"When I was a child, I always wanted to be close to her, close to this Ms. Lin Ruoya, but she never had my presence in her eyes, only her flowers and plants, her pets, in front of her, I was not even as good as a dog. Lin Xicheng recalled Lin Ruoya's indifference, and he was still uneasy, he hated Lin Ruoya, hated Lin Ruoya's indifference, hated her for not caring, since he didn't care about him, why did he give birth to him, why didn't he kill him and kill him?

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at Lin Xicheng quietly and did not interrupt him, she understood that he just needed a listener.

Lin Xicheng continued to recall, as if this is the only way to prove that he existed, "I don't remember when I was by Zhang Licheng's side, how Zhang Licheng treated me, the clearest person in my memory, the clearest memory of my father, are all Zhou Ming's, Zhou Ming is very good to me, will take me to play, will spend time with me, listen to my voice, as long as it is what I want, he will achieve it for me, my favorite is to ride his neck to go out to play." ”

"In the eyes of others, I should be happy, because I have a very gentle father, who is very kind to me and takes good care of me, even when I was ten years old, I had to accompany him to go to the toilet and wear shoes. But I was still very lonely, because when my father and I were laughing and playing, Ms. Lin Ruoya always looked on coldly and ignored us at all, no matter what I said or did, she didn't care. ”

"I don't understand what all this is for, am I not her son, why can other people's mothers be so gentle, so considerate, but my mother is as cold as ice, giving all her enthusiasm to those flowers and plants that can't cry or scream, giving all her care to those cats and dogs, but ignoring me? When I have a fever, my father accompanies me, my grandmother takes care of me, and my grandfather will guard me, for fear that I will have a case. I advised myself to be grateful, because I already had a lot of people who loved me, but I was never satisfied. ”

"What I want is Ms. Lin Ruoya's concern from beginning to end, even if it is because of my naughtiness that I get her attention or two, I am happy. But she didn't care about me at all, whether I was smart or mischievous, she just looked at me coldly, as if I was a stranger, a lowly and pitiful clown, doing burlesque. ”

"I thought that my mother was just a stranger to me, she didn't care about me and didn't love me, but at least I still had a father, and a father who was willing to give everything for me. But her father died, and on the day he died, Ms. Lin Ruoya also had an affair with others, why was she so cruel, why did she refuse to give a little hope to those who loved her? And why was she so self-loving, self-respecting, maneuvering among many men, and not caring for the reputation of the Lin family? Did she ever know what kind of harm her actions had brought to me, making me almost want to commit suicide. ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang's eyes widened, Lin Xicheng actually had the idea of suicide? What kind of indifference can Lin Ruoya force a child to want to commit suicide, and what kind of environment makes such a crazy and paranoid Lin Xicheng?

Lin Xicheng hugged Zhang Xiaoqiang tightly and smelled the fragrance on Zhang Xiaoqiang's body, "I hate her, I hate this indifferent and selfish woman, but I hate Zhang Licheng even more, if it weren't for Zhang Licheng betraying her and betraying our family, how could Ms. Lin Ruoya become indifferent and didn't even bother to look at me, just because I am Zhang Licheng's son and the blood of a traitor." I want to see what Zhang Licheng is like, and I want to see if he is happy or miserable after betraying us, but I am disappointed, he is very happy, really, it is the happiness I want. ”

"Even if he is just a snack bar owner, even if he is no longer faced, greasy, and obscene, he is still happy, he has a cherished wife, and he also has a daughter who loves jewelry, and his family of three is complete, happy and happy, and can no longer tolerate anyone. And I, I'm just a stranger, a man who has to be isolated, because he can't allow his family to be disturbed by me, and he doesn't want me to ruin his happiness. ”

"Oh, how ridiculous, a traitor, but can have the happiness I want, a traitor, but can live a plain and warm life, and I, I have nothing. What I originally had, I lost it, and what I have been looking forward to can only be extravagant, and you, you were born with the most complete love from your parents, and you can make them feel distressed for a long time if you fall, I had a high fever and suffered all night, and in the end it was just Ms. Lin Ruoya's fluttering sentence 'It's good if you don't die', why, why can you live happily, and I, I can only watch?"

"For Zhang Licheng, what kind of existence do I have, is it his shame, or his burden? He, like Ms. Lin Ruoya, doesn't want to have anything to do with me, even if he gives me an extra look, it's a burden, just because he is afraid that I will ruin the life of the Zhang family, his home, can't be disturbed by a stranger, the best ending is that I will never appear in front of him, and he will never appear in front of me, just a stranger. ”

"Zhang Xiaoqiang, how lucky you are, you have a father who spoils you, you have a mother who loves you, I have nothing, even the last hope has been taken away by God, heh......" Lin Xicheng's face became more and more hideous, hugging Zhang Xiaoqiang tighter and tighter, Zhang Xiaoqiang was almost unable to breathe, and struggled desperately, but Lin Xicheng had no intention of letting go. Zhang Xiaoqiang was shocked in his heart, could it be that Lin Xicheng was going to cover her to death, a pervert!

