Chapter 594: Duoduo's Sadness
On this eerie early morning night, in the middle of the night, in the middle of nowhere, I dared to walk into this grove alone, mainly because I felt the familiar smell of the dark shadow, which tugged at my heart and made me can't help but follow along.
I was ready for the black shadow to be an acquaintance, but when I saw that it was Duoduo, I was still completely shocked. It feels like she's someone I knew in a previous life, and then I met her in this life, which amazes me at the same time, but also has a very complicated heart.
Duoduo, she rejected me since she was a child, hated me, always scolded me, targeted me, I lived a very cautious and tired life under her oppression. My wish since I was a child was to hope that she would not hate me and that she would accept me. Later, after meeting me at the hotel, her attitude towards me finally changed, and she even offered to give me a fountain pen. But this hard-won change was completely broken because Uncle Lin discovered her secret, she misunderstood me and ran away from home with hatred.
As soon as she left, it was many years, and when we met again, she told me that she liked me, because of this inexplicable love, my wedding with Xu Nan was ruined, and Duoduo left with hatred again.
When I arrived in the provincial capital, I played the role of a madman and assassinated the vice president of the brotherhood, but by chance I ran into Duoduo, and she stabbed me in the back, causing me to be thrown into the bottom of the river and almost killed.
The last time I saw her was in the villa area of the headquarters of the Flying Leopard Hall, when Xu Nan committed suicide, I went crazy, Duoduo suddenly brought someone to save me, at that time, I knew that she was the person of the blood butterfly.
For me, Duoduo has always been mysterious, especially after running away from home, she has changed so much that I can't understand her. But in any case, I have no hatred for her, but because she has helped me many times, I am grateful to her, and I also have some other feelings that cannot be explained.
However, when I knew that Uncle Lin had been framing my dad behind my back, and when I knew that Uncle Lin was also a blood butterfly, my feelings for Duoduo completely changed.
I can't believe Duoduo anymore, and even, faintly, I still think she is terrifying, I think she is in the same group as Uncle Lin, and I feel that she has been using me behind my back to assist Uncle Lin. After all, she is Uncle Lin's biological daughter, and both father and daughter belong to the Blood Butterfly Organization, so how can I trust her?
Now, when I see her at first glance, my feelings are inevitably complicated, and I can't help but feel hostility in my heart, the kind of hostility that hurts very much.
I was like this, stunned in place, staring at the flowers stupidly, my heart was churning, and my emotions were surging.
After a long time, I said in a deep sorrow: "Is it the Gu poison you gave to my brother?"
This is a fact that I am very reluctant to accept, but I have to think like this, Duoduo is the person of the Blood Butterfly, and Uncle Lin is the high-level of the Blood Butterfly. Today, Zhang Long was poisoned, 100% of it was done by the Blood Butterfly Man, and it just so happened that Duoduo appeared here again, I can't regard this as a coincidence, I can only think that she is the mastermind.
And, when Duoduo heard my words, her face changed suddenly, and her eyes couldn't help flashing a trace of sadness and deep disappointment, she looked at me very dissatisfied, and asked: "Wu Lai, am I such a sinister person in your mind?"
Duoduo's words made the emotions in my heart more and more turbulent, and a sourness filled my nose, and my heart ached faintly.
Once upon a time, Uncle Lin was also the most trustworthy person in my heart, he was my adoptive father, my dearest, I never doubted him and trusted him so much. But in the end, he is the sinister villain who controls everything behind his back, this fact is so terrifying, so heart-wrenching.
I also know that Duoduo's personality is straightforward, she always shows her emotions on her face, hates me, scolds, loves her, she is not the kind of despicable and vicious person at all, and she will not do the work of a villain. However, with Uncle Lin's precedent, I really can't trust my own judgment, even if I don't think Duoduo is that kind of person, I can't believe her.
Unconsciously, I raised my eyes again, looked up and down, she was still the same her, not changed at all, young, beautiful, cold, gorgeous. The black robe is draped, and she can't stop the charm of her woman, she has an excellent appearance, and she also has a different temperament, domineering and aggressive. But at this moment, there was a trace of sadness and anger in her sharp face.
