Chapter 39: Gentle Compassion and Cheap Duty

What could he say? He didn't know what to say. He closed his eyes and continued to zoom in on the words "Rainy Night Forest". He smiled bitterly.

This is the pen name he used when he and Peng Yao were pen pals. He may not forget. Hahaha, he must not forget. It's just that no matter how good the relationship is, it can't stand the polish of time, even if it has become a family relationship. If it is scattered, it will be scattered. It's just that they pity their daughter Xinyi.

Is it because two people have been together for a long time, and the trivialities of "firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, money, piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, sword, bow and horse" in secular life will wear down the two "lovers who are willing to be winged birds in heaven and even branches in the earth" into "gentle compassion" and "cheap responsibility." Instead of "carrying cheap responsibilities" with "foaming with each other", it is better to "forget each other in the rivers and lakes" like "gentle compassion".

Tang Sen still remembers the scene when he first sent Peng Yao to the bus stop in T Town, S metropolis. It was not two months before he went to S Metropolis to defect to Han Shiling. He has just found a job, a newcomer and a new graduate, and it is not piecework, it is timed. To be a woman's bra, to be precise, is to make "delicate" underwear worn on a woman's sensitive parts. Two or three hundred degrees of high temperature, molding, he is the operator who pulls the sponge cloth and does the cup.

On top of the two silver seas, a layer of sponge cloth covering the silver sea is spread, and two silver flame mountains are placed on top of the head. Staring at the time set on the instrument and counting the seconds backwards. Sometimes it's 30 seconds, sometimes it's 60 seconds, sometimes it's 90 seconds, and of course, it's longer.

Sometimes you need to put a sponge pad in each of the two cups to hold the bra in style, sometimes you need to put a small oil bag in each cup to shape the cup, and sometimes you need to put a clever wire in each of them, which is the steel pad. This is what he has to do as an operator, as for the previous process of pasting and cutting, and the subsequent process of trimming and sewing, it seems that it has nothing to do with him, no, it has nothing to do with him at all.

At that time, there were a lot of girls in the factory company where he worked, and they were much better looking than the female students in the school. He operated the room on the first floor, and the girls were basically on the second, third, or fourth floors. Every time he saw them alone, in groups of twos or in groups, and when they approached each other, Tang Sen felt that they were particularly charming and moving. Whether it's fancy, charming, or fun, it can make him a little uncontrollable and can't stop. He swore to God that he would work hard, and when he made a lot of money in the future, he would definitely choose the best of them as his daughter-in-law.

When he went back to the dormitory to rest after work, he was sometimes in a hurry, and he would think about the beautiful and interesting girls he had seen that day. Whenever this happens, he will sigh and say: "The water in the metropolis really nourishes people." He hasn't been in this S metropolis for two months, and he has forgotten everything including "failed the college entrance examination, Huang Junya". For the first time, he also understood what it meant to "tell the finger to be tired."

It is said that "there is heaven and there is Suzhou and Hangzhou", but Tang Sen has never been to the "Suzhou and Hangzhou", let alone seen "heaven", he just took the car to T Town, interspersed in the S metropolis once, and already felt that this S metropolis is the real sense of the "magic capital", referred to as the "magic capital". He has not seen those "bright lights, drunk and golden, coming out after a long time, still holding the pipa and half covering his face", and he has never seen those "a few early warblers competing for warm trees, whose new swallows peck the spring mud." The flowers are becoming more and more charming, and the asakusa can have no horseshoe", it has already fallen.

He forgot that when he came, "the wind and rain were shaky, and the country was unstable", and when he left, "the momentum was like a rainbow, and he didn't hit the south wall and didn't look back". He lost himself, he didn't drink Meng Po soup, he had already forgotten the way he came from this life, not to mention that he didn't believe in reincarnation, so he didn't care about it in his previous life.

Just when he wanted to find a female netizen on the Internet, he once again logged on to his instant messaging. He added a girl, and this girl turned out to be his pen pal. They chatted so happily that it reminded him of his "young and frivolous, intent on fighting with a sword to level the Quartet", and "a seven-foot man, standing up to the sky and setting up a shrine". Suddenly, he was a little sentimental, sentimental about himself, sentimental about the world, and he felt very ashamed of his loss.

Later, they chatted twice, and Peng Yao actually said that she wanted to come over to see Tang Sen. When he went to society, Tang Sen didn't mind, and said, "Okay, come here, I'll pick you up." ”

The day Peng Yao came, it was a rest day, and everyone rested. His first month's salary was only a few hundred yuan, and he didn't have much money, but he still stubbornly accompanied Peng Yao to visit the street market in his town. Townsend was happy, albeit a little embarrassed. Peng Yao is also very happy, she seems to be much more cheerful than when she was in school, and she has become more feminine. She also learned to put on simple makeup, and even put on a little elegant lipstick and trimmed her eyebrows.

Her hair was black and shiny, and she changed from short hair in school to medium and long hair. Tie it into a ponytail with a "kawaii" cartoon hair ornament and sweep it around on the shoulders as white as snow. She wore a sunny-colored suspender shirt with a youthful charm, and the two normally developed melons on her chest were tightly pocketed. Wearing a pair of light blue jeans, the figure was shaped, and the already slender legs looked even more posed. On her feet, she also wore high heels of about five centimeters, which made her exude the temperament of an urban beauty, and she no longer looked like a village girl.

