Chapter 191: The Most Terrible Thing
A normal person will faint when he is injured by a huge ** or jīng divine stimulus. But when this kind of stimulation and injury is too heavy, you can't faint even if you want to. At this time, Han Mingjin was in this situation. He wanted to faint as before, but the pain in his heart and head made him more awake than ever...... Cruel sobriety.
"Mingjin, listen to my explanation......" Tiffany anxiously hugged Han Mingjin to say something, Han Mingjin raised his arm and stood up on the floor. His face was pale and his lips were unusually red. However, those smiling eyes still appeared so clearly in front of Yuri: "You...... You know that. ”
Yuri leaned against the window and looked at him intently, "yes." Why is it only me who knows?" Yuri turned her head to look out the window: "Because not only in your eyes, but even by their side, I have always been the object of foil. Singing is not as good as Taeyeon, dancing is not as good as Hyoyeon, cuteness is not as good as Yoona, beauty is not as good as Sika, coquettishness is not as good as Sunny, body is not as good as so-young, and xìng sense is not as good as Pani. Even the innocent and well-behaved are still busy. ”
Yuri lowered her head and smiled: "So this kind of private matter, they are most at ease when they find me." They weren't afraid of what I knew, but they were afraid that the other person would know more. I've always been like this...... It always has been. The women who stared at Yuri were suddenly stunned when they heard Yuri's words. Bow your head and fall silent.
However, Yuri turned her head and suddenly glared at Han Mingjin: "I'm ordinary, I'm a foil, I'm resigned to my fate." I thought that if I didn't care about anyone, I would be less burdened and hurt. Yuri stepped forward and grabbed Han Mingjin's collar and shook it vigorously: "But now you don't even let me go, why do you care less than people." But it hurt me more than anyone else??!! why ??!"
Yuri finally burst into tears. Sitting weakly to the side: "More than a dozen lives, just because of me, all of them are gone." In his twenties, when life has just begun. Just because of me, there is none. Han Mingjin, what do you think of me? Can I still live if you don't die? Can I watch you look so casual and indifferent, and I still stay in the world to endure such torture every day?"
Yuri stopped talking in a daze, but a murmured whisper came to her ears: "I don't dare to sleep anymore." Don't dare. As soon as I closed my eyes, it was the way they smiled at me. They wanted to talk to me, and they were recommended to get an audition for the little horn sè. Now there is none, there is nothing...... No more ......"
At this point, Yuri uttered a lot of similar words and began to speak incoherently. Han Mingjin clutched his chest and looked at Yuri, shook his head and smiled. His voice was a little hoarse: "This ...... Cough. That's what ...... A real poisonous tongue. I still...... Far from it. Scold...... Hehe. Han Mingjin silently turned around and walked towards the door.
At this time, all the women in the house were stunned, and Tiffany was the first to stumble out and chase out of the door. Jessica and Kim Taeyeon looked at the demented yuri, bit their lipes and were silent for a while, and turned to leave her bedroom. When he chased out with the girls again, Han Mingjin was gone, and Tiffany was gone.
If you don't die, I can't live? Han Mingjin didn't go too far, and just got out of the gate of the community, he sat down against the wall. He couldn't go too far, and at this time, the gods were powerless. It's hard to get here. Even when he watched Tiffany run past him, Han Mingjin didn't even have the strength to raise his hand and open his mouth. I just watched her run over sweating profusely.
Should I give it to her first? Han Mingjin closed his eyes gently. That said, Sunny wasn't the first to conceive her own child and the first to lose. Y has, maybe he will find himself to say it tentatively. However, if it were her words, she wouldn't. She never cared about herself, she always cared about him. She knows what to do is best for Han Mingjin, and she won't let Han Mingjin know. If Yuri doesn't say it today, maybe she will hide it for the rest of her life.
"I ...... I didn't mean to. Han Mingjin opened his eyes, and Tiffany's face appeared in front of him. Tears welled up in the corners of his eyes, and his face was already spent. Han Mingjin subconsciously raised his hand to help her wipe it. ffany hurriedly tugged at his hand and put it on his face. Han Mingjin looked at the pedestrians around him, pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Aren't you afraid of being seen?"
Tiffany wiped her tears with Han Mingjin's hand and shook her head stubbornly: "Don't be afraid." Han Mingjin squinted his eyes: "Then why don't you dare to leave the child behind? Don't tell me that you are afraid that it will hurt too much to give birth to a child, and it will not be much better to have an abortion." Tiffany bit her lip. Ban Xiang whispered: "Now there is a painless kind of surgery......
"I rub. Pushing that face away, ffany stepped forward to help Han Mingjin up. The two walked to the park on the side and found a secluded bench to sit down. Han Mingjin watched the couple take a walk with great fascination, and there were children chasing and frolicking.
