Chapter 37: The Past

Zhang Xiaoqiang felt that she might have a too happy family, so she would attract the jealousy of God, so that she was always bumpy on the road of love, she met many people and dated a few people, but they were all scum without exception. If it's just an emotional betrayal, she can still forgive, the problem is that the scumbag has a scumbag relationship, and he wants a scumbag career.

On the day she graduated from college, Zhang Xiaoqiang never thought that she would engage in acting work in the future, enter a circle she didn't know at all, and mix well, not to mention being popular, at least she had food to eat and be able to support her family.

Many people envy the life of celebrities, but they don't know the sadness behind the glamour, sharpen their heads and want to squeeze into the circle, she is in the game, she knows the helplessness, and every time in the dead of night, she always remembers the original dream.

And her initial dream was very simple, just to be a designer, have a stable job, support herself and give back to her parents, after all, when she is an adult, she can no longer take her parents' money, and she should let her parents enjoy their happiness.

After graduating from university, Zhang Xiaoqiang worked in a design company in Yuan City, and the leader was a very good person, who taught her a lot of things, making her from a rookie who had just entered the society to a person who was slightly sophisticated. In this process, she fell in love with her colleague, who was also a college classmate, a person named Feng Yuan, and everything was developing step by step, which was very close to the ordinary life she imagined, but she never crossed the thunder pool and wanted to wait until after getting married.

I don't want Feng Yuan to be a wolf-hearted person, stealing her design and climbing another high branch, causing her to lose her job.

No job, no love, Zhang Xiaoqiang had to go to other companies to apply, her former high school classmates gave her a chance, and the leaders of her original company also helped her speak privately, because the leaders believed that she was not a person who ate inside and out, so she had a new job. After a fall, Zhang Xiaoqiang, who got up again, cherished this opportunity, and it was difficult to switch from clothing design to jewelry design, but she was not afraid of hardship, and her high school classmates also took good care of her, allowing her to stand firm.

When it was just improving, Zhang Xiaoqiang met a colleague named Han Cheng, and under the relentless pursuit of the other party, he fell in love with him again, but this Han Cheng was even more ruthless than Feng Yuan, and it was not enough to plagiarize her ideas, but in turn slandered her for plagiarism, and used the relationship at hand to desperately pour dirty water on her and force her to leave her hometown.

In order not to affect the life of his parents, and he didn't want to linger sadly anymore, Zhang Xiaoqiang had to leave Yuan City, went to Bird City to survive, and joined a company as a clerk, but he was taken by Lin Xicheng, the manager at the time, and fell in love again. She thought she had met true love, because Lin Xicheng was knowledgeable, connotative, personable, knew how to respect women, and would also create romance, and had dated her so many times that she had never crossed the line.

At that time, she thought that Lin Xicheng's restraint was because she loved her, and she didn't want to hastily take her body, and wanted to cross the obstacles after getting married, which was very much in line with her heart, and she happily announced to her parents that she had met true love.

Even, she has already started planning the wedding in private, thinking about what way Lin Xicheng will propose.

But she didn't expect that compared with Feng Yuan and Han Cheng, Lin Xicheng was a complete devil, deceived her heart, and when she fantasized about the wedding, he actually told her that he was her half-brother, and he approached her just to take revenge. Only then did she know that she had a half-brother, and she forced her father to ask her, and after getting the truth, she was devastated and chose to flee again, she was really completely messed up at that time, and she didn't know what to do. If she hadn't controlled herself and didn't choose to commit suicide, where would she still be a female supporting professional, Hu Zhang Xiaoqiang?

As far as she knew, after she escaped, Lin Xicheng went to find her father, but I don't know what the two said, Lin Xicheng chose to stop and return to his mother Lin Ruoya. Lin Xicheng also has a stepfather, that stepfather is very good to him, but unfortunately he is not long-lived, he was hit by a car and died when he was fourteen years old, for many years, he and Lin Ruoya have relied on each other. Maybe it's because of this that he hates her family of three very much, because their family is very complete.

When acting outside, Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't want to pay attention to Lin Xicheng's news, and refused to talk to his father, many times, it was her mother who told her about some things that happened at home, and in the past two years, her relationship with her father has also become better, but everyone tacitly agrees not to talk about Lin Xicheng. Only she still heard some news, about the news of Lin's mother and son, Lin Ruoya loves Lin Xicheng very much, but she doesn't know why, and she hates him many times, either transferring him to a company with bad returns, or sending him abroad, and she doesn't like to contact him very much.

But Lin Ruoya's news is getting less and less, many people guess that she is seriously ill, but Lin Xicheng has been with her, wasting so many years, the mother and son can finally get along calmly for a while, albeit briefly.

