I went to the supermarket and bought a lot of hot pot food, I wanted to call Su Qi to come along, but Xiao Chu was sick, and she wanted to take her daughter to the hospital to see a doctor.

Therefore, today's celebration banquet can only be eaten by me and Ran Zhu, and it is a bit of a pity not to have them.

I carried a big bag and a small bag, and knocked on the door of Ran Zhu's house.

"You put the things in the kitchen first, I'll arrange it for his grandfather to juice, let's get started." Ran Zhu said as he invited me in.

I looked at Ran Zhu and said cautiously, "Only if we eat hot pot, won't it be a little bad?"

"It's okay, the pork rib soup I made for his dad is not lower than ours, and he won't say anything. Ran Zhu said calmly.

Hearing Ran Zhu say this, I happily put my things in the kitchen.

When I came out of the kitchen, I happened to meet Lin Jihan's father coming out of the room in a wheelchair, I looked at him and said politely, "Uncle, how are you feeling lately, I'll buy something and eat some hot pot together for a while, right?"

"No, Shu Ran stewed pork rib soup for me just now, I'm already full, you two eat, by the way, I heard Shu Ran say that you graduated from graduate school, and you still stay in school to teach after that?"

"Well, yes, Shu Ran and I will be colleagues in the future. "I can't stop laughing when I think about it.

"Well, that's fine, you can also take care of each other in the future, it's not easy for you, okay, you two talk, I'll come out and get something, and I'll rest when it's over." Lin Jihan's father came to the coffee table and picked up a copy of "Three Kingdoms" on the coffee table and put it on his lap.

I hurriedly reached out to push his wheelchair, and Lin Jihan's father waved his hand at me and said, "I can do it myself, you go and do your job." ”

"Uh-huh, good night to that uncle. I said with a smile.

Ran Zhu came out of the toilet, hurriedly walked to Lin Jihan's father and whispered, "Dad, Jihan and Juice are going to spend the night outside today, if you have anything at night, call me." ”

"It's okay, you two have fun, my legs are a little conscious now, Ji Han next to the bed has handrails for me, I can get in and out of bed by myself, don't worry." ”

"Then I'll push you back to your room. ”

"No, you go and accompany Shizuko, I can do it myself. ”

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"Hey, have a drink today?" Ran Zhu asked, looking at me with raised eyebrows.

"No, I'm quitting. I said with a smile.

"Okay, then I won't drink it anymore, I can't hurt my stomach when I'm older. Ran Zhu sighed and put aside the red wine she had brought.

"But celebration, celebration, you have to clink glasses, right?" Ran Zhu continued without giving up.

"Drink water, you can clink glasses when you drink water, isn't it just to listen to the sound of glass, drink water." I said with a smile.

Ranzhu shrugged, then got up to get the cup and kettle.

I'm busy putting everything in the pot.

"Come, I wish our Shizuko a smooth graduation, and then a smooth stay to teach!" said Ran Zhu raised his glass and looked at me with a smile on his face.

I also quickly raised the water glass in front of me and touched it, and said happily, "Thank you, I wish us all better and better in the future." ”

"I wish Shizuko to get married soon!"

"Yes, I wish I get married soon!" I said after thinking about it.

"By the way, when are you going to take office?" Ran Zhu fished a piece of fat cow from the pot and hurriedly stuffed it into his mouth.

"The next semester starts. I replied briefly.

"Well, Mr. Liang, we will be colleagues in the future. Ran Zhu looked at me and said seriously.

"Teacher Xu, please take care of me at school in the future. I sat up straight, and I got serious like Ran Zhu.

"Well, that's for sure, we old teachers have the responsibility to help new teachers adapt to the environment as soon as possible, if you don't understand, you can come to me at any time, as long as I know, I must know everything. ”

Looking at Ran Zhu's old-fashioned appearance, I couldn't help but laugh.

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When I returned to my house in the evening, I put a stick of incense on my parents and told them the good news.

"Dad, Mom, I graduated from graduate school, and today Professor Li Xue told me that she recommended me to the school, which means that in a few months, I will be a university teacher.

Dad, I didn't embarrass you, don't worry, I will definitely live a good life. ”

After reporting the good news to my parents, I went back to my room and took out the small box from the bedside table that contained my past with Zhang Bei.

I took out Zhang Bei's ring from it, I took my own ring off my neck, and I put the two rings together.

I looked at the ring and smiled and said, "Zhang Bei, I quit smoking and drinking, and I graduated from graduate school, and I still stayed in school to teach, do you think I'm very good?"

I will live a good life, you can rest assured that I will live a good life. ”

After saying this, I kissed him deeply on the ring, and then I put the two rings together in the box.

In that box were the wallet that Zhang Bei had given me, the bracelet he bought for me later, and the ticket stub from our first movie, a photo of us when we were young, and the only photo of us together.

It all seemed to be the time to pass, and now I seemed to be able to let go of my deep love for him. Reliving the scene we had together before, I found that my heart was not uncomfortable to death, and there seemed to be a warm current in my heart swimming back and forth in my body.

It filled me with strength.

When you love someone to the extreme, you will find that you and that person have become one, although you are not together, but you will no longer feel lonely, no longer feel sad, because you are him, he is you.

Zhang Bei is my youth, and I am very grateful to God for allowing me to meet him in my best years.

Although I was not perfect at that time, I had the greatest courage in my life.

I can love someone without fear, I can love someone with all my heart.

I can be coquettish in front of him, and I can always be a child without growing up.

Thinking back to the craziest things I have ever done in my life, it seems to have something to do with him, taking the train alone to find him, sleeping on the street for the first time, entering the public security bureau for the first time, smoking for the first time, drinking for the first time......

In everyone's youth, they have done some stupid things to a greater or lesser extent, not stupid or youthful, may be the best sentence to describe youth, right?

When the cloudy days pass, the sunny days will always come, it will bring you sunshine, it will bring you hope.

The sun will shine through the barriers to your heart, and your world will no longer be dark.

Letting go does not mean forgetting, I let go, I haven't forgotten, it is precisely because I haven't forgotten that I will live a better life, with his expectations for a better life.

That's how I started my coaching career, Feng Nianchen still doesn't give up on me, I thought about starting with him, but I don't like it, I don't like it, it has nothing to do with him.

I finally rejected him, I sincerely hope that he can find a good woman and live happily, but that woman must not be me.

Since I decided to start over, I started a blind date, and there were many people in the blind date who made me excited, but after a period of contact, they all ended in failure.

I joked that I might not have arrived.

"Shizuko, are you sure you really let him go?" asked Ran Zhu as he looked at me suspiciously.

"Are you sure, don't you see if I'm going on a blind date now?" I said casually as I flipped through the magazine.

"Of all those excellent men, aren't there any of them that are your dish?" Ran Zhu continued to ask with a look of disbelief.

"I said, I let go of what I let go, I have left my youth in my youth!"