She didn't squirm at all, and she smiled very openly, her mouth was wide open, and she wished that she could laugh out thirty-six of her mouthful of bright teeth. She works in a company in country H and is a warehouse manager and clerk. The new little girl is very simple, conscientious in doing things, not hypocritical and wrongful, and very sincere, and is appreciated by the boss sent by her H country, so that she is also responsible for the company's customs declaration. Of course, wages have also risen, like the treatment of a white-collar worker. She also began to learn about customs and prepared to apply for the customs declaration exam.

She had always liked Towngson, but she didn't say it. Think about it, how can there be such a good thing in the sky, Tang Sen just added a girl, and she happened to be Peng Yao. Less than a week after she was added, she was going to run from W Town, City B, to T Town, the S metropolis where he was, to see how he was looking for a job. Why did she run over to something that could be solved on communication and on the phone. Maybe she hasn't seen him for more than a year, right?

City B and S metropolis are not far away, and it takes more than 20 minutes to do high-speed rail. But from W town to B city center to get on the high-speed rail, you have to reverse the bus once, about an hour. Of course, when you get to the high-speed rail station of S metropolis and then to T Town, where Townsend is located, you have to reverse the bus once, which takes about an hour. Peng Yao started to take the bus at six o'clock in W Town, B City, and when it was nearly twelve o'clock, he saw Tang Sen who was picking her up at a bus stop in T Town.

At that moment, Peng Yao was really happy. Hearts bloom like flowers. There is a saying, who does the daughter make, and who does the flowers red? Isn't there a song, what is it called "Shy Rose". Its lyrics are really well written, and the lyricist is a poet, and it starts like this:

The shy rose bloomed quietly

Slowly bloom the feelings she left me

Spring's hand flipped through her waiting

I was secretly wondering if I should pluck her gently

The shy rose bloomed quietly

Slowly burning the feelings she didn't admit

The breeze's hand tentatively tested her waiting

I was secretly hesitating whether I should gently pluck her off

Obviously, Peng Yao's flower bloomed quietly and slowly, but she is not a flower after all. When "the building near the water gets the moon first, and the flowers and trees are easy to spring", she bravely "can't come to the mountain, I'll pass". Alone, burning with the feelings she admitted, she embarks on a journey to find love.

Tang Sen received Peng Yao and ate two bowls of cold skin in a "Shaanxi Flavor" near the company. They are like self-cooked, but Tang Sen at that time was a little restrained, and by the way, there was also a bit of embarrassment of "suffocating a penny to death a hero". I don't have the calmness, calmness, confidence, and uninhibition when I went to school, but I am a little more youthful, a little uneasy, a little inferior, and a little safe.

When it was time to pay, it was Peng Yao who paid. Tang Sen wanted to pay, but Peng Yao resolutely refused to let Tang Sen pay. She said that Tang Sen had just come out, and there were more places to use money, so he had to save some money. Now she has been out for more than a year, her job is stable, and her income is not bad. She paid first, which was considered what Tang Sen owed her, so that Tang Sen remembered that when Tang Sen had money, she wanted Tang Sen to remember that she must pay it back to her. Perhaps, she never thought of letting Townsend back. It's just that he can't finish this life. Townsend was destined to owe her, moreover, for the rest of his life.

Peng Yao visited Tang Sen's six-person dormitory, and she was very distressed when she saw Tang Sen sleeping on the middle top bunk. Because there was an incandescent light there, it was lit very close above Towngson's bed. But it's useless for her to feel distressed, new boys are always more bitter and wronged than girls who have just come out. However, only in this way can a boy really grow up. But fortunately, at least Townsend has a bed to sleep in.

In order to catch the last train in W town of B city, Peng Yao was going to take the bus of T town in S metropolis at three or four o'clock in the afternoon. Townsend wanted to take her to the train station, but she still stubbornly refused. Say, it's a waste of money, and you have to save some money. When she got into the car, she said to Townese, "Bye-bye, I'll come back to see you next time I have time." ”

But after the bus left, she almost cried. She felt that they had no future at all. She's afraid, she's afraid. She really wanted to be with Townese, but she was afraid of hurting Townese. She didn't want that, because, in her darkest days, Townsend had given her the light of dawn. He used his passionate and convincing, whimsical and witty, ethereal and sincere words to illuminate her humble heart and save her soul, which would fall into the mud at any moment.

She didn't dare to love, but she fell in love, wanted to escape, but chased closer. The heart was no longer hers, it was not hers a long time ago, could she not chase him closer?The soul burned because of him, no matter how far she ran, it was always burning for him.

Tang Sen was sluggish in Peng Yao, he felt that he was just meeting pen pals and alumni, and he didn't go to college, so he was sick and sympathetic. I haven't met each other before, but now I do, we know, and in the years to come, we just cheer each other on. Even Han Shiling can see the things, but Tang Sen can't see it, is he still a master of the love field? However, is he a master of the love field? Has he really been in love? Perhaps, he is just an emotional idiot, a stupid B.

Townsend was looking at the "Rainy Night Forest" and laughing, when the sudden blue bubbles closed and restrained his whole body. But the "windows" remained in place. Tang Sen felt unwell in an instant, and there was an indescribable force that wanted to suffocate him. His emotions skyrocketed, and his eyes widened, trying to figure out what was going on with this sudden situation.

I saw that his eyes were glowing red, steaming with murderous aura, the whites of his eyes were bursting with bloodshots, staring straight at the "resentful pupils", staring at the "window" where the program code was running up again, and there were 10,000 alpacas in his heart. "Made, who wants to yin me?"