Chapter 37: A Lost Childhood
As soon as Kevin's words came out, he saw a figure that felt a little familiar but had been blurry in his memory walking towards the little girl.
"Little rhinoceros, see what Daddy bought you?"
My heart cracked...... Pick up Kevin and run in the opposite direction...... I ran out of the snack block and stopped......
"Don't tell me it's really your ......"
I gasped so hard that I couldn't say anything to answer, so I had to nod desperately.
"I've also obeyed you, I haven't been here before, don't you know? How dangerous it was just now! If she walked two meters further just now, you would be miserable!"
"I really...... I don't remember...... I don't know ......."
"I'll explain it slowly in a while, we'll have to keep running......"
After that, he pointed to the little spirit rhino who was jumping around the left and holding his father's hand, pulled me up, and then ran in the direction of Area C.
It wasn't until we ran into Zone C that we relaxed and found a bench to sit on.
I gasped for five minutes, and the blankness in my mind slowly began to fluctuate.
"I really don't remember, I can vaguely remember that I did come to the Jiangjun Mountain Playground at this time, but I came here once when I was a child, how long have I been here and what have I been doing, I don't remember anything, you say it's not strange. It stands to reason that I should remember when I'm seven years old, so I can't remember even the slightest!"
I was very depressed and patted my thigh, who knew that this shot could really work.
"We still have to run ......"
"What?"
"I suddenly remembered that when I was a child, I especially liked to ride on a pirate ship...... "I pointed to the pirate ship in front of me, but I found that when I was a child, I was walking from the southeast corner so tacitly, so the two of them could only run wild without saying a word.
While running, I recalled, which is the safe area, and finally chose the Ferris wheel, because it can be safe in the sky for half an hour, and I vaguely remember a little, Niu Yunchang is afraid of heights.
I was finally able to take a break, and I began to face up to the problem, why...... I don't remember.
"You may have selective amnesia or staged amnesia. ”
I looked at Kevin in a daze, and it took me a long time to react: "You have watched too many TV series, right?"
"......" he slapped on my head, hating that iron is not steel, "have you watched the TV series and still can't figure out the situation? Do you remember what happened when you were 7 years old?"
I carefully recalled that when I was seven years old, I won two semesters of three good students from the first grade to the second grade...... The 50-meter run lasted 9 seconds...... Standing long jump jumped 1.4 meters...... Love to watch the legend of the new white lady...... The head teacher's name is Zhou Haiyan......
"I remember a lot. ”
"And how much do you remember about your father?"
"Remember......" I tried to recall, but found that everything was blurry, blurry faces, blurry things, and even sporadic memories, I didn't know if it was real or in a dream.
My eyelids began to flutter.
"I don't remember...... I looked up at Kevin, my eyes flickering, "I ...... I want to go down and see ......."
Kevin was silent for a long time before he said softly, "Okay." ”
When I got off the Ferris wheel, my steps were a little heavy, and I was very hesitant to take every step.
"Sister, no matter what happens, there is me, don't be impulsive, don't rush up, I will find a way to take Xiao Lingxi away. ”
Kevin disappeared for a while, and then saw the little spirit rhino not far away walking towards an adult puppet. The rest of the man sat on a bench, holding up my favorite marshmallow and smiling kindly.
I took a deep breath and moved towards the chair next to him. He was sitting there, only a meter away from me, but I didn't dare to turn my head to look at his face.
"Girl, are you waiting?" the voice said......
I turned my head to look at him, and saw the curvature of the corners of his eyes and mouth, the laugh lines at the corners of his eyes, and his slightly curly hair...... Everything is so familiar.
I gave a short "yes." ”
He pointed to the distance and said happily, "Look, that's my daughter, cute! I think you look a little like my daughter, if only my daughter could look better than you when she grows up." ”
"No way. ”
"What did you say?" he squinted at me.
"Nothing. You came with your own children?"
"Well, her mother will pick her up in a moment......" he said, his eyes gradually flattening, "girl, is your father nice to you?"
My fingers scraped against the bench, and my body tingled.
"I don't remember, he left me and ran away with my mom when I was very young. ”
I saw his body stiffen for a moment, and he didn't hide anything more.
"Girl...... I'm leaving my daughter tomorrow. I see you very kind...... I don't know why, I want to talk to you, can I?"
"Why...... Why leave her. ”
"I don't love my wife anymore, I've had enough of this siege-like marriage......"
"Do you think that if you usually write some small articles, the artistic conception will be different? Is marriage child's play for you? That's responsibility!"
"How do you know what I do?"
"I ...... You just mentioned it. ”
He rolled his eyes, looked at me suspiciously, looked at the small figure dancing in the distance, and continued, "I love my daughter very much, but I don't love her mother anymore." Living with her mother was boring......"
"Hehe, you're ...... amazing"
"What?"
"So what, so you're going to find someone you really love?"
"Right...... Are you here?" he said, looking up at the person who was coming this way, and I quickly turned sideways to prevent her from seeing my face.
It was my mother who came, in her early thirties, still with an extraordinary temperament, and her aura could be felt from a hundred meters away.
"Did you tell her?" said Mom, sitting on the same bench, but with space for two people in between. Seeing that he didn't squeak, his mother continued, "You have the ability to divorce me, why don't you have the ability to tell your daughter?"
"I haven't found the right opportunity to say it. ”
Mom snorted coldly and said, "The right opportunity? You will go to the Netherlands tomorrow, don't talk about it today, will you wait until you leave?"
"I don't want to quarrel with you!"
"I don't even want to see you!" Mom said coldly.
"I'm too lazy to pay attention to you, I'll call for the little rhinoceros to come over, you can take her home quickly." ”
I watched his back go farther and farther away, and the mother next to me shouted hoarsely: "Niu Yunchang, you bastard!"
Passers-by looked sideways, even though I wanted to go over and comfort my mother, even if I hugged her...... Even if he held her hand...... But when I came back to my senses, I had already been pulled away by Kevin.
"Almost, but I reacted quickly. Kevin gasped, but I didn't even have the courage to look up at him.
Kevin didn't pull me away, just stopped at a safe distance, and could still faintly hear my parents' arguments and my crying.
"You scared the kids out of their minds!"
"I love your daughter so much, you should take her with you!"
"I said I'll come back to pick her up when I'm settled!"
"You're farting, you're going to come back to pick up the kids?"
As I listened to this conversation, I couldn't help but want to laugh a little.
My mom was right, he never came back.
"Let's go......"
"Won't you be waiting any longer?" Kevin followed me, silently walking forward.
"I seem to remember, and I remember everything that happened after that......"
I walked aimlessly and walked to the place where I was fishing for fake fish...... The line of defense in my heart was broken in an instant.
"Kevin, I want to cry. ”
He wiped his sweat and took me in his arms, and I held a fat doll bear in my arms and let me cry bitterly.
I remembered everything...... I remembered how my mother cried so much that she collapsed to the ground on the day that person left, and I also know how my mother pulled me to grow up after my grandmother died...... A woman, always holding her head high proudly in front of outsiders, only I know the bitterness behind it. But I don't hate that person anymore...... It's just because, after 20 years of hate, I'm tired.
Just treat him as dead, this kind of rebellious thought makes me feel a lot more comfortable, and I feel that my father, who was very good to me, died young, and it doesn't seem so heart-wrenching.