I could feel that she was really hurt by my suspicions, but, no matter what, I wouldn't trust her easily, and I didn't dare to take any more risks. If I have mistrusted people, harmed my entire Loyalty League, and ruined my plan to save my father, then it is not a pity for me to die.
Gradually, I suppressed the emotions churning in my heart and froze the softness in my heart. My gaze showed an extremely cold color, I looked at Duoduo coldly, and said sharply: "You, and your father Lin Qingshan, are both blood butterfly people, and they are my enemies of Wu Lai!"
There was no emotion in my voice, as if Duoduo was a person who had nothing to do with me.
And Duoduo, after hearing my words, suddenly laughed, laughed very sadly, laughed very desperately, laughed for a while, and then she said to me: "Enemy? Wu Lai, I misjudged you, I really didn't expect you to be such a person. What if I'm a blood butterfly person, have I always harmed you? My dad is a blood butterfly person, so what, hasn't he always treated you like his own son? He treats you better than me, how can you say such a thing, even if my dad and your dad have a holiday, it is their grudge of the previous generation, why do you hate us!"
These words, Duoduo said with anger, she blamed me for not believing her, blamed me for being too ruthless, and she was very disappointed in my performance.
I listened to Duoduo's words, and my whole body was stunned, my head hurt a little, my heart was a little confused, and my old thinking pattern seemed to be broken.
Since I knew that Uncle Lin was the one who framed my dad, I only had the deepest hatred for Uncle Lin, I hated him for being one thing on the surface and one thing behind his back, I hated him for using me all the time, and I hated him for being too cruel to my dad. What I hate the most is being deceived by people I trust, how deep my feelings for Uncle Lin used to be, and then how deep I hated him. I have formed a mindset of hatred for Uncle Lin.
But, now that Duoduo said this, I suddenly wavered a little, I began to feel that I hated too arbitrarily, if you think about it carefully, everything Uncle Lin did was indeed aimed at my dad, he hated my dad for special reasons. But Uncle Lin has always been very good to me, just like Duoduo said, he is better to me than his own daughter, and he has never hurt me at all. That's right, he lied to me, but my dad also lied to me, why can I forgive my dad, but I always resent Uncle Lin?
As for Duoduo, she was not good to me when she was a child, but that was also her true temperament, and it was a manifestation of her venting after I robbed her father's love. Later, my wedding with Xu Nan was ruined, which was actually my own problem, and it was my feelings for Duoduo that were shaken that disappointed Xu Nan. In the end, the corpse sank to the bottom of the river, even more so Duoduo, she didn't know that I was Wu Lai at the time.
Speaking of which, she didn't really hurt me, she hindered my relationship with Xu Nan, and it was also because her way of loving people was too domineering, she liked me, so she didn't allow me to be with other women. But other than that, everything she did was to help me, and she asked the woman in red to come forward to save me many times. Last time in the Flying Leopard Hall, she also came forward in person and desperately saved me. She helped me so much, but I didn't trust her, no wonder Duoduo was cold.
However, regardless of whether Uncle Lin and Duoduo have the intention of harming me or not, they are all blood butterfly people after all. Blood Butterfly is a demonic organization, specializing in dark and vicious things, I and Blood Butterfly will never be incompatible, so, Duoduo and I can only be on the opposite side, even if Duoduo and I have an extraordinary past, even if she has helped me many times, but it can't change the fact that she is a member of Blood Butterfly, and I can't really open my heart to her.
When I was standing, Duoduo suddenly moved, she walked straight towards me, and said as she walked: "Wu Lai, do you have no feelings for me now?"
Duoduo's voice was sincere and full of sadness, and I listened to it, and suddenly came back to my senses and looked at her.
Seeing her walking towards me, I almost reflexively shouted, "Stop, don't come here!"
My shout was full of sternness, and my expression was also very serious.
When Duoduo heard this, she immediately stopped her steps, she looked at me with a sad face, and asked, "Are you afraid of me?"
I shook my head and said, "I'm not afraid of you, I just don't want to hurt you, but I don't want you to hurt me either, you haven't told me yet, is the Gu poison from you?"
