Chapter 20: One Corpse, Two Lives
I jerked my hand back, "Third brother, why are you here?"
"I'm coming to see you, are you going home with me?" Jin Qing continued to look around the room, his voice filled with pity, "Why do you live like this?"
I shook my head, "Third brother, there's nothing wrong with me living like this." Before Kiki got sick, we were happy. You don't have to worry about me. ”
Yes, before Kiki got sick, we were very happy.
"How could I not be worried?" Jin Qing said in a tone of pity, "How did you suffer so much when you were a child." ”
Actually, the life of the Jin family does not belong to me, maybe I should have lived like this since I was a child, then, now I will definitely not have such an encounter now.
So, what doesn't belong to me, I don't want, and I can't want it.
So I said, "Third brother, I'm really doing well." This is my life, I live a very fulfilling life, and when Kiki gets better, we will leave Marina City, and we will live well. ”
"Sien?" Jin Qing looked at me, and said in a questioning tone for a moment, "You are in Binhai City, do you want to conceive another second brother's child?
I was silent, acquiescing.
Jin Qing sighed and said, "This matter is actually quite difficult to do, the incident at that time was too tragic...... Tang Xuening, she actually ......"
Thinking of Tang Xuening's tragic death in a pool of blood, Jin Feng's helpless roar and tears, my heart throbbed.
For so many years, he has not forgotten Tang Xuening for a moment, and every year on Tang Xuening's death day, he will accompany her grave all day.
Come to think of it, Tang Xuening's death day is coming again.
"Sien, do you know why the second brother suddenly wanted to marry Tang Xuening back then?" Jin Qing sat on the stool and said to me.
"Why?" I looked at him quizzically.
Isn't there anything strange about getting married? Isn't getting married like meeting someone you really love?
Could there be something else going on?
"Because Tang Xuening is pregnant. At that time, it was actually a corpse with two lives, but after all, he was not married, and his family blocked the news. Jin Qing looked at me.
It was as if something had stung me in my heart, and I felt a dull ache.
In the final analysis, I was wrong, Jin Feng hated me and blamed me, right.
If it weren't for me, their children would be as old as Kiki now, right?
It turned out that I killed not one, but two. died at the same time, as well as Jin Feng's heart!
I laughed desperately, and if I counted, did I kill his wife and children? There is not much difference between him and his family ruined! Therefore, if he didn't strangle me with his own hands, is he already soft on me?
I gradually lost my mind, Jin Qing stared at me at a loss, and said:
"Sien, so, if you want to conceive another second brother's child, I'm afraid it's a little difficult. I don't think you'd better go to him again, or you'll be the one who gets hurt. ”
Then he handed me a bank card and said to me: "You can take this card, buy some nutritional products for your children, and don't treat yourself badly." ”
"No, no, no," I hurriedly shook my head, "Third brother, you have already helped me pay for Qiqi's treatment, and I will pay you back that money later, now you really don't have to give me any more money, thank you." ”
"Why do you see the outside like this? If you don't take this money, I won't be at ease when I leave. Jin Qing frowned and looked at me.
I excused myself for a while, and Jin Qing could be regarded as taking the card back, but he looked very unhappy.
"Sien, I'll go first, there is a meeting at Darun tonight, and I have to attend too, so I won't accompany you. After Jin Qing said this, he left the house.
It turned out that Tang Xuening was pregnant at that time! It turned out that it was one corpse and two lives......
So Jin Feng will never forgive me for the rest of his life, and in the end, he still won't help me, but what should Qiqi do?
I was anxious and went to the hospital at night, the lights in the ICU were on all night, I leaned on the glass at the door and saw Kiki crying in the intensive care room, silently, his back to the ICU door, his little shoulders trembling.
Leukemia can cause pain in all organs and organs, including bones. In fact, Qiqi does not often express this pain in front of me.
If there is a bone marrow transplant or umbilical cord blood extraction hematopoietic stem cell transplant from a compatriot, there is almost a 90% cure rate!
My heart was broken, and I swore to myself that I must get cord blood, as soon as possible, and that I must free Kiki from this pain.
At this moment, the doctor came to the ward, holding Qiqi's blood analysis chart in his hand, and when he saw that I was there, he said to me: "Qiqi's mother, I was about to look for you, Qiqi now has a very low number of platelets, and there are platelet abnormalities, coagulation dysfunction, although the previous lung bleeding has been controlled, but the phenomenon still exists, if you don't do a transplant soon, I'm afraid it will ......."
My face turned pale with fright, "Doctor, please treat Kiki well, and wait for him to have a bone marrow or hematopoietic stem cell transplant." ”
"Well, you also have to hurry up and mobilize your relatives over there, you can't delay it any longer!" the doctor nodded.
After the doctor left, I suddenly had a plan in my mind.
So I immediately turned back home, rummaged through the cabinets and found a dress from five years ago, which was given to me by Tang Xuening!
At that time, she bought two identical ones, and said to me with a smile: "Sien, we wear the same dress, will we look like twins?"
Later, she wore that skirt and played with flowers and plants in the garden with Jin Feng, and the wind lifted the corners of her skirt, so beautiful......
I looked at the skirt in a daze, and immediately put it on my body, and then put my hair down, and wore a shawl with straight long hair. If you don't look carefully at her appearance, she really looks a bit like Tang Xuening.
Half an hour later, I stood outside the Darun Group Building, looking up at the 30-storey building, I don't know if Jin Feng is inside, but I must find him!