Chapter 31: The Human Heart (3)

(Go to the net.) The spring rain is gone, taking away Yuan Zhixun's expectations and my worries. Go to the net --.7-K--o-m. Since then, Yuan Zhixun seems to have let go of the heavy burden that has accumulated in his heart, and his mood has obviously improved a lot, and he actually abolished the ban on the people of the palace. Although we still can't take half a step out of the palace, the guards around us are still not far away, but we can finally move around the palace at will.

"Mom, Mom, let's play kite together, okay?" Since the spring rain left, my mood has not been clear, watching the time go by day by day, always worrying about imagining that suddenly one day, Zhi Ze really rushed back from Hanzhong alone. Test Text Watermark 2. Yuan Lin seemed to see my uneasiness, and came to play with me with a kite.

"Good boy, go play with those older brothers and sisters, Mom... Something. Looking at his innocent face, I had to turn down his kindness with difficulty. Looking at his back leaving in a daze, there was always a little reluctance in my heart, although Yuan Lin was just a child, but in the few days when he was grounded, he didn't cry at all to go out to play, and he has always been very sensible and quiet by my side.

A roar from far and near caught my attention, strange, I looked in vain at the closed door, how could it be so quiet outside today, and this sound always felt familiar to me...

Where have I heard this voice, I seem to be attracted by this low and soothing voice, and I moved to the door of the palace step by step, carefully recalling every detail in my brain... It was the sound of the horn! Test Text Watermark 6. In the cemetery of King Xin, when I visited the tomb of the first emperor, I heard this voice. My heart seemed to be pierced by this sad sonata, it was Zhize...

"Let me out, you guys, let me out!" When that thought crossed my mind, I couldn't care about anything anymore, and my whole body seemed to be filled with infinite strength, trying to break through the obstacles of the guards. Test Text Watermark 4.

Zhize, don't scare me, it won't be you, right? The bitterness and grievances that have been suppressed in my heart for a long time are out of control like erupting magma. The guards were amazed that I, who had already cried into a flowery face, had so much strength, and still stopped in front of the door, no matter how much I cried, they would not retreat.

Just when his strength was gradually exhausted, the door actually opened automatically. Test Text Watermark 1. I hurriedly stood on my tiptoes and looked out through the gap in the human wall of several guards, but found nothing. The brief light was completely obscured by a tall back.

"Boom—" A heavy whimper came from the door, re-isolating me from the outside world. I couldn't take it anymore and sat down on the ground crying bitterly.

"Princess Niangniang, please mourn. Liu Feng looked at me expressionlessly and spit out such a sentence from his mouth.

Zhize, is it really Zhize?! At this moment, his eyes have clearly told the result. Test Text Watermark 6. Is Zhize really not coming back? The man who promised to hold hands with me and grow old with me is gone!

The huge sense of loss and remorse almost broke me, it was I who hurt Zhize, it was I who hurt Zhize! I was deceived by the spring rain, I hurt him! As soon as I thought of the decision I made, I regretted it painfully and howled loudly.

"Mother, what's wrong with you, why are you crying..."Obviously, the noise in the front yard has alarmed everyone in the palace, and it is possible that in the hearts of those who are standing silently behind me at this moment and bowing their heads and saying nothing, this scene has been expected countless times. Test Text Watermark 2.

I hugged Yuan Lin who stumbled over tightly, but my bloody heart seemed to have been cut by another life. Lin'er is still so young... Do you have to lose your father after losing your mother?

"Niangniang, please mourn, the emperor has an order, Niangniang is not allowed to go out at will, and the minister has to do it as a last resort, and please go back to rest as soon as possible." Liu Feng quietly watched everything in front of him on the side, and there was not the slightest wave on his shocking face.

"General Liu..."I held back my grief and sobbed, pulled Yuan Lin to kneel in front of him and kowtowed solemnly. Test text watermark 7. "For the sake of me and His Royal Highness, you can let me and Lin'er go out and give him another ride. ”

As my face pressed against the back of my hand, I felt the silver hairpin that had been hidden in my sleeve. The silver hairpin was small, but sharp enough. Thinking that Zhize has left me, I don't have the slightest fear of death.

"Your Highness?" Liu Feng's cold face crossed an incredible expression, but he seemed to understand the reason in an instant, and hurriedly helped Yuan Lin and me up. Test Text Watermark 1. "Niangniang, you misunderstood, the mourning music outside is for... Empress dowager. ”

Night, once again, covered the earth, and the dark clouds in the sky were as oppressive as my mood at the moment. Every once in a while, there is a mournful music heard outside the door, and according to etiquette, this is the mages praying for the blessing of the deceased Queen Mother, praying that her soul can go on the road as soon as possible.

I sat quietly on the steps in front of the front hall, listening quietly to the sound from far to near, and then from near to far. At the beginning, when Liu Feng told me the truth, I admitted that I was actually a little happy and excited in my heart, because after all, that person was not Zhize. Test Text Watermark 4. But sorrow is like a glass of wine that has been cellared, and only after everything has fallen silent will it stir up bitter stamina.

The Queen Mother is gone, and I took advantage of this brief tranquility to calm my mind and recall the imprint left by the Queen Mother in my heart. Although she is gone, this person will never be erased from my life. Once, she seemed to be the only friend I could trust, but she proved to me with her own means and scheming that there is absolutely no trust and no friends in this intricate struggle for power, which seems a little ironic. Test Text Watermark 4.

A ray of moonlight pierced through the clouds and cast a ray of light from above, highlighting a diagonal figure in front of me.

"Who!" I looked up vigilantly, thinking that I was so engrossed in things that I didn't even feel that someone was beside me.

Yuan Zhixun stood there quietly, his thin green clothes couldn't hide his haggard and tired at the moment. I confess that when I saw the sadness in his eyes, I couldn't help but feel a pang of heartache in my heart.

"I heard that you had a misunderstanding with them today, so I'll come and take a look. Yuan Zhixun opened his mouth first, but his voice at the moment had long lost its former brilliance.

I looked at him, but I didn't know what to say, so I just fell silent. Yuan Zhixun was also a little uncomfortable, stood awkwardly for a while and said, "It seems that you are fine, it's okay, I should also go back and guard the soul of the queen mother." With that, he turned around and left.

"Wait, I want to send off the Queen Mother too. I stopped him.

Yuan Zhixun seemed to be surprised by my request, and stood there without speaking for a long time.

"If you're worried that my sudden appearance as a seriously ill person will surprise the others," I paused, and then said, "I can go later, when all the vigils are gone, right?"

"Let's go, I didn't have anyone else in there. Yuan Zhixun agreed to my request after a little hesitation.

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