Actually, after chatting with Duoduo a few words before, I was about to believe her, and I believe that she would never do anything harmful to me. But, just because she is a blood butterfly person, I have to guard against it, although she has not done anything to harm me before, but I am sure that she will do it in the future. Because, the blood butterflies are really terrifying, they have too many vicious tricks, perhaps, Duoduo has been brainwashed by them, maybe today, Duoduo is a bait to lure me into being fooled.
Therefore, I must be wary of Duoduo, I will not let her have the opportunity to hurt me and my loyalty alliance, but I don't want to hurt her, even if I know that she is a blood butterfly, I can't do it. In any case, she is my sister who grew up with me, and the two of us have an extraordinary relationship, she is a nightmare of my childhood, but she is also the woman I care about, and she has been hidden in my heart for a long, long time. She is my benefactor, she has helped me so much that I can't hurt her. Our relationship is no longer simple, and now, there is a deep gap between me and her, and we can't get close anymore.
Seeing me like this, Duoduo became more and more sad, her eyes were already red, but she didn't get mad, she just gritted her teeth and asked: "If I did it, do you still want to attack me?"
If Duoduo is really brainwashed and really uses all kinds of tricks against me and my Loyalty Alliance, then what should I do?
I may not hurt her, but I can't let her do anything, I looked at her very seriously, and said solemnly: "I will arrest you!"
Hearing this, the sadness in Duoduo's eyes exploded directly, she was completely desperate, she shook her head in despair, and said bitterly: "Wu Lai, you disappointed me too much!"
When she said this, Duoduo's voice was a little hoarse, and in her tone, there was obviously grievance and pain, and there was the deepest disappointment.
From the beginning, I didn't want to doubt her, but everything I said to her was a distrust of her, and I hurt her again and again, making her so desperate and painful. I'm not blind, I'm not without a heart, of course I can feel Duoduo's pain, I actually don't think she will be Gu at all, but because of our hostile relationship now, I can only treat her so cruelly. Even if I don't doubt her, I have to be wary of her.
After all, I still suppressed the emotions in my heart, and continued to say to her indifferently: "Lin Duoduo, you deliberately led me here in the middle of the night, won't you just say this!"
Feeling my indifference again, Duoduo was even more injured and skinless, she didn't reply to my words immediately, just turned around slightly, her back to me.
She is trying her best to control her sad emotions, but, through her shaking shoulders, I can also feel her endless sadness, however, Duoduo has always been very strong, but also domineering and arrogant, she will not cry in front of me, she just wants to quietly relieve her sadness.
After a long pause, she said softly: "Last time, in the provincial capital, you played the role of an indifferent madman, I didn't recognize you, and I almost killed you, I have been haunted by this matter, and I have been guilty for a long time, but I have not had a chance to apologize to you." Now, I want to say, I'm sorry!"
Suddenly hearing Duoduo's words, my heart couldn't help but tremble twice, I hurt her like this, but she was still apologizing to me for the past, which made me feel embarrassed.
I looked at her back and said sincerely: "It's okay, I didn't blame you, besides, didn't you sacrifice your life to save me later!"
After listening to my words, Duoduo suddenly turned around, looked at me, and said very seriously: "Yes, that's because I don't want you to die, even if you are full of hostility to me now, I don't want you to die, so I came here today to persuade you, don't think about dealing with blood butterflies, you will be sent to death if you go, you should hurry back to the provincial capital!"
It turns out that this is the purpose of Duoduo looking for me, she doesn't want to see me die, so she came over to persuade me, even if I did that to her just now, she still wants to persuade me.
I accepted her wishes, but I couldn't listen to her, so I directly rejected her: "Thank you for your kindness, I understand it, but the blood butterfly trip, I am imperative, no one can stop it!"
Hearing this, Duo Duo couldn't help but sneer, and then she persuaded me again: "Wu Lai, don't you stop being stubborn? I advise you for your own good, do you really think that you can compete with the Blood Butterfly with your loyalty alliance? How much do you know about the Blood Butterfly? I can tell you responsibly, if you go to Yunnan and commit the majesty of the Blood Butterfly, you and your brother will definitely die, and while the Blood Butterfly has not sent heavy troops to deal with you now, you should go back quickly!"
