50. I haven't seen him for days

She sniffed and choked up a little: "What do you say you can't figure out? You actually committed suicide! Why is your brain so unenlightened, will Ye Sensible be happy to see you like this? No matter what happens, she won't blame you, she wants you to be good more than anyone else, you are like this, how can you be worthy of Ye Sensible's care for you for so many years?"

"I'm sorry to worry you. I whispered in my hoarse throat.

At this moment, I think I understand why my grandmother was so fierce to me.

After this incident, I feel that Tong Yue is right, my grandmother doesn't want me to lose weight, she wants me to live a good life and live happily every day more than anyone else.

I was still a little tired, I felt tired without saying a few words, and seeing that I didn't have any energy, Tong Yue glanced at Su Mo, as if asking him if he had anything to say to me.

The atmosphere became condensed in this momentary silence, and seeing that he didn't want to say more, Tong Yue broke the deadlock, she tucked the quilt for me, and said softly: "You just woke up, rest a little more, recuperate." ”

I nodded, closed my eyes, and soon fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, Su Mo was no longer there, and outside, it was a blazing morning.

I realized that I had spent another day in such a trance, and I now realized that I hadn't handled my grandmother's funeral at all.

When I think of my grandmother, I feel sad for a while, my eyes are also a little moist, I think I am really unfilial, I really want to lose weight, seeing me like this, my grandmother must be very sad and angry, so she is so fierce to me.

In the past few days in the hospital, Su Mo didn't come to see me again, but Su's mother and Aunt Guo came to see me every day with good food and drink.

Su Mo didn't come to see me, but I saw him on TV and in the newspaper every day, and I couldn't avoid him if I wanted to.

The scandals about him always broke into my sight so suddenly, and the sound of the discussion of the nurses and beauties came to my ears.

In the face of these, I just sneered and ignored them, and I was still very good.

On this day, as soon as it was dawn, I called Tong Yue and asked her to come and pick me up from the hospital.

Tong Yue's speed was very fast, and it didn't take long for her to come after the phone hung up.

"Is it really good for you to be discharged from the hospital like this? Do you want to tell Su Mo?" Tong Yue asked me when I was going through the discharge procedures.

I lowered my eyes, hid the emotions in my eyes, looked at the gauze on my right wrist and said, "I haven't seen him for several days." ”

When I mentioned Su Mo, I remembered the events of that day again, "How did I get admitted to the hospital?"

I also want to know, what happened to Su Jing later?

Tong Yue didn't look away, didn't look at me, and simply answered me with three words: "I don't know." ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I think Tong Yue must know something, but she doesn't seem to want me to know.

"I really don't know?" I repeated, staring at her.

Tong Yue avoided my gaze a little evasively: "Don't ask, I really don't know anything." ”

I looked at her for a while, and then I said seriously, "What about Su Jing?

Tong Yue met my gaze angrily, and said unhappily: "Chu Chu, he is already engaged to Lin Qiaowei, you have nothing to do with each other in the future, the person you should care about now is Su Mo, he is your husband!"

Taking a breath, she continued: "Do you know how much money, manpower, and material resources he spent on you and to suppress your negative news......?

Tong Yue doesn't like to listen to what I asked, and I don't like to hear what Tong Yue says.

I looked away impatiently, and said indifferently, "I don't want to hear this, and I didn't ask him to do it for me." ”

"You ......" Tong Yue was a little angry, and seemed to be upset for Su Mo, but I didn't want to listen to it, so I walked out of the hospital without looking back.

The first thing I did after I was discharged from the hospital was to start working on my grandmother's funeral, but everything was already in place the day after my grandmother's death.

Of course, the person who handled all this was none other than Su Mo.

Even my grandmother's grave, he had already chosen it, and he had put her in the ground, and I seemed to have nothing to do.

I bought a bouquet of flowers and went to the cemetery with Tong Yue to see my grandmother.

This is the first time I have looked at this matter so seriously in the half month since my grandmother left, and finally calmly accepted the fact that she had left.

Tong Yue knew that I must have a lot to say to my grandmother, so after putting down the flowers, she walked away, leaving space for me and my grandmother.

I feel like a person who is reborn after death, and I begin to face this 'reborn' life with a serious attitude, and I am no longer as bad as I used to be, whether it is filming or the company, I am absent-minded, and I feel that as long as I am at peace with what happens, everything will be fine.