Zhang Xiaoqiang struggled more and more desperately, punched and kicked, and finally didn't know where it hit him, telling him to let go of his hand, Zhang Xiaoqiang took the opportunity to roll to the ground, and after rolling a few laps, he stood up, moved his wrist, rubbed his face, confirmed that he was not strangled by Lin Xicheng, took a deep breath, and said: "It turns out that you hate me because I got the complete love of my parents, and you hate me because I am happier than you?"

Lin Xicheng stared at Zhang Xiaoqiang like a poisonous snake, and Zhang Xiaoqiang met his gaze without fear, "You are simply insane!" Back then, who can tell you clearly, you are just hearsay, but you believe that it must be my father who is sorry for you, and calls my mother a third party, blindly hating us, but if you come to take revenge openly, I still respect you as a man, but you approach me with such despicable means, deceive me, play with me, and only tell me in the end, you are my brother, don't you feel disgusted, we are brothers and sisters!"

"Disgusting? No, I don't feel disgusting at all, I enjoy this feeling very much, because you are in pain, Zhang Licheng will feel pain, isn't it you who cares about you the most, then I will use you to defeat him, his proudest daughter is just a fool who has been deceived and played with and ruthlessly abandoned by others. Lin Xicheng smiled happily, but this smile was mixed with a bit of bitterness, bitterness that even he didn't know.

"I'm a fool to believe your nonsense, but if I'm smarter, you'll be the one to be played. Zhang Xiaoqiang smiled bitterly, and when Lin Xicheng wanted to say something, he said loudly: "I don't care where you heard that my father betrayed your mother and betrayed your family, but I believe that what happened back then was never as simple as you said, because I trusted my father, my father is a person with a great sense of responsibility and justice, and he is by no means the scumbag you said in his mouth, nor is he a scumbag who abandons his wife and children." ”

Lin Xicheng sneered, "Do you believe him? That's right, he is your father, not mine, you will naturally believe him, but I don't believe it, if you don't really love him, how could Ms. Lin Ruoya want to protect him when she is dying, let me let go, and even bow her head to me for the first time, begging me to let your family go, heh, she loves Zhang Licheng so much, how could she be willing to give up her marriage and betray her marriage, it must be Zhang Licheng's fault." ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang remembered Lin Xicheng's sudden withdrawal, and said that he wanted to be by Lin Ruoya's side wholeheartedly, which was requested by Lin Ruoya, but even so, it can't be said that everything back then was Zhang Licheng's fault, the grievances of the previous generation, only the previous generation themselves know, they haven't experienced it personally, how can they make a judgment?

"That's it, it's useless to argue about right and wrong now, my father is dead, Ms. Lin Ruoya is also dead, my grandparents are buried in the soil with half a foot, and they can't stay with me for a long time, and when they pass away, I will only have myself, so I am more and more unwilling. Therefore, I think that before I am destroyed, at least Zhang Licheng should be allowed to remember my name forever, remember this person who brought him nightmares, and no longer ignore me as before. Lin Xicheng said, took out a delicate and small gun from his arms, and smiled at Zhang Xiaoqiang.

"......" Zhang Xiaoqiang's back tensed instantly, Lin Xicheng was going to kill her, how crazy did he have to be before he would give up? But just when Zhang Xiaoqiang thought he was going to die here, Lin Xicheng smiled suddenly and said, "You think I'm going to kill you? You underestimate me too much, even if you want to kill, you have to end your life in the most painful way." ”

When the words fell, Lin Xicheng took back the robbery, threw Zhang Xiaoqiang in the living room, and went upstairs alone, Zhang Xiaoqiang stood in place, remembering the panic of being pointed at a gun, and her heart fluctuated, she was almost killed by Lin Xicheng.

What happened in the previous generation actually planted Lin Xicheng's "fruit" today, which almost hurt her.

Thinking of Zhang Licheng's face, Zhang Xiaoqiang shook his head, she didn't believe Lin Xicheng's nonsense, her own father, she didn't know it herself, it was bad, but she was by no means a wicked person, and it was impossible to be cold-blooded and ruthless.

Lin Xicheng wiped the photo frame in the study, this was the only photo he took with Zhou Ming and Lin Ruoya, Lin Ruoya had a faint smile on her face, but her eyes were frivolous, as if she was teasing the person taking pictures, which made people unhappy.