a particularly good mood tonight, running over to eat a few skewers from time to time, chatting with him with a smile and a few gossips, praising and praising his craftsmanship, and from time to time running over to talk with others to their heart's content, and the wine kept pouring into her mouth one by one, seeing Lan Xinyan's heart skip a beat, knowing that she was still unhappy
She wanted to dissuade her, but she thought about it again, it's rare to have a birthday, Jian Chi hasn't indulged herself for a long time, whether it's venting or being depressed, after all, she has to spend it by herself, if a big drunk can make her happy again, it's not a good thing
While she was watching in distress and everyone else was drunk again, Jian Chi had really reached the point of using wine to kill her sorrows
At half past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Chu Yan was really hungry and sleepy, and when he and Qin Zhi got up to say goodbye, Jian Chi also stood up crookedly and said that he wanted to go back to the apartment where he lived
Lan Xinyan didn't agree with anything, a girl was so drunk that there was no one to take care of her when she went back, and she didn't know what would happen
But Jian Chi, who usually looks well-behaved and obedient, is extremely stubborn tonight, and refuses to stay at Yan's house for one night no matter how much he persuades him, he pulls Qin Zhi's clothes stubbornly, saying that he wants him to take her back together
Chu Yan saw that they had been at a stalemate, so she offered to go back with her, anyway, she didn't have classes tomorrow, so she stayed at Jian Chi's for one night tonight, and she could take care of her
Lan Xinyan didn't look like Qin Zhi was a person who would make any crooked ideas, and besides, if Jian Chi was like this, if she really forcibly kept her, she didn't know what would happen to her
Maybe Jian Chi still minds that her aunt helped the irresponsible father in her eyes
Secretly sighed in her heart, Lan Xinyan patted Jian Chi's back very sadly, and when she hugged her to say goodbye, she whispered in her ear: "I'm sorry, Jian Bao"
Jian Chi, who sat in the back seat of Qin Zhi's car, was very quiet along the way, resting his head on Chu Yan's shoulder, closing his eyes, not making trouble or screaming, not like a drunk person at all
Qin Zhi didn't drink tonight because he knew that he was going to drive Chu Yan home, and he also noticed Jian Chi's abnormality tonight, and the more happy she became, the more he felt that she had a very serious concern
It took almost an hour from Yan's house to the neighborhood where he lived, and he didn't dare to drive the car too fast for fear that the two ladies would be uncomfortable, and stabilized the speed at 60 yards
Chu Yan also fell asleep not long after getting into the car, so she didn't know that Jian Chi fell asleep and began to scream quietly: "Mom, Mom, Mom......"
Qin Zhi glanced at Jian Chi from the rearview mirror, her eyes were still closed, but her brows were furrowed, and a sad expression appeared on her face
"Mommy, Mommy, don't die......"
Jian Chi kept screaming with a crying voice, Qin Zhi felt a faint pain in his heart, he had never heard Jian Chi mention her mother, it turned out that she had died?
After a while, Jian Chi's voice began to get louder: "Dad, don't go, don't leave my ...."
Chu Yan woke up from her sleep, and as soon as her eyes opened, she heard Jian Chi, who was leaning on her shoulder, shouting, "Dad..... Daddy...."
She just wanted to wake up Jian Chi, but Qin Zhi hurriedly stopped: "Leave her alone, she is trapped in a dream now, if you call her suddenly, she can't vent her emotions, she will get sick"
Chu Yan sighed, and suddenly felt a burst of warmth on her shoulder, and she whispered, "Brother Zhi, Sister Jian Chi is crying"
Qin Zhi glanced at the rearview mirror worriedly, the sadness on Jian Chi's face was almost overflowing, her eyes were closed, tears kept sliding from the corners of her eyes, and her mouth was still screaming: "Dad.... Daddy....."
Chu Yan listened for a while, felt sad for no reason, and whispered to Qin Zhi: "Sister Jian Chi seems to dislike her father very much, she was originally wearing a very beautiful princess dress tonight, but when she heard her aunt say that it was given by her father, Sister Jian Chi's face changed, and she had to change her skirt ......"
Qin Zhi snorted and didn't make any comments, I don't know what happened between Jian Chi and her father, but her mother is gone, and her father has a bad relationship with her, she must have a lot of bitterness in her heart, so it's okay to let her cry
Jian Chi did fall into a dream, which may be said to be a deliberately forgotten memory, but because of tonight's princess dress, she picked it up again
In the month since Yan Huaxi's death, Jian Suyao used alcohol to dispel her sorrows every day, and the whole person seemed to have lost her heart, lost her brain, and lost her love, leaving only a shell, the walking dead
At a young age, Jian Chi had to take on the responsibility of taking care of his father, bringing three meals a day to the room and telling Jian Suyao to eat
It's just that every time Jian Suyao sees her face that looks like his wife, he is even more painful, and he always ignores her, and even sometimes avoids her
Jian Chi knew that her father was sad in her heart, and she was very understanding, even if her father ignored her, as long as he was still by her side, she felt that this family was still there
In fact, how can Xiao Jianchi not be sad in his heart, why not be painful?
