Chapter 121: The Changeable Heart (I) - Section 238
238 The Three Haves of the World
-Caiyue's Beijing Villa-
March 17th
0:06 a.m
Xiuxiang drove cautiously.
A moment ago, he was still in front of Minshuo's villa, trembling, trembling, afraid of being discovered by this person, afraid of being discovered by that person, but after it was determined that he was going to withdraw, he rushed home in the next second, Xiuxiang calculated the time, this way home, no more than 2 minutes, if every office worker's road to work can be so short, how good it would be.
According to Hideka's character, if it is a daily movement, she likes to walk more than crowd the subway in a car. However, now, in order to cover her identity, the car is a kind of existence that makes her feel at ease, driving the car is always like holding an invisible umbrella, making Xiuxiang think that she has learned to escape, and the moment she enters the car, she suddenly feels very safe.
Xiuxiang has always been willing to take care of Caiyue, "Caiyue is home, right?" Xiuxiang thought.
Now Caiyue's identity has changed from "best friend" to sister, but it is still the same for Xiuxiang. I don't know if she wants to eat something, but she just made bread.
If Caiyue is hungry now, you can also eat some bread, and I also bought jam in the refrigerator, and the bread is dipped in jam, which is also a good combination, and drinking some hot water is equal to half a breakfast.
Or, because she insisted on losing weight because it was too late and didn't want to eat, Xiuxiang planned to get her some yogurt and fruit to satisfy her hunger.
After parking the car, Xiuxiang took two bags of "observation" equipment and walked in the direction of the hall.
The mottled shadow of the tree in front of the house shone on the window, and a hint of faint reflection also touched Xiuxiang's heart, "Did he see me?" Chen Tao, who passed by just now, didn't know if she could see herself clearly, she was a little worried.
The sound of Xiuxiang opening the door was particularly harsh in the empty villa, she had passed the most sleepy period, and now she was very energetic.
With a "crunch" not very elegant sound echoing in the cold wind of the midnight, Xiuxiang had already entered the confines of "home", Xiuxiang opened the door of the villa, the first floor was very dark, but a trace of warm light shot out from the corner.
Xiuxiang immediately turned on the light in the hall, the bread was still drying on the wooden board, no one moved, she took off her coat, she didn't even take off the mask, stuffed her mobile phone into her clothes pocket, quickly washed her hands, took out a cutter and cut the bread into 4 large slices, and cut it into 8 small halves, she took out a plate, put a small slice of bread, and tiptoed towards Caiyue's room.
"It's the middle of the night, I'm afraid I'm asleep, right?" Xiuxiang thought, it was so late that she either fell asleep early, or she didn't come back at all, so she must be one of them.
Caiyue's room was dark, Xiuxiang gradually slowed down at the door, hesitated for a while, slowly and gently pushed the door, she didn't dare to go in, and quickly exited.
Xiuxiang is not very familiar with the layout of the room, looking at the place where the lights are on, she guesses that it should be an empty room, but she doesn't know what the lights are turned on for, so she doesn't plan to turn off the lights, there are not a few electricity bills for turning on the lights overnight, but if the lights are turned on for a purpose, she may be self-defeating.
Xiuxiang just moved in, and she also wanted to hide it, afraid that if she made a mistake and embarrassed everyone, it was better to be careful, and when she figured out the purpose of each room, she would be able to deal with various situations more handily in the future.
She was too worried, Caiyue didn't care about these things more than she imagined, there was no so-called embarrassment, if she was embarrassed, it was also Caiyue's own embarrassment.
Hideka returned to the kitchen, put the bread away in the refrigerator, sorted out the dishes, turned off the lights on the first floor, and went upstairs gently.
The second floor is Xiuxiang's room, the door is gently closed, Xiuxiang pushes the door open, turns on the light, "This is?" Xiuxiang was surprised.
Lying on the bed, it seems, is himself.
"Me, see another me?"
Xiuxiang reluctantly took a small step forward and looked carefully, indeed, the one lying on the bed was really herself, she seemed to be looking in the mirror, it was herself, and she was exhausted, oh!
"It must be exhausted, really exhausted. Xiuxiang thought that it was so strange to see herself, if she hadn't experienced the crossing, she might have felt that her soul was out of her body, and she wanted to pat her face and pinch her arm.
Of course, Hideka knows that there are two possibilities, excluding one unreasonable possibility (which is an illusion), and there is only one possibility left, that is, time has gone back to the past, and she has traveled again.
Xiuxiang touched it, it was soft and warm.
This lying Xiuxiang, Xiuxiang who is sleeping so much, is a real existence, but she sleeps so hard that she won't wake up at all, and now Xiuxiang knows that the woman in the bed is herself on March 12.
Yes, there is only one possibility, she only slept in this house one night, that was March 12, that night she was very tired after packing her things, she went to bed early, and she slept very dead, even if she was carried away, she probably didn't know.
She saw herself, and she felt that it was not herself. It was as if she was looking at the window now, and it was as if she were only looking at the window of the past.
She didn't know who to tell this ambivalence of "feeling as if she was herself and not herself". Is the traversing self the one who has returned to the past?
Hideka fell into a kind of self-doubt, "Which one is the real me?"
"On that past day, there was a me. And now I have crossed over and back, so that I have a second me. And today, with me lying on the bed, the third me, not to mention the three mes, the two mes now, how can they coexist?"
"Maybe from the beginning, I've changed, so I'm who I am and I'm not me. Even if we use the same body, we are already different souls, which of these three selves is the real me......"
The more she thought about which was her real self, the more Xiuxiang had a feeling of not being able to breathe, and she rushed out and ran to the yard.