Duoduo's words were very straightforward, but they were also very sincere, of course I felt that she was really good for me, but I still didn't accept it, and continued to say sonorously: "I went to the Blood Butterfly Headquarters, and I was ready to die." But even if I die, I'll do my best, doesn't the Blood Butterfly just like to engage in shady actions?Then let it come, tonight we can see through the Gu scheme, and we can see through its other conspiracy traps in the future!"
My words are loud and resounding, expressing my will and determination.
After hearing this, Duoduo snorted disdainfully, and then said solemnly to me: "This time, the Blood Butterfly just sent the vanguard team over, wanting to destroy you at the lowest cost. You have seen through the Gu poison this time, will you be able to get along in the future? Tell you, this will make you more dangerous, and in the future, Blood Butterfly will definitely pay more attention to you, as long as Blood Butterfly wants to deal with it, no matter what kind of gang is organized, it will not end well. When the time comes, I'm afraid that you will be wiped out on the way, you still listen to me, hurry back!"
Hearing this, my heart inevitably burst twice, Duo Duo was right, maybe at the beginning, the blood butterfly didn't pay attention to me as an enemy, thinking that only the next Gu poison and a puppet could destroy us, but now, we have seen through their Gu poison, it will inevitably attract their attention, that is to say, from this moment on, we will always face infinite crises, even on the road, we have to face all kinds of difficulties and obstacles. This trip to the Blood Butterfly is really more difficult than learning from the West.
But, no matter how difficult it is, even if it is nine deaths, I will not retreat, this time, I am absolutely desperate, no matter what, I will fight with the blood butterfly to the end, so, Duoduo's bitter persuasion, not only did not persuade me, but increased my determination and fighting spirit, I straightened my chest and said bluntly to Duoduo: "You don't need to say it anymore, even if it is death, I will not retract it." You should also know that my dad is trapped, I'm going to save him, I'm going to eradicate the blood butterfly!"
Duoduo saw that I was stubborn, sparks flashed in her eyes, she was angry, her emotions were uncontrollable, and she shouted directly at me excitedly: "Since you know, even your father is trapped, how can you deal with the blood butterfly, why do you want to send it to death? Are you a fool?"
This shout shouted out Duoduo's extreme helplessness and anger, and at the same time, it also aroused my unwillingness and fighting spirit, my blood was rolling, and my emotions were stirring. I couldn't help it, so I replied to her: "Yes, I'm a fool, I just want to die, even if I die, it's better than being weak and retreating, even if I die, it's better than letting the world look down on me, I don't want to be a coward, can't I?"
My words are obviously emotional, I hate Duoduo for despising me, the more she despises me, the more I won't back down, the more she treats me as a coward, I want to be a man who is not afraid of death.
To be honest, no matter how many girls I met after that, none of them brought me a deep memory. For so many years, I have been a toad who is disliked, and the root cause of all this is Duoduo, it is she who caused my inferiority, in Duoduo's eyes, I have always been a softie, coward, ugly, although she slowly changed her opinion of me, but the deep memory that has been left to me is indelible, and I can't help but blurt out my rebuttals.
Duoduo listened, and seemed to be touched, her anger froze, her sadness froze, and her expression was stunned.
After being silent for a long time, Duo Duo made a desolate voice to me: "Wu Lai, do you have to stubbornly go to the Blood Butterfly Headquarters, even if I came to beg you to leave, can't you?"
I stared at Duoduo with blazing eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Yes!"
One word, once again expresses my unwavering determination.
Finally, Duoduo was completely powerless, her eyes became gloomy, she didn't persuade me anymore, but said softly: "Good luck!"
With that, she turned around directly and left resolutely.
I didn't keep her, I just stared at her sad back in a daze, and watched her leave, but, Duoduo had just taken two steps, and suddenly, a strange voice pierced the night sky, and suddenly came: "Lin Duoduo, you traitor!"
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