yes, what do you mean, what the hell does this man mean?

What do you mean?

What does this mean exactly?

In her mind, a vague thing suddenly appeared, but she couldn't believe it!

Amnesia, is that so?

No, it's not!

"Don't scare me!" he stepped forward with difficulty, reaching out to touch the man's face.

She wanted to determine if she had recognized the wrong person or if the man had lost his memory.

However, before the hand touched the man's face, it was quietly avoided by the man, and the eyes were full of warnings.

The breath is familiar!

Attitude, however, is unfamiliar.

In this way, in the end, Gu Wan collapsed on the ground.

It turns out that is the case?

The blood in her heart was constantly surging, and finally she couldn't suppress it again and was about to rise up, and she swallowed it fiercely.

When the tears were blurry and blurry, they fell directly uncontrollably, and she was still hurt in the end.

"Why, why?" Why did the Divine do this to himself, why?

Why, exactly?

Gu Wan's spirit was not very good, and now this series of changes has greatly stimulated her heart, and she can't breathe in pain.

Is this the case?

God, why does it have to be like this?

What did she do wrong in her previous life, she must punish herself like this in this life, why does it have to be like this?

"Ahh

……

Rin Yan on the plane, his eyebrows were beating suddenly.

There was always an uneasiness in his heart...... but he didn't know why, his intuition was Gu Wan.

"The people over there have already been arranged?"

"Yes, before we rush over, the people over there will protect Miss Gu well. Ling An replied respectfully.

In the end, I'm still interested!

This providence makes people, and that's probably what it says.

No matter what Gu Wan did before, no matter what he did for the man in front of him, he was so disdainful!

Probably because Lu Jingting and Gu Wan were the closest, and he was not allowed to get close to that woman for half a point because he wanted to guard against Gu Wan.

But in the end, people are not as good as heaven.

Although everything was arranged, Rin Yan was still a little uneasy in his heart.

In the past, I felt that only Gu Wan was embarrassed by others in this world, and no one else could embarrass her, but now, these have become uncertain.

The people of the Xu family are not simple people.

If Gu Wan is hard to get together with them, it will always be Gu Wan who suffers, I hope that nothing will happen to that woman.

If there is, he will definitely let the entire Xu family be buried with him.

……

When Gu Wan woke up, he was in the hospital.

Looking at the white ceiling and smelling the disinfectant water, those eyes ...... Once again, it fell into emptiness and dead silence.

"You're finally awake. The woman's voice sounded, pulling Gu Wan's thoughts back.

"How does it feel?"

Gu Wan: "......"

The person in front of you is a stranger!

If you don't see the person you want to see, it's not what it feels like in your heart.

Unconsciously the shadow of the past appeared in my mind, and every time I was sick, it was the man who took care of me.

Yes, every time I get sick, it's that man who takes care of me.

But now ......!

Things are not people.

Suddenly, Gu Wan felt so tired.

After persisting for so many years, all of a sudden I don't know what the meaning of my persistence is, and I don't even want to insist on it.

"You are all saying something, I have to give an explanation to the young chairman. For Gu Wan's silence, the woman was a little dissatisfied.

Gu Wan: "You go back." ”

“……”

"I'm fine. ”

Are you all right?

In fact, this is the biggest turning point in her life, this time, compared to the last time she faced Lu Jingting's death.

It's not much better.

He ...... alive! He forgot about himself and married another woman! She had held on to her relationship for so many years, and suddenly it didn't make sense.

After taking several deep breaths, I couldn't suppress the pain in my heart.

The man was gone.

She covered herself in the quilt, which trembled and trembled, and it could be seen that she was crying for a full hour, all the time.

It's over, this time it's really over.

People, even if they are still alive in this world, are finished.

Gu Wan now experienced that kind of thing, which was more painful than the pain of the separation between heaven and man.

Jing Ting, her Jing Ting's ......! This time it is really gone, whether she wants to accept this fact or not.

If it was when Gu Wan faced this matter before.

She will definitely try her best to remind Lu Jingting of herself, and she will also find a way to find out the grievances between the Xu family and the Lu family.

Let him clearly understand who he has faced over the years and who he should choose.

But......!

Over the years, her experiences still made her feel tired, and not everyone has the courage to do it all over again.

And she doesn't have that kind of courage now.

When I saw Rinyan, it was the next morning.

In a trance, Gu Wan thought that it was Lu Jingting that she had seen, but if she looked closely, it was Rin Yan!

This person can't be compared, when there was only Rin Yan alone before, she thought it was Lu Jingting!

