Chapter 395: After the Mission is Over
With a heavy heart, Gu Sheng returned to his residence.
At this moment, it is already two o'clock in the morning.
Xiaobao had several sweet dreams in his sleep, snorted happily several times, turned around and fell asleep again.
Gu Sheng walked into the bathroom lightly, for fear of waking up Xiaobao who was asleep.
Although he didn't kill himself, Jack's death was only a matter of time.
But walking over the pile of corpses, Gu Sheng was inevitably stained with a pile of blood, and now it gradually dried up into a few dark red blood clots, which were particularly obvious on her clothes.
After washing her clothes several times with shower gel, Gu Sheng's delicate skin had begun to redden, and she didn't walk out of the bathroom until she could no longer smell any blood.
I threw all the clothes I wore on today's mission into the trash.
It was a terrible night.
Gu Sheng didn't fall asleep, her mind was full of what she looked like when she met Lu Yuchen just now, she looked cleaner and neater than before, and her newly shaved hairstyle looked even more energetic, but what did he think in his heart?
Seeing himself, what kind of mood did Lu Yuchen have?
Is it to see the person who fled the scene to protect his life, standing in front of him alive again, and feeling very guilty?
Or is it very happy to see that Gu Sheng has a lost and regained mentality?
Gu Sheng naturally didn't know, and she didn't even know why she had to guess what the mood of the man who had become a thing of the past was feeling.
She knew she hadn't let go of that relationship.
It's too intense, it's too memorable.
Even on the small bed beside him, there is a blood relationship that belongs to him in a part of his life.
This is the ambiguous relationship between the two of them.
Gu Sheng glanced at Xiaobao, the more this child grows up, the more he looks like Lu Yuchen......
Originally, she didn't want to spend too much time on Lu Yuchen, but Gu Sheng had no way to restrain her feelings, the more she didn't let herself think about Lu Yuchen, but the past became clearer and clearer, as if she was against her.
"It's been a long time...... Long time no see......"
Gu Sheng muttered a few words in a low voice, her hands were rubbing together repeatedly, she didn't know why, her heart was a little uneasy.
What is the state of the two of them now?
Why did he still give Lu Yuchen as an antidote in that situation, when he could leave at any time, but he wanted to ......
I just want to save him.
It was Lu Yuchen who didn't save himself at the beginning, why couldn't he be like him, and left immediately.
Gu Sheng tried to think about what kind of mood he would be in now, if he hadn't given Lu Yuchen the antidote.
Is it the same as the original Lu Yuchen, remorse, sadness, self-blame, and powerlessness?
But something has happened, so Gu Sheng won't think too much about what didn't happen, it's a fact that he saved Lu Yuchen, maybe because he didn't threaten his life, so he was willing to save that person.
Even if he found a lot of excuses to excuse Lu Yuchen, even at the rational level, Gu Sheng knew that the choice he had made was normal, and it was almost a choice that most people would make.
However, Gu Sheng's emotional level will not.
Growing up under the care of his grandmother since he was a child, Gu Sheng is used to the kind of unconditional love.
Those children who grow up under the irrigation of too pure feelings have an unexplained longing for love, and they may be willing to give their sincerity if they have to dig out their hearts and lungs.
At the beginning, Gu Sheng liked Lu Yuchen the most, that is, he stood on his side unconditionally, and was willing to give himself his straightforward love, almost domineering love, there was a copy of his confession.
It was this confession that made Gu Sheng finally accept this man.
But now, maybe it really doesn't work.
Gu Sheng hooked the corners of his mouth helplessly, what can be said intellectually, as long as it involves feelings, it just can't work.
Maybe it's because he asks too much, maybe everyone is actually an ordinary person, maybe there is very little love in the world, so in the end, Gu Sheng can only tell himself, so be it.
That's it, it's already happened anyway, and it's yourself who is struggling to hold on to the past.
That's it, I've decided to live alone, so why so much trouble.
The night was already very late, but Gu Sheng still didn't feel sleepy at the moment, her feelings were tormenting her, and her mental pain was over and over again.
When he first entered the Ghost League, Gu Sheng dreamed of Lu Yuchen from time to time, and every time he shouted his name loudly in the explosion, but he finally left.
Gu Sheng didn't wait for her lover.
That time, Gu Sheng chose not to have that lover.
The past let it pass, the present and the future are their own lives, no one wants to grasp the memories to live, not to mention that Gu Sheng himself is not such a person.