When Lin Xicheng accompanied Lin Ruoya and no longer came to trouble the Zhang family, Zhang Xiaoqiang had already stayed in Leshi and entered the entertainment industry, starting from group performances, and climbed to the fourth line step by step, but when he was preparing to be promoted to the second and third lines, he met the president of Holley Group, Li Feiran. Li Feiran, like the men she met before, used all means to bombard her indiscriminately at the beginning, pretending how much she liked her, but in the end it was all fake.

And Li Feiran's reputation has always been bad, just because he is very obsessed with women, he always changes one after another, she doesn't want to provoke such a person, with her identity, and she can't fight hard with Li Feiran, so she can only avoid him.

But tragedy still happened, Li Feiran used despicable means in a vain attempt to control her, if she wasn't ruthless enough, I don't know what would have happened. But after Quan Lier's incident, she realized that Li Feiran's heart was real, and he didn't just play with her, he really valued her, and he didn't hesitate to gamble on his reputation for this. It made her finally change her mind about him, but she wasn't sure if she was going to try again, who had hurt too much in the past?

Li Feiran's love is too heavy, she is not sure that she can bear it, if she can get along easily, maybe it will be better.

Zhang Xiaoqiang thought that she was far away from those people and things in the past, even if it was Lin Xicheng, a half-brother, because of the difference in identity and status, there would be no chance to meet again in this life. But what she didn't expect was that Lin Xicheng appeared again, and it became more terrifying than before, the only Lin Ruoya who could suppress Lin Xicheng died, didn't he release himself?

Therefore, Zhang Xiaoqiang just watched Lin Xicheng cry, without the intention of comforting him, anyway, in his eyes, everything she said and did was wrong, it was all for another purpose, why should she ask for this suspicion? Lin Xicheng "cried" for a while, suddenly took his hand away, smiled brightly, and said: "Although I am pretending to cry, but you have no intention of comforting at all, and it is too ruthless, is it true that in your eyes, my brother really has no weight at all?"

"I treat you as a brother, do you treat me as a sister?" Zhang Xiaoqiang asked rhetorically, anyway, she can't escape now, so it's better to tear her face and have a good talk with Lin Xicheng to see what Lin Xicheng wants to do.

"You treat me as a brother?" Lin Xicheng was a little surprised, looking at Zhang Xiaoqiang's eyes, trying to figure out whether she was true or false, Zhang Xiaoqiang looked at him fearlessly, and said: "No matter what you are in my heart and what I am in your heart, it can't change the fact that we shed the same person's blood, we have the same father, we are brothers and sisters, this is a fact that you can't deny." But if you insist that Aunt Lin is dead, you will have no relatives anymore, only you are left, it's okay, I can't control your thoughts, what do you like. ”

"You treat me as a brother, and we have the same person's blood in our bodies, so why do you want to marry me?" Lin Xicheng smiled suddenly, and came to Zhang Xiaoqiang, forcing her to retreat and retreat, but she was still hugged by his waist, forced to look into his eyes, and looked at his close face. Lin Xicheng sniffed the fragrance on Zhang Xiaoqiang's body and said, "Xiaoqiang, you used to really like me, right?" I saw the diary you wrote, and you began to plan the wedding in the diary, thinking about how I would propose to you, but I didn't know that I was a bad wolf. ”

Zhang Xiaoqiang looked away and said in a low voice: "That's just my momentary confusion, and I can't do it." ”

Lin Xicheng held Zhang Xiaoqiang's hand, "No, it's not that you're confused, you are moved, you love me." ”

Seeing that Lin Xicheng insisted on this, Zhang Xiaoqiang didn't bother to argue with him, anyway, no matter what she said, he would insist on his own ideas. Lin Xicheng was very satisfied with Zhang Xiaoqiang's silence and hugged her, "You're right, I'm not without relatives, I still have you, and my father, we are connected by blood, but we are not a family, you, Zhang Licheng, Gan Zi'e, you are a family, and there is no place for me, the son born by my ex-wife." Zhang Licheng didn't even want to look at me, I have been in the Lin family for so many years, has he come to visit me and ask about my life?"

"......" the affairs of the previous generation, Zhang Xiaoqiang is not very clear, she knew that Lin Xicheng was her brother, she stayed away from the family, and it has only improved in the past two years, how do you know that Zhang Licheng really treats Lin Xicheng so coldly, or does she have another hidden secret? But she believes that no matter what hardships there are, Zhang Licheng will not ignore her children, her father is not such a cold-blooded person, maybe there is some misunderstanding in this, the Lin family is such a big family, how can the Zhang family resist? Maybe Lin Ruoya was afraid that Zhang Licheng, who sold chicken noodles, would embarrass her son.

"Zhang Licheng is so ruthless to me, but he is very good to you, even your mother is better than my mother, when I was a child, no matter what I did, Ms. Lin Ruoya looked at me coldly, and didn't want to care about my life or death at all, and you, you just felt a feeling, your mother can be as anxious as burning her eyebrows, for fear that you will be wronged. ”