And now, with the real Lu Jingting, her contrast is so stark.

Two people, exactly the same!

However, Gu Wan could tell it at a glance.

"You couldn't stop him?" isn't it a very certain feeling, why didn't you stop it in the end?

Gu Wan's already empty eyes!

When I heard this, I tasted despair even more.

He ...... Forget me. ”

Therefore, he is still married to Xu Siying, even if she arrives, what's the use?

Tears, sliding down again!

Now her emotions are extremely unstable, as long as she mentions Lu Jingting, she can't control her tears.

Once, she was also such a strong woman.

Yes, be strong!

No matter how big things happened, she never flinched, and she rarely even shed tears, but now!

Uncontrollable.

"Forget?" Rin Yan looked at her in shock.

At this moment, I understood why she suffered such an embarrassment at the wedding that day, it turned out that the man didn't remember her at all.

Because I don't remember!

So everything is ......!

Gu Wan: "Yes, he forgot me." ”

This also explains why he has not been able to return home for so many years.

Because I forgot.

He forgot all the things of the people in the past.

"Now I'm nothing, in his world!"

This result is so difficult to accept.

Rin Yan: "......"

The eyebrows are frowning together!

I don't know why, he was a little lucky to get this answer.

But when she saw Gu Wan so uncomfortable, she couldn't do anything!

After all, it is a person who has worked hard in a relationship for so many years, and now he suddenly loses everything like this, no matter who it is, he believes in it and can't accept this fact.

But now things are in front of her, and he can't accept it.

"And what are you going to do now?

"Remember, remember, what?"

If you think about it, what can you change?

Does it change the fact that he is now Xu Siying's husband?

What can't be changed, all of this can't be changed, it's just in front of them.

How to change it?

Rin Yan: "Then what are your plans?"

In fact, when he heard the despair in the woman's tone, he knew that Gu Wan seemed to have given up!

How much was unwilling, how much must be able to let go, and now, in the face of this cruel fact, in the end, it is better to let go.

She's tired.

"I don't have any more plans. At this time, what else could she plan?

Naturally, there are no plans for anything.

Rin Yan: "......"

No more plans!

This result ......!

The despair in Gu Wan's eyes was so obvious and so distressing.

Yes, it's distressing!

Rin Yan would never feel sorry for anyone's man, but at this moment, he felt a little sorry for Gu Wan.

……

Lu Jingting came to the hospital.

Just happened to bump into Rin Yan, two identical people together, one full of calmness, and the other ...... It's shock.

"You?"

Rin Yan ignored Lu Jingting, turned around, and looked at Gu Wan: "I'm outside." ”

Apparently there was some explanation for her to go.

Gu Wan didn't speak, and Rin Yan went out automatically.

And Lu Jingting came in and looked at Gu Wan with a complicated face: "You recognized the wrong person?"

There is a person in this world who looks exactly like him, is this a coincidence or what?

He, as the young chairman of the Xu family!

Naturally, the mind is also very thoughtful.

Gu Wan: "I hope that I also recognized the wrong person this time." ”

There is some sigh and some despair in this sentence.

It's because I didn't admit my mistake that I was so embarrassed.

Lu Jingting: "Who is he?"

"He's you, and he's not you. ”

It's him, because he's been in her world for so many years, and he's played his role for so many years......!

Lu Jingting: "Me?"

"It's not you, either. ”

Gu Wan answered without thinking.

In fact, she doesn't want to dwell on this topic now, the man in front of her is Lu Jingting, yes.

But now again, she is really dead.

Sometimes, a relationship is not desperate because of each other's hurt, and there will be many external factors.

Like she is now.

……

The Xu family in Hualun City has caused a sensation.

Xu Jin is a thoughtful man, and suddenly there is a man who is exactly like himself in this city, so he naturally will not let it go.

The appearance of Gu Wan, a woman, and the appearance of this man.

Let his blank memory seem to have found a breakthrough! He has been working hard all these years.

Although Xu Siying and everyone in the Xu family told him that he was not important before...... he still persisted in trying to remember.

But in the end, there was not the slightest shadow.

Now, because of the appearance of a woman named Gu Wan, his clues have been found, and when he sees that woman, some familiar pictures always flash in his mind.

I want to try to catch it, but I ......!

"Remember, don't let the young lady know about this. After Xu Jin finished explaining the people around him, he added.

Chen Xi nodded: "Don't worry, Shaodong, I will be careful." ”

"Go ahead. ”

"Yes!"

Chen Xi is gone.

