Although his gaze did not contain any blasphemy or insult, it still made me uncomfortable to look at, and my hair stood on end. (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ eight (5) ∞ read (5) ∞ books, .←.o≈

"Don't you notice that your skin is more radiant and delicate than other people's, you don't even have pores, you don't have eye wrinkles, your face is like a painter drawing it with a brush, and you have never been troubled by acne and spots that other women would worry about?"

I was stunned, it seems, all along, I really haven't bothered about these things, I always thought it was because of my natural beauty and the effect of those cosmetics, but now it seems that it is not.

"You've said so much, but you don't get to the point. "I looked away, I wasn't very interested in what he was saying.

He stepped back, folded his slender legs, and crossed his hands on his knees: "I know, you have always wanted to know, what kind of hatred do you have with me, if they killed so many of my brothers back then it is not hatred, is it hatred that you killed my children and wives?"

His wife, her children?

Could it be......

We were arrested, locked up in a place where we couldn't see our fingers, we couldn't tell the difference between day and night, so we didn't know how many days had passed, and I don't know how long it had been after we had been injected with drugs, and then there was a pregnant woman who let us out, so everyone else fled in all directions, but I didn't go, because I was afraid that my legs would be weak, and I didn't dare to go, and I couldn't go.

It was under such circumstances that I met Su Mo, who was wearing a military uniform and had a camouflage uniform painted on his face.

He walked in and saw that I was the only one, so he asked, "What about the others?" ”

I told him that they had all run away, and he cursed and told me to come with him.

Sensing that I wasn't following, he turned his head and asked me, "Why don't you go." ”

Timid, I said with tears in my eyes: "I'm scared, my feet are weak, and I can't walk." ”

He had to come back and carry me out on his back.

The escape of those men attracted the attention of the enemy, and someone came with a gun.

Su Mo and I just went out and happened to meet.

Perhaps not wanting me to see the bloody scene, he said to me, "Close your eyes and don't open them." ”

I cowered in fear on his back, hanging tightly around his neck, and was so dizzy that I almost let go of my hand and threw it off his back several times.

I closed my eyes and heard only the crackling of gunshots.

Then I heard a woman's scream, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that the woman who had let us out had been shot, and behind her, there was an enemy.

At that time, I didn't understand much, but now that I think about it, the enemy must be using her to block the gun, but Feng Yanbo counted this account on our heads.

"That's not Su Mo's fault, it was your brother who used her to block the gun, and Su Mo killed her!" I argued.

"I don't care whose fault it is! In the surveillance, I only saw that it was Su Mo's gun that hit her eyebrows!" Feng Yanbo retreated from his evil spirit, and his whole person became ruthless, with a murderous face:

"Do you know why Su Mo knows who I am but never dares to touch me? Because he wants to get the formula of the medicine from me, only when he gets the formula, can he let people develop an antidote for you to detoxify, he thinks I don't know that he has arranged someone by my side? How can I let him get the formula? Dreaming! I just want him to watch his wife and children die in front of him, and I also want him to taste it!"

After being provoked, he was stunned: "It's a pity that he died too early." ”

When it comes to children, he reminds me that if I don't live long, what about Chuchu?

My eyes searched in the garden of the hospital, but I didn't see Chu Chu and Cheng Ma, I looked at the place where they played before, a little desperate, Feng Yanbo's words were like a demon that would devour people's souls, and they raged wildly on my nerves: "When you leave, with your precious son by your side, you won't be too lonely on the Huangquan Road, and your family can also be reunited in the Netherworld." ”

As he spoke, he got up with a frantic smile and left gracefully.

I didn't take two steps, he suddenly turned his head and said to me evilly: "Didn't you always want to know why Su Mo wanted other women to give birth to your child? Su Mo is dead, and he can't run out to tell you the truth now, if you want to know so much, then I'll be kind once, so don't let you bring these confusions into the coffin, and die blind." ”

His ridiculous voice carried a low smile: "I don't know who came up with the stupid method, I actually want to use the umbilical cord blood related to you as an antidote, it's really funny, although they have been doing a series of measures, but unfortunately, they failed, Cheng Shan gave birth to a poisonous child, so Chu Chu was a failure." ”

I sat motionless in my chair, the warm sun shining on my body, I didn't feel any warmth, but felt like I was in a cold and snowy field, bleak, cold hands and feet.

It turns out that I also existed because of me......

Thinking of the appearance of the first nosebleed in the emergency room, thinking of his obedient, sensible and well-behaved appearance, I was convulsed, throbbing, and I felt extremely sorry for him, I was not worthy of being his mother, and I was even more ashamed of him.

I think it would be nice if he weren't my son......

At this moment, I would rather hope that he is Cheng Shan's child, at least, he will be a healthy baby, rather than a child who was brought to this world in order to detoxify me.

I can't tell what I feel in my heart, the five flavors are mixed, there is hatred, there is resentment, and of course love is indispensable.

If it weren't for me, Su Mo wouldn't have done that.

But how can he calculate a child in this way? a mother, if she is not healthy, she will not let her child be unhealthy......

Didn't he think about what if he was born stillborn, what would he do? Wouldn't he be heartbroken?

Now I finally understand why Chi Shaoqiu said that day: Even if the first one fails, it doesn't mean that the next one will fail.

I see!

I don't know how long I've been sitting here until Cheng's mother came to call me for lunch, and I came back to my senses in a daze.

My trance-like gaze fell on her worried face, and I saw her mouth open and closed: "Madam, why don't you answer the phone, it's time for lunch, Chu Chu is waiting for you to eat with him." ”

I pursed my lips, couldn't speak, my eyes closed, and I lost consciousness.

When I woke up again, it was already afternoon.

When I opened my eyes, I saw Chu Chu sitting on the edge of the bed playing, and it seemed that he was guarding me.

"Chu Chu Chu ......," I called him, full of apologies and shame.

He put down the Rubik's Cube in his hand and was a little happy: "Mom, you finally woke up." ”

I got up and hugged him and silently said to him, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......

In the evening, Su's mother also came with Su Heng.

Since Su Mo's accident, Su's mother is the same as me, she looks like she is not sad or crying, and she seems to be extraordinarily calm, but I know that she is the same as me, holding on to the obsession that he is still alive, I don't dare to think, what if Su Mo's body really appears in front of us one day?

Just thinking about this possibility makes me unable to breathe, and if it were to become a reality......

I immediately put aside such thoughts, avoided and no longer touched such thoughts, and I told myself that Su Mo was still alive, and this was our belief.

"Eat more, you see what you have become now, you don't have any energy at all, if Su Mo comes back and sees you like this, be careful that he doesn't want you." Su's mother said while serving me vegetables, in order to ease the heavy atmosphere, she also brought a little ridicule. The bride is eighteen years old

"Doesn't Mom blame me? I nodded, sniffed, and didn't let the tears flow.

"Silly boy. Su's mother laughed at me: "What do I blame you? Don't worry, he will definitely come back." ”

I don't know if she's comforting herself or me.

I nodded, put away my tears, and told myself that there was nothing to be sad about, that he was only leaving us temporarily, and that I would just treat him as if he was on a business trip.

After the filming is over, it is finished.

When it was time to finish, I announced that I would retire from the entertainment industry, and there was an uproar.

Someone asked me if it was because of Su Mo, after all, some time ago, he had an accident because of me.