Defeated
In the past few years, after studying in high school, most of her abilities are similar to her, and she has gradually become ordinary as an ordinary person. She thought that if she studied science, her terrible brain would not be able to compete with physics and chemistry. So she chose the liberal arts, thinking that she would rather tamper with history than be the penultimate in science.
So she became a liberal arts student with honor. But the grades are also mediocre and average. But she reads every day, and when she comes back in the evening, she even runs to the toilet to read because she is worried about affecting her classmates' rest. In her senior year of high school, she still remembers the smell of the toilet vividly. Even the toilet was a little repulsive.
She only scored 489 points in the college entrance examination, a liberal arts student. What does 489 mean? It means that there is no good college to read. A score of 551 is the first one, but the scores of this year's liberal arts students are basically above 500. So she ranked a little bit after 20,000 in the province in a trance. There are only 40,000 liberal arts students. What a concept that is. It means the nominal Ben 2, the actual Ben 3. Even the good Bensan doesn't want you. But these are all later words, she originally thought that 489 points were very good, at least the second tangent line was passed.
Until she filled in the application, all the schools she filled in didn't want her, and she was looking through the previous admission letter materials and even the liberal arts schools with this score were about to become extinct. She's really broken. It's really a failure, she hates her garbage.
The family is poor, the people are not good-looking, there is no mine at home, and there is no particularly rich boyfriend to cover. I don't know what I'm happy about when I'm stupid and has more than 400 points. She thought to herself. She has always been a very proud girl, she doesn't reject girls with poor grades, but after she rejects herself as inferior to others, even the only pride that works so hard is completely lost. She's really unwilling.
So she buried all the leeway, and she refused all about whether to obey the adjustment or not. Her dad followed the advice of others. Let her consider going to college. "What? Tell me to go to junior college! You asked me to go to junior college for a person who had passed the second and twenty points of Ben 2!" she was furious. Yes. Can she only go to college with her efforts?
Her father said, "You're always arrogant. We can't just choose a university. But you have a score of more than 400 points. You can read any kind of junior college. It's a big deal. She laughed angrily: "I don't think I have any good self-control. After graduating from junior college, I can still keep my original intention, and I may indulge in too much of a good life and be reluctant to work too hard. "That's your life, too. ”