When Lu Jingting was left alone in the study, he pinched his sore eyebrows and tried hard to think about Gu Wan's face.

It's that face ......!

At that time, at the wedding, it was as if his brain was being hit.

Xu Siying came in with coffee: "Ah Jin." ”

“……”

"I heard that you went to the hospital today, what are you doing?"

Lu Jingting: "......" looked at the gentle woman in front of him, and a softness flashed in his heart.

When Xu Siying approached him, he took the coffee from the woman's hand and let her sit in his arms.

Xu Siying: "Who are you going to see?"

"Nothing, just an unimportant person. ”

……

This side of the hospital.

Gu Wan insisted on being discharged from the hospital, and since she knew that she had that kind of disease, she hated the hospital very much and hated the smell of the hospital's disinfectant water.

Every time she goes to the hospital, she always has a feeling, a ...... It seems to be difficult for me to get out.

It's also this feeling that makes her not want to be here again and again.

"Tomorrow, I'll take you out of the hospital. Rin Yan directly rejected Gu Wan's request.

Gu Wan: "But I really don't want to be here, I feel like I want to go crazy here." ”

It's not a feeling that the average person can understand.

Rin Yan: "Alright, we'll come back tomorrow." ”

He couldn't bear to force her, since she didn't want to be here, then don't be here, just take her and leave.

On the bus!

Ling'an drives.

Gu Wan and Rin Yan sat in the back seat, and the topic of Lu Jingting was very delicate for them now.

Rin Yan knew that Gu Wan didn't want to mention it, and Gu Wan really didn't mention it.

Upon arrival at the hotel.

Gu Wan returned to the room, and Rin Yan followed.

"I want to sleep. Gu Wan's voice was a little hoarse, which was obviously a manifestation of uncontrollable emotions.

She was anxious to need a space of her own.

Yes, it's just that you need a space of your own in a hurry.

Rin Yan: "I want to know, what do you want to do next?"

Gu Wan: "......"

Do what?

Actually, she didn't know.

She used to know her life very well, but now it's like this, and suddenly she's so confused.

I didn't know what I wanted to do, and I didn't know what I should do, so I was completely confused!

"I don't know. ”

"Then come with me and go back to Obsidian Hills. At this moment, in Rin Yan's opinion, Gu Wan had no choice but to go with her.

Lu Jingting got married.

She has been attached to so many facets of affection, and now it belongs to someone else.

"No thanks. The tone was still calm.

However, the calm that Rin Yan listened to at the moment was to hear the despair in her tone.

At the same time, he was also annoyed by her refusal.

I came all the way for this woman, not to come here and be rejected by her, but now this woman is really damn ......!

Gu Wan: "I know you pity me, but I ...... No, you don't need it

Yes, she doesn't need it.

No matter what is needed at any time, it is not pitiful.

However, she now has to admit that she is really pitiful to the extreme, and she has nothing.

Now it's really nothing.

Rin Yan: "You're not pitiful, you're pathetic!"

Gu Wan: "......"

yes, it's really sad.

Her life was so tortuous, so tortuous that she couldn't persevere.

"A man who has loved him for so many years has now become someone else's husband, what are you still clinging to?"

Attachment to what?

"I don't have anything to cling to now!"

Yes, Gu Wan said that she had nothing to cling to.

Isn't there any attachment?

Rin Yan: "And what are you still doing here?"

"I don't know ...... either", Gu Wan said so confused.

Yes, she doesn't know what she's doing here.

After thinking about it for so many years, I finally met people.

But what about seeing people now?

What you get, but that's the result.

It wasn't something everyone would like, but now, it was all around her.

She couldn't get out of it at all.

At this moment, not to mention that Gu Wan was confused and didn't know where to go, even Rin Yan didn't know how to help her.

I wanted to take her away, but I also knew that this woman would not go.

As for what she was insisting on, he didn't know, or rather...... Gu Wan didn't know it herself.

……

tried to make Lu Jingting recover his memory, but Gu Wan was tired, but she was reluctant to let her leave Hualun City!

In this way, for half a month since Lu Jingting got married, Gu Wan has been living like this.

On the fifteenth day.

Rin Yan said to her, "You can come with me now." ”

Until now!

Since Gu Wan came out of the hospital, Lu Jingting has never appeared in her world again, and the man and Xu Siying appear in public at any time.

On the silver screen, there is a picture of the two leaning together.

The appearance of such a match is enviable and sad.

Gu Wan: "I'll go with you, and then what?"

This time, Gu Wan did not directly refuse Rin Yan, but asked him instead.

Rin Yan: "......"

