Chapter 446: No Regrets
When Liu Jingxin heard these two words, he felt a slight pain in his heart, and that cute and strong girl appeared in front of him again.
obviously didn't want to think about it, but his brain was uncontrollable, and many memories were like a knife, repeatedly cutting Liu Jingxin's fragile nerves, making him unconsciously redden.
When Fang Zhichao saw this scene, he was immediately shocked: "Isn't it? When did it happen? Isn't it good? Because of what?"
Liu Jingxin shook his head, barely squeezed out a smile and said, "We didn't break up, but...... It doesn't feel like a breakup. ”
He didn't want to tell too many people about him and Tong Wenxuan, but in the face of his brother-like Fang Zhichao, he couldn't suppress his desire to talk, and immediately told him and Tong Wenxuan's "five-year covenant".
After hearing this, Fang Zhichao fell into a long silence, and then bowed his head slightly: "She is really a smart girl!"
Liu Jingxin looked at Fang Zhichao suspiciously, not knowing why the other party would have such feelings, instead of comforting him like others.
Fang Zhichao explained: "You see, if Tong Tong really wants to break up with you and say it coldly, it will definitely be difficult for you to accept it. Take five years to cool down your relationship, let you slowly get used to not being there with each other, and then you can easily and completely break off your relationship with just one sentence of 'time has changed everything', and if she doesn't want to break up with you, but can't stand your decision, then she does this, giving you plenty of time to do what you want, and when you stabilize, and then return to your lover status, it's good for both of you, even if you can't avoid missing it, and avoid a lot of useless quarrels. ”
Liu Jingxin was stunned for a while, and asked suspiciously: "Brother Chao, do you think Tong Tong really wants to break up with me, or does he really leave me time to do what I want to do?"
Fang Zhichao spread his hands and said: "I don't know about this, and even I suspect that even Tong Tong himself hasn't thought about it yet." This problem can only be solved in time. ”
Speaking of this, Fang Zhichao's brows furrowed again: "Respectfully, I really want to talk to you about something." You see, it's true that you like music, and it's true that you want to write music with soul. But why do we have to go outside? People in our country live busy and comfortable lives, and they don't care much about what the outside world is like. Isn't it thankless and contrary to your original intention that you ran out at risk, and what you wrote in the end was not recognized? Didn't you always say that you wanted more people to hear your voice? I think it's very meaningless for you to insist like this!"
Liu Jingxin sighed: "Maybe." During the period since Zhen Youcai's resignation, I have also thought a lot......"
"Wait. Fang Zhichao was a little confused: "What's the situation? Zhen Youcai resigned?"
Liu Jingxin smiled bitterly: "More than that, our agent Sister Xin, you know, right?"
Fang Zhichao nodded and said, "Well, the female devil, I've heard others mention it." But it seems that she is quite indulgent to you. ”
"It's tolerance, not connivance. Liu Jingxin immediately corrected it bitingly, and then continued: "She also made it clear to me that she will leave when this season of "Rock Night" is finished. ”
Fang Zhichao said thoughtfully: "What she means by this is to take you for the last year." ”
Liu Jingxin explained: "It's not a year, maybe it's two or three months. Our band is going to go out with Liu Chengnan in the second half of the year to record the third season of "Looking for the Horizon......"
Fang Zhichao interrupted while rubbing his temples with his head down: "Respectfully, wait a minute, your amount of information is too much, I am a little dizzy when I hear it." Why did you get together with Yoo Seong-nam again? Also, didn't "Rock Night" start recording in the second half of the year?"
Since coming back after the year, Liu Jingxin has indeed experienced too many things, and he really can't explain it clearly in three words.
But Liu Jingxin didn't have anything to do today, and he came here to talk to Fang Zhichao, so he slowly told what happened in the next two or three months from beginning to end.
Many people's lives are actually very monotonous, trance is a lifetime, and when you look back, you will find that what you did years ago or even decades ago is not much different from what you do now.
Some people say that it is called dedication, that is called dedication, professionalism, and love.
But there will always be some people who want their lives to be colorful, even vigorous.
Fang Zhichao listened to Liu Jingxin's gentle narration, obviously he didn't hear much rhetoric, and he didn't see Liu Jingxin's painting and dancing, but he felt a great shock.
In just two or three months, Liu Jingxin has experienced so many things, first walked out bravely, and then faced life and death tests, but finally ushered in the departure of the people around him one by one.
After Liu Jingxin finished speaking, Fang Zhichao realized that he had unknowingly smoked half a pack of cigarettes, and his palms were full of sweat.
"Respectfully, in fact, you are really lucky!" Fang Zhichao said with a serious expression.
"How do you say it?" Liu Jingxin smiled bitterly: "I don't know why, I have a hunch that I am quite stupid, and I also feel very pessimistic about the future." ”
Fang Zhichao said with mixed feelings: "No matter what you are going through now, there are four people around you who have been with you all the time, no matter where you go, they are willing to go with you, no matter what you decide, they all agree unconditionally." To be honest, I envy you very much, and I also want to have such a brother! I don't need four, as long as there is one, my life will be worth it. ”
Liu Jingxin was stunned, and his heart was beating "thump".
Yes, he thought he had lost everything, but he forgot that his greatest treasure was always by his side, always with him, and never left.
I pondered for a long, long time, as long as a century had passed.
Finally, Liu Jingxin showed a long-lost smile: "Brother Chao, thank you, I understand!"
Fang Zhichao shook his head and said, "No! You don't understand! What you are thinking about now must be how to cherish Zhang Xun and the four of them, and you must have ignored the most important point." ”
"What do you mean?" asked Liu Jingxin hurriedly.
Fang Zhichao said: "In fact, what Zhang Xun and they want to see most is that you can stick to your heart and stick to your own path, and it will always be Liu Jingxin, not anyone else!"
"Hmm!" Liu Jingxin nodded heavily, the haze in his heart slowly dispersed, and finally a long-lost light appeared.
By the time Liu Jingxin left D-Fly, it was already dark. He originally wanted to invite Fang Zhichao for a drink, and wanted to talk to Fang Zhichao more. But Fang Zhichao still has classes to attend, so he can only regretfully refuse.
When he came, Liu Jing's confidence was low, his spirit was a little trance, and the people around him left one after another, which had too much impact on him.
But as he walked, he walked like a fly, and his eyes were firm again.
Because, no regrets!