"Jing, my good girl, Dad's time may not be running out. By the time you read this letter, Dad may no longer be there. I'm sorry, child, I can't see you in your wedding dress, and I can't hand you over to that blessed stinky boy. Don't cry, you have to laugh, Dad likes to see you laugh. Do you know? When I first saw you, your face was pink and tender, and your body was soft, and I looked at you, do you know how happy I was at that time? This is my little princess! Even now I think about it, I am very happy.

In the blink of an eye, you have grown so big, and you have someone you like. But Dad is unhappy, because he makes you unhappy, you and you~ Mom's joys and sorrows are my joys and sorrows, and he makes you unhappy is to make me unhappy.

Jing, Dad wants to apologize to you, Dad saw him that day, and he stood not far from the door of our house and watched our house. Although Dad hadn't seen him, Dad could tell from his expression that the man who made you cry every night was him.

Dad knew that you missed him, and he was about to go crazy, but Dad still made a selfish decision at that moment, and I hid his appearance from you. Later, one night you told me that the company was going to transfer you to Luoyang, and Dad was really reluctant to let you go at that time, but compared to his harm to you, Dad hoped that you would slowly forget him and not have any intersection with him, but during the time of hospitalization, Dad understood that you couldn't forget him no matter if you saw him again or not.

If Dad tells you about his appearance that day, maybe you will see each other, and there may be a chance to unravel any misunderstandings and knots. It's Dad who caused you to continue to be sad for another 2 years, I'm sorry!

Jing, Dad can't write, finally, Dad wants to tell you that no matter whether you and him have a future, Dad hopes that you can live every day happily, Dad doesn't care how good that child is, how good it is, Dad just wants my daughter Liang Jingzi to live this life happily and carefree. Love your dad forever"

The letter paper was beaten by my tears, and I covered the letter that still carried my father's temperature deep in Yuehun mouth, and I slowly buried my head in Yuehun mouth, crying with tears on my face.

It may be that I cried too loudly, which alarmed Ran Zhu and Lin Jihan, who were still busy outside, and Ran Zhu and Lin Jihan immediately threw down the tools in their hands and ran towards the house. Ran Zhu saw me sitting on the edge of the bed crying, she quickly squatted in front of me, gently held my face with her hand, and asked with concern, "What's wrong? Shizuko?

I was still crying with my head down, and when Ran Zhu saw that I ignored her, she gently shook my body again. I took the letter that my father wrote to me in my arms and gave it to Ran Zhu, who took the letter and read it with a stunned face.

After reading the letter, she said in surprise: "Zhang Bei has been to Wuyuan, has he been to your house, what is he going to do?"

"Maybe he has something to worry about!" Lin Jihan on the side suddenly said.

"He has a fart problem, do you think he is doing some secret work? What's the matter? I'm afraid that Shizuko will be threatened, so I don't dare to love the bright, so I buried this love deep in my heart and silently guarded Shizuko? Why do you want us to give him a love saint award now?" Ran Zhu suddenly got up and yelled at Lin Jihan in annoyance.

"Don't be so emotional, okay? You don't know the truth, how can you sentence others so arbitrarily?" Lin Jihan looked at Ran Zhu and said with an anxious expression.

"What? I don't know the truth, can it be that you know the truth? Let me tell you the truth about Lin Jihan is that when he Zhang Bei was crazy about Shizuko's love for him, he didn't even say hello and said goodbye, and even let the people in his dormitory tell Shizuko about the breakup, you know how embarrassed Shizuko was at that time. Ran Zhu and Lin Jihan glared angrily.

"I was there at the time, of course I know how much Jingzi has been wronged, but this is just the appearance we see, what the real situation is, none of us knows, Zhang Bei's love for Jingzi was also almost crazy, don't you think it's strange for Zhang Bei to make such a move? I don't believe that a person who will give up even the opportunity to go abroad for the sake of his beloved will just say goodbye!" Lin Jihan said with a look of affirmation and indignation.

"What kind of opportunity to go abroad? Why don't I know?" I asked as I looked at Lin Jihan with a stunned look on my face and cried.

"That's right, what kind of opportunity to go abroad? Lin Jihan, your uncle, you actually have something to hide from me!" Ran Zhu pushed Lin Jihan's shoulder vigorously, and Lin Jihan didn't stand firm and stumbled.

Lin Jihan hurriedly held the wardrobe behind him and stood firm, his eyes dodging back and forth, and he said hesitantly, "The matter of going abroad...... I also..... When I was in graduate school, I heard from a classmate in another department, he said that there were 2 places in the computer department as exchange students at that time, and it was originally set to be Zhang Bei and another student in their department, but I don't know what happened Zhang Bei voluntarily quit, and Zhang Bei and Shizuko had only been talking for half a year at that time...... Nothing more. ”

I listened to Lin Jihan's words, and my whole body collapsed in an instant, and I fell heavily on the bed. Seeing this, Ran Zhu hurriedly went up and helped me up, and she didn't forget to stare at Lin Jihan fiercely with her eyes.

"Then why didn't you tell me!" Ran Zhu roared in a reproachful tone.

"It's been so long, and besides, we all want Shizuko to look forward, so I didn't tell you about it. Lin Jihan said with an aggrieved face.

I remember, one year at the class reunion, Aunt Xiao said that she saw a classmate looking inside the school at the school gate, and now I think about the figure of the classmate she described at the time was really like Zhang Bei, it turned out that he came to Wuyuan.

He came all the way to live in the city where I lived, and I ran to the city where he lived at this moment. Fate is really funny sometimes!

"It turned out to be him..... "I cried and muttered.

"Who is it?Shizuko, have you seen him?" Ran Zhu looked at me in disbelief and asked, Lin Jihan was also surprised.

"Not long after we broke up, he was supposed to have come to my hometown, he went to the town where I lived, he went to the place where I went to school, and he ate the sake lees fish that I particularly liked to eat, even though he didn't like spicy food. I cried and said slowly, people who have been hurt really can't mention the past, it really hurts, the heart really hurts, and there is a danger of suffocation at any time.

"Shizuko, what are you talking about? Why can't I understand?" said Ran Zhu hugged me with a scared expression.

"He has always loved me, and has never forgotten me, but why did he leave me? I can't figure it out, if he loves me so much, why did he leave me so cruelly, why, why, why......." I fell into the arms of Ran Zhu and cried bitterly.

Zhang Bei, what you owe is not only love for me, but also an explanation!