"I thought it was my recent actions that made you lose faith in me. I didn't expect ...... You didn't believe me in the first place. Tiffany was stunned and hurriedly spoke. ffany paused, not speaking. Looking at Tiffany for a while, Han Mingjin's eyes flashed a trace of gloom: "I'm sorry, I said the wrong thing." I was scolded just now, but I still don't remember it for a long time. ”
Han Mingjin leaned back in his chair and looked up at the sunset slowly setting: "It's me who is too Renxìng." My recklessness, my conceit and arrogance, I never think about what I will gain and what I will lose at the same time. I'm afraid that Sister Taeyeon is pregnant, maybe she is more afraid than me. I'm like a pervert, and it's really possible to drag Sister Xiuyan to bed anytime and anywhere. In fact, she also found a way to cope because she knew me too well. As for you......"
"I'm not afraid of myself, I'm afraid of ...... you" Han Mingjin looked at Tiffany with a stubborn face, and suddenly asked: "Do you believe that I killed the person?" Tiffany was stunned for a moment and did not answer immediately. It wasn't until halfway that he shook his head: "If you say no, then it's not." It's just that Tiffany didn't know that it was such a momentary hesitation that made her regret it for a long time.
Han Mingjin looked at Tiffany in a daze, nodded and smiled: "It's not that you don't believe that I killed someone, but that you believe that I must have my own reasons." Tiffany was silent for a moment, took a breath and looked at Han Mingjin: "I don't ask why, but I believe in you, no matter the past or present...... Or later. "...... later"
Han Mingjin smiled: "Later." Maybe there is no ......" Tiffany was stunned for a moment, and was about to say something, but Han Mingjin suddenly hugged her and gently rubbed her cheek: "Sister Yuri is right." I thought that something like that had happened to Sister Sunny and that I would let Sister Yun'er make amends for her, even if it was the worst sin of my life. But this is only one thing I know, I don't know when it happened to you. I thought it was for your own good to protect you from harm. In fact, it has always been me who has hurt you the most. ”
Han Mingjin looked at this young face, three years older than himself, and only twenty-two years old. But because he has borne such a burden, he doesn't let himself know at all: "People like me ...... Is it still in the future?" Tiffany cried and wrapped her arms around his neck, "Mingjin." Don't think like that, I'm not ......."
Han Mingjin interrupted her with a wave of his hand and took a deep breath. stood up and moved, was silent for a while, turned his head and looked at her with a smile: "Tell Sister Yuri, give me some time...... I'll give her an answer. Without waiting for Tiffany to stand up, Han Mingjin walked away. Gradually, the pace increased, and finally I ran. And disappeared at the exit of the park, disappearing in an instant.
Tiffany had a bad premonition, very bad. Just like Han Mingjin knew that Yuri hated him, Ffany knew that Yuri's words and the matter of himself, Taeyeon, and Jessica hit him a lot today, but he didn't expect it to make him have such a misanthropic thought.
What did he mean by his last words? What answer did he give Yuri? Tiffany secretly hated that she hadn't told him everything in the first place, and if she was in the mood now, even if she was willing to fight him about the child's departure or stay, she would definitely tell him the truth instead of making a decision and taking it away.
Although the process was smooth, there was not a single pain or accident. It's not as thrilling as Sunny was at the beginning. As for why she didn't see that Sunny's abnormality was actually due to pregnancy because she was a person from the past, there was no need to worry about it at this time. Nothing is more important than him.
She hurried to chase after her, but unconsciously stopped. What should I do? Looking back now, every time something happened to him, there was no real place to help him except cry or find someone to be angry. And now if something really happens to him, he is also one of the initiators. What can I do?
Walking on the road in a daze, Ffany was stunned and went in under the security door. However, looking at the window on the third floor, Tiffany's eyes suddenly went cold. He can't do anything, but the person who hurts him can't just let it go. It doesn't matter who it is, even if it's a sister, an older brother, or a father.
She walked resolutely upstairs towards the dormitory. Predictably, even at this time Yuri is a victim because of that stinky boy. But Tiffany didn't intend to let her go. Like he said, this is a poisonous tongue, a real poisonous tongue. It's like tearing open the chest and stabbing the poisonous tongue to the heart.
He only hurts the people close to him, doesn't he?Isn't you, one of his closest Nu Na, also because you know too well and know what to say to hurt him even more?Ignoring Seo Hyun, who opened the door for her, Tiffany slammed the door shut and walked towards Yuri's bedroom with a cold face. For his sake, children don't want to. What are you doing to treat him like this and hurt him??
However, looking at Yuri's blank eyes, reprimanding words, and actions to teach a lesson, Tiffany suddenly lost the interest in proceeding. At this time, all she thought about was Han Mingjin's last few words. He won't ...... What stupid thing to do?(To be continued.) )