Eventually, she gave up struggling with her parts of herself and lay down on the bed, forcing herself to fall asleep, though she didn't feel sleepy at all.
On the other hand, Lu Yuchen is not like Gu Sheng.
Although he didn't know why Gu Sheng showed such a cold side to himself, he just boiled it down to maybe he hadn't seen each other for too long, and he didn't react when he was shocked.
After all, he was still on a mission, and he was poisoned.
Gu Sheng is in the Ghost League, and he is on Wuji Island, these two organizations are mortal enemies, and they must not have too much intersection, otherwise I don't know what disputes will arise within the organization.
This excuse is very far-fetched, but it is the only excuse that Lu Yuchen can find to make himself feel at ease.
It's just that Lu Yuchen himself believes how much he believes, he knows it in his heart.
After returning to Wuji Island, Messi actually met him in person.
"I heard that you killed Jack with your own hands?"
Messi finally had a smile on her face, the man was finally eradicated, and her heart was a little more comfortable.
Although she is not a big enemy, she is just a person who has survived until now, a former friend who lives by selling intelligence, she is very despised.
"Sort of. ”
Lu Yuchen only answered Messi's question vaguely, and did not intend to make it clear.
But here Wuji Island already knows that the killer sent by the Ghost Alliance this time is Lu Yuchen's girlfriend Gu Sheng, that woman once made Wuji Island lose billions of property, if it weren't for the fact that Ghost Island valued this woman very much and almost didn't let her out, Wuji Island would have sent a killer to solve this woman who was in the way.
Messi sat down, playing with his nails, and seemingly inadvertently mentioned the person in Lu Yuchen's heart: "I heard, you met Gu Sheng?"
In this regard, Lu Yuchen naturally did not lie, anyway, he also knew that there was a lot of information about this group of monsters on Wuji Island, and he didn't know where it came from.
"Yes. ”
replied simply, Lu Yuchen naturally knew Messi's dissatisfaction with Gu Sheng, since the last time he was pressed to see her video, he knew that Wuji Island had listed Gu Sheng as a key target.
The reason why Lu Yuchen was not in a hurry was simply because he felt that the Ghost League would attach importance to Gu Sheng, and with her ability, she could still protect herself.
It's just that there is still a certain danger that his woman is being targeted by others, and Lu Yuchen is naturally not very satisfied, but at the moment, he can only wait for the opportunity, and he can't eradicate Wuji Island at once to prevent future troubles.
Messi's reaction when she saw Lu Yuchen was what she expected.
"You also know that your little girlfriend has caused a lot of trouble to our Wuji Island, what do you say we are going to do with her?"
"This time, Jack died at my hands, so many killers from other organizations, do you have to stare at Gu Sheng?"
Lu Yuchen was obviously a little displeased, the last time Wuji Island wanted to attack Gu Sheng, it was still understandable, after all, he lost so much money.
But this time, Messi mentioned Gu Sheng for no reason, not to mention that she didn't do anything, but she also completed the task like the killers of other organizations, so it was a little strange to have to involve her.
"Is this the attitude you have when talking to me?"
Messi did not answer Lu Yuchen's question head-on, but changed his conversation to this level.
Lu Yuchen smiled, obviously disdainful of what Messi said, he felt very disgusted with everyone in Wuji Island from the beginning to the present, how could he be convinced.
Even if the plan was going on, Lu Yuchen didn't think about having even a little respect for these people.
Glancing at Messi, Lu Yuchen replied stiffly: "That's what I say." ”
"Heh, I see that you have been on Wuji Island for so long, everyone is polite to you, you really think you can control the power, don't you?!"
Hearing this, Lu Yuchen finally raised his head: "From the beginning to the present, I don't have any interest in Wuji Island, if the mission fails this time, you can punish me." However, after I killed Jack, I got involved with Gu Sheng, who has nothing to do with this matter, what kind of idea do you have in mind, I don't know, but you didn't give me respect, how can I give you respect?"
When Messi heard this, he also completely pulled down his face.
She naturally knew that the reason why she mentioned Gu Sheng today was to start with Lu Yuchen's body and see if she could get something.
But I didn't expect that this would actually anger Lu Yuchen, and looking at his appearance, I felt that it was very reasonable.
After so many years on Wuji Island, Messi is naturally respected by everyone, and it is the first time that such a person has spoken so unpolitely, which makes her very angry.
"Respect, heh, Lu Yuchen, where do you think you are? This is Wuji Island, but it's not the China you miss. Just because you're capable doesn't mean you can do whatever you want. ”