Chapter 244: Xiao Fan's prenatal depression
In the evening, Gu Shengnan was in the villa in Luoyang.
"Jun Chu asked me to thank you, he said thank you for accompanying Xiao Fan to the prenatal checkup today. Gu Shengnan said when he put a plate of washed fruit in front of me,
"Thank you, I don't have anything to do anyway, it's just a gesture. I snuggled up on the couch and continued to read my book, nonchalantly.
"By the way, what did you eat with Xiao Fan at noon today?" Gu Shengnan sat beside me and looked at me and asked.
I moved my body to the side and said lightly, "Pasta, Xiao Fan said that he wanted to eat pasta, by the way, I invited it, using the card you gave me." ”
"It's okay, you can use that card as you like, it was originally for you, you don't need to tell me. ”
"Hmm. ”
I continued to look down at the book in my hand.
After reading a chapter, I closed the book, I looked at Gu Shengnan tiredly and said, "I'm resting, don't be too busy." ”
"Okay, then you can rest early, I'll rest in a while. Gu Shengnan smiled unnaturally.
I looked at him expressionlessly, nodded at him, and when I walked to the door of my room, I suddenly turned to look at him and said, "When I accompanied Xiao Fan to the hospital today, I met Lu Jingwen, she also went for a prenatal checkup, is she married?"
The expression on Gu Shengnan's face suddenly stiffened, but soon he looked at me and said with a smile, "It seems to be married, such a coincidence, did you say hello?"
"Well, we said hello briefly, don't you know that she is back in Luoyang?" I looked at Gu Shengnan and then asked.
Gu Shengnan looked at me and was stunned for a second, and then he smiled calmly, "No, I just heard that she went back to China, but I didn't expect it to be in Luoyang." ”
"Oh, what did she do with you on the day it snowed last year?" I suddenly remembered that on the day of heavy snow last year, Lu Jingwen braved the snow to come to Gu Shengnan.
Gu Shengnan slowly got up from the sofa, then put his hands in his pockets, looked at me with a smile on his face, and said, "Didn't you say it? That's about other people's private matters, she doesn't want me to talk nonsense, let's respect the wishes of the parties, rest early, I still have a few documents to read, and I will go back to my room to rest after reading it." ”
Okay, if you don't want to say it, then I won't ask, anyway, it doesn't have much to do with me, I snorted at him and went back to my room.
Since returning from Beijing, we have been in this state of getting along like this.
But he doesn't seem to care at all, he doesn't care what I do to him, as long as I'm around him and can let him see me, he'll be happy.
He still cooks me all kinds of delicious food after work every day, and I just eat it and don't say anything.
My wedding with Gu Shengnan was scheduled for May 1, Gu Shengnan didn't let me go to work, he said just let me stay at home, and I could do whatever I wanted.
During that time, because I was bored, I signed myself up for a yoga class, went to practice yoga every morning, and went to do beauty in the afternoon, using the card that Gu Shengnan gave me, and occasionally asked Xiao Fan to go shopping together, or accompany her to go for prenatal checkups.
During this period, I met with He Junchu's mother a few times, his mother looked very good-looking, and I also advised Xiao Fan not to do it against others, as long as she was good to He Junchu's mother, after a long time, He Junci's mother would naturally see Xiao Fan's sincerity.
Xiao Fan said that she actually had no conflict with He Junchu's mother, it was his aunt who was stirring up trouble in the middle, as long as his aunt didn't come, the relationship between her and He Junchu's mother would be absolutely peaceful.
"Is her aunt so idle?" I asked as I looked at Xiao Fan speechlessly.
"Leisure, the whole thing is an idle fish, by the way, Shizuko, you have to be careful, his aunt seems to have a very good relationship with Gu Shengnan's mother, the two of them will make an appointment to go to a spa or something together if they are fine, be careful that she puts on small shoes for you." Xiao Fan looked at me nervously and reminded.
"I don't care, if I really can't get by, then it's too much, the outside world is tired enough to live, thinking about going home is to have no worries, be happy, do what you want, if you go home and think about guarding against this person, against that person, then I might as well not get married, I might as well live alone." I scooped a scoop of ice cream in front of me and said indifferently.
"Yes, the outside world is enough for us to be tired, and when we go home, we have to think about dealing with this and that, it's really tiring, isn't home a place where we can take off all our armor?
"You can, don't be so pessimistic, you are pregnant now, you have to be happy, this is conducive to the growth of the fetus, you know?" I said after shaking my hand in front of Xiao Fan.
"Shizuko, I don't know what's wrong, I've been in a particularly unhappy mood lately, I always dream at night that the doctor asks He Jun if he is an adult or a child, he doesn't even blink and says to protect the child, my heart hurts at the time, even though it is in my sleep, I can really feel the pain, I have watched a lot of videos of giving birth to children recently,
Shizuko, do you think I'm going to die on the operating table too? And when my child is born, will He Jun not be as good to me as he is now? Shizuko, I'm so scared. Xiao Fan cried as he spoke.
I immediately became nervous when I saw it, is this what they call prenatal depression?
I got up and sat down in front of Xiao Fan, put my arm around her shoulders and comforted her, "Don't worry, you will be fine, look at the child in your belly is so well-behaved, He Junci will always be very good to you, you will definitely be very smooth." ”
"Shizuko, I haven't slept well all night lately, I'm always losing my temper inexplicably, I almost quarreled with his aunt the day before yesterday, if it wasn't for Aunt Fang to stop me, I would really have a big quarrel with his aunt. Xiao Fan lowered his head and said sadly.
Aunt Fang is the nanny of He Junchu's family, and now Xiao Fan's belly is getting bigger and bigger, and it is inconvenient to move, so Father He asked Aunt Fang to move to live with them, so that it is convenient for Aunt Fang to take care of Xiao Fan.
"Okay, it's okay, if you don't like his aunt so much, you can tell Aunt Fang, don't let his aunt see you, this Aunt Fang has been in the He family for so many years, her Aunt He Junchu will definitely listen. I put my arm around Xiao Fan's shoulders and comforted her.
Xiao Fan's appearance makes me think of Ran Zhu, Ran Zhu's due date is not a few days different from Xiao Fan's, I don't know how Ran Zhu's mood has been recently? Speaking of which, after I returned to Luoyang, I didn't talk to Ran Zhu on the phone, and suddenly I wanted to talk to Ran Zhu on the phone