It's just that Jian Suyao can also use alcohol to numb herself, what can Jian Chi, who is only nine years old, use to help? She can only hold Beibei and wash her face with tears in the quilt, so as to miss the mother who loves her
Lan Xinyan was really worried that their father and daughter would not be able to take good care of themselves, so they deliberately came over to live for a while, Jian Chi, who had just lost his mother, completely regarded Lan Xinyan as a mother, and under her careful care, Jian Chi began to slowly walk out of the grief of his mother's death
It's just that before she completely let go of her mother, her father, who has always loved her the most, secretly packed his luggage and wanted to fly abroad to settle down, not wanting to stay in this sad place anymore
Jian Chi, who was suspended from school at home, happened to see Jian Suyao who opened the door and was about to leave, and saw that he was dragging a big suitcase in his hand, even if he saw her, his lips did not move, and finally fell silent, Xiao Jian Chi immediately cried, and stepped forward to hold Jian Suyao's hand
"Dad, where are you going, will you take me with you?......?"
"Jian Bao, Dad..... You're going to leave for a while, and when you're in a better mood, Dad will come back to pick you up, okay?"
Jian Suyao held back the sadness in her heart, and opened her mouth to coax Xiao Jian Chi, while trying to break her hand
Xiao Jianchi has only one thought, my mother is gone, I will only have my father, no matter where my father is going, I will follow
Therefore, she said that she didn't let go of anything, just cried and shouted: "Dad, don't leave me, I will be obedient, can you take me with you?"
Jian Suyao looked at the crying little Jian Chi, how much does this face look like Hua Xi?
It's just that Hua Xi rarely cries in front of him, she is always smiling, no matter what happens, she will treat it indifferently, and sometimes laugh heartily, but the face in front of her, crying so red that her nose is red and her eyes are swollen, is it to remind him that Hua Xi is dead?
No, Bloomage will always be alive, and will always be the elegant and calm Bloomage!
Jian Suyao didn't dare to look at his daughter's face anymore, hating the weakness in his heart, after so long, he couldn't accept the fact that Hua Xi had left, in order not to let himself become hated, he just wanted to leave, as long as he left his daughter, who looked like his wife, he would definitely be able to cheer up
That's right, that's it! It must be like this! The stubborn Jian Suyao made up his mind, so he cut off the last trace of reluctance in his heart, ruthlessly pulled away Xiao Jian Chi's hand, and strode away without hesitation
Poor little Jian Chi cried and stumbled after Jian Suyao, but only saw him get into the taxi without looking back, and never looked at her again
Lan Xinyan received a call from a kind neighbor, and when she came for the first time, Xiao Jian Chi was sitting on the side of the road, hugging her knees, looking at the direction where Jian Suyao left and muttering: "Dad, don't leave me, Dad, I will be obedient, can you take me with you......"
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"Dad, don't leave me, Mom is gone, don't you want me too?......"
Jian Chi muttered, tears couldn't stop falling, Chu Yan couldn't help but cover her mouth, what did she hear?
Sister Jian Chi never talked about her parents in front of her, is that the reason?
Such a good Sister Jian Chi, why doesn't her father want her? Chu Yan can't understand, is there really such a ruthless father in the world? If that's the case, let alone a princess dress, even if it's a house, a car, or even a net worth of hundreds of millions, she doesn't want it!
Qin Zhi didn't speak, the hand holding the steering wheel was tight and loose, loose and tight, and his teeth were clenched tightly in order to restrain the anger in his heart
Jian Chi, the Jian Chi I like, what can I do to keep those hurts away from you?
After arriving at the community, Qin Zhi carefully hugged Jian Chi Heng in his arms, as if he was holding the most precious treasure in the world, and his caring expression made Chu Yan couldn't help but complain
"Brother Zhi, although there is no one else now, why don't you take into account my feelings? Seeing how much you cherish Sister Jian Chi's face, I am worried that my standards for finding a boyfriend in the future will be very high, and if you can't find it, you will be harmed."
"Don't rely on me for everything, are you sure that your standards are set high and you can't find them, it's not that you're not good enough to find a good one?"
Qin Zhi hugged Jian Chi, his face was not red or panting, and Chu Yan was speechless on his tongue
Chu Yan was angry, and unwillingly slapped Qin Zhi's arm and said, "If Sister Jian Chi hadn't fallen asleep now, I would have let her see the true face of your stinky mouth."
"If she hadn't fallen asleep, she would have been able to see your usually articulate look like she was deflated"
Qin Zhi has something to say to his cousin when he wants to, and he never leaves room for it
"You...... Brother Zhi, your mouth is so poisonous, there will be retribution, I curse you to be pinched to death by Sister Jian Chi in the future, and you will not be able to turn over for the rest of your life!"
Chu Yan entered the elevator in a huff and pressed the twentieth floor, facing Qin Zhi with her back and not wanting to talk to him
Qin Zhi looked at Jian Chi, who was sleeping soundly in the crook of his arm, and said softly: "How happy I should be if there is such a day."