Zigui watched, not comforting, not stopping, just smiling, with patience and understanding in his eyes, waiting for her quietly.

Finally.

Liao Qinghuan, crying stopped.

At this moment, Zigui looked at the time, and Momo remembered it in his heart.

"I ......"

Liao Qinghuan spoke, the first word.

Zigui glanced at the time again and remembered it silently.

"I hate who I am, it's a terrible boredom. But I couldn't control my emotions, I didn't like anything, I felt that everything was wrong...... Especially... Yes..."

Speaking of this, Liao Qinghuan hesitated, she glanced at Zigui, and quickly looked away: "I ......"

Zigui guessed that what she was going to say should be about Xiaotong.

It's just that it's one thing for her to know it, and it's another thing for Liao Qinghuan to say it herself.

She understands very well that at this time, she is Liao Qinghuan's listener, not a defender standing behind Xiaotong.

"I, especially after seeing Xiaotong, my heart can't calm down.

Even if the heart is already very calm, it will instantly become irritable and irritable, and I can't do it, and I will be calm and kind to him in the face of him.

Even if I knew that he was my own son, I wouldn't be able to do it.

In particular, he didn't say a word, and he refused to look at me, where did he treat me as a mother, obviously a stranger.

Also, Zhang Dongyao only has Xiaotong in his heart, and since he came to my house, there is no longer me in my husband's eyes. If it's you, can you take it?"

Zigui has been waiting for her to ask: "Since you can't accept it, you won't accept it." ”

"......" Liao Qinghuan didn't expect Zigui to answer himself like this: "Don't accept it?" He is my biological son, don't accept it, can you?"

"Yes!"

"Can ......?" Liao Qinghuan thought for a long time: "Can't!"

"Let's not force our hearts. Zigui said: "Don't go and wronged yourself and your heart in order to please anyone." ”

Liao Qinghuan was puzzled.

Zigui smiled and continued, "Have you read Haruki Murakami?"

"Is it a book?" Liao Qinghuan shook his head, looking at Zigui with anticipation in his eyes.

"He's a Japanese writer. He said that death is not the opposite of life, but that it is eternal as a part of life. "Zigui

looked directly into Liao Qinghuan's eyes, and leaned forward slightly: "Therefore, not accepting it does not mean that we have to resist, we can still put it down." ”

"Drop?"

"Yes! Those things you don't understand. Zigui gently held Liao Qinghuan's hand.

"Let go of all your guards, all your doubts, all your bad emotions. Just treat Xiaotong as a poor child who was abandoned in an orphanage.

I believe that when you adopted Xiaotong, it must have been because you felt sorry for this child. ”

"Yes, when I first saw Xiaotong, I was stung by his careful silence. Liao Qinghuan's lips and eyes crossed a trace of helplessness and mockery.

Zigui can see it clearly.

She hadn't had time to think about why Liao Qinghuan had such an expression.

Liao Qinghuan continued: "Now, come to think of it, when Zhang Dongyao took me to see Xiaotong, it should have been premeditated by him. ”

It turned out that it was because he thought of deception, Zigui said softly: "Then, can you tell me why he planned something?"

“…… Yes, of course, I'm worried that I won't agree to adopt Xiaotong. ”

"What else?"

"Xiaotong is his son, and he wants to keep Xiaotong by his side.

All he thinks about is his son, and I'm no longer the most important person in his heart.

In the past, the first thing he did after work was to accompany me, whether it was eating, walking, or watching TV together, even if I went to the toilet at night.

When I'm hungry, he'll get up and cook for me, no matter what...... But, since Xiaotong existed, he gave Xiaotong all the time that should be given to accompany me.

I... Hope, hope, hope that he will perceive me, my desire.

However, he never saw it once, and when I asked for it, he always said, go and see Xiaotong first, many times, I waited for him, and he didn't come back to my room until it was cold.

has been with Xiaotong until dawn, and even when it's time to go to work, he will leave directly... Didn't tell me a word. ”

Zigui watched Liao Qinghuan's tears fall, and asked her to say everything she wanted to say in her heart.

When she said it, enough of crying.

Wait for her to ask questions.

"He's not loving me anymore, is he?"

"Don't you love?" Zigui asked rhetorically, as if thinking: "I'm not you, I don't know." ”

"That ......"

Zigui didn't let Liao Qinghuan continue: "Do you want to know the answer? Give me paper and pen." ”

Soon Zigui wrote: "Please strictly follow what is written above, a month's time."

Don't contact me again for a month, and don't contact me again if you can't. ”

"So that I can find the answer I want?" Liao Qinghuan frowned, looking at the content above, obviously skeptical.

"It has to be done. Zigui stood up and put away the voice recorder on the side: "Do you remember the first time we met, you are so beautiful and elegant." This is the first impression you give me when you open the door.

Then there are the accusations you made against me and the unpleasant words you said.

But it didn't affect your beauty and grace in my heart in the slightest, but it instantly made me feel that this person was stupid and a joke. ”

"......" Liao Qinghuan didn't know what to say.

"Later, when I came into contact with you, I realized that it was actually more beautiful, elegant, and less stupid than I saw, on the contrary, very smart.

I've heard that you are excellent at your job, which proves that you are very capable.

So, you're so good, what about your self-confidence?"

"I, how I don't understand. ”

"Strictly follow what I wrote, and you will definitely find the answer in a month, a month. "Zigui is sure.

"Good. ”

In the car.

Zigui didn't speak until the car drove out of the city.

Ziheng spoke: "Your mood has been affected. ”

A smile appeared on Zigui's lips, and he turned his eyes to look at Ziheng: "Why do you say that?"

"When you came out of her house, you didn't say a word, and you didn't go to see Xiaotong. Ziheng said firmly.

Zigui frowned and thought about it, but he was so surprised that he didn't say anything.

Ziheng affirmed more and more, and Zigui was in a bad mood at this time.

As soon as the steering wheel turned, the car immediately turned around and headed towards the city.

"Brother, we, where are we going?" Zigui was surprised: "No matter how late it is, I won't have time to greet my uncle for the New Year." ”

"There aren't so many rules. Ziheng smiled: "As long as you can go, my father will be happy." ”