And then?

And then what?

"Rin Yan, he is now Xu Siying's husband, and you ...... It's also Li Qiao's fiancé!" "So you two."

It really has nothing to do with me.

How complicated such a relationship is, Gu Wan also knows that it is precisely because of this that she has always maintained herself.

She no longer has the strength or the courage to fall into any whirlpool.

"You've always believed he loves you, but now ......" Rin Yan didn't know how to continue.

Gu Wan's mental condition should be what he knows best, so at this time, he actually doesn't know what to say.

I'm afraid that it will be too heavy and stimulate her.

Gu Wan: "I know, I know." ”

What Rin Yan wants to say, she also knows.

It's because I know everything that I feel so heartache now.

People, sometimes it's not a good thing to know more, for example, Gu Wan can't accept that existence now.

So far, she has not recovered from Lu Jingting's marriage.

Rin Yan: "Think about it, think about it, come to me." ”

Obviously, Rin Yan, who has been here for half a month, can no longer stay, and the man who has always been strong in the past did not use tough measures against Gu Wan this time.

Although someone was arranged here to protect her.

But he still had to remind: "This is the territory of the Xu family, Xu Siying is the second lady of the Xu family, you should be careful." ”

Although Lu Jingting is the young chairman of the Xu family, he is a door-to-door after all, and if something really happens, it will not be good for him.

I believe that Gu Wan is not afraid of anything, but what she doesn't want to do is to let Lu Jingting be hurt in it.

"I know. ”

Nod, silence!

She barely had the courage to say anything more now.

……

Rin Yan is gone.

He has to go, and recently Rin Tianche has been in a bad state because of Luanxin's marriage, and he is not as effective as before.

A lot of things have to be done by Rin Yan herself!

Gu Wan, who stayed here, her heart has always been heavy, and the amount of medicine has been increasing in the past few days, but she is becoming more and more unable to control her temper.

On this day, Lu Jingting, who hadn't seen each other for twenty days, they met again.

Look at ...... at the moment!

Gu Wan didn't even have the heart to blame him, how could he blame ......him? I don't remember anything, do I!?

It was as if she couldn't recognize Rin Yan at the time that it wasn't him, different absurdity, different mistakes, and yet he ...... But it's easier to be forgiven.

Who let him, don't remember anything?

The man opposite gracefully picked up the coffee and took a sip, his gestures were full of dignity, which was different from the previous rudeness in the army.

Now he is a serious businessman, and that kind of temperament is all!

In the end, I can't find the shadow of the iron and blood back then, but Gu Wan still knows that this person is Lu Jingting.

"You know my past very well?" the man put down the coffee cup and looked at Gu Wan in a very affirmative tone.

Although the woman didn't say much after coming to his world.

But just looking at her face was enough to remind him of a lot.

Gu Wan: "You also know that your memory is damaged?"

Now that you know, then the wedding ...... that day!

Forget it, that day's wedding was no longer something the two of them wanted to mention, especially for Gu Wan, let alone want to!

Lu Jingting: "Hmm. ”

A faint hum.

In fact, before, he had been trying to break through the prohibition in his heart, but he had failed all these years.

It seems that there is someone, and in some way to forbid him to think of the past.

Therefore, even if he has any shadow over the years, he has disappeared in the end, but recently...... After meeting Gu Wan, this feeling became stronger and stronger.

Some broken fragments are also becoming clearer and clearer.

Although I haven't seen Gu Wan for twenty days!

But during this time, as long as he closed his eyes, all he thought of was Gu Wan's little face, and the vague shadow in his mind before.

Now, it's clear!

In other words, the brokenness that once appeared in his mind was Gu Wan.

Gu Wan: "Then do you want to remember the past?"

This sentence is a little difficult to ask, but also a little expected.

Even, at this moment, there is a hope in my heart.

So many days of despair, so many days of silence...... At this moment, her eyes were full of hope, as long as he said, wanting to remember the past.

Then, she must be able to remind him.

Definitely, you can!

As long as she says she wants to ......!

However, the man's response still made her desperate in the end, and she only heard Lu Jingting say: "You can also see that my life is very good now." ”

“……”

"What I want to know is, if I knew before, would it affect the present?"

Gu Wan: "......"

Her face turned pale and pale.

Is he worried that it will affect his life now? Why? Because he loves Xu Siying?

Worried that after thinking of the past, it will be unfavorable to Xu Siying? So I'd rather not ring that past!?Give up my past?

"Do you love her so much?" the tone became even drier.

Even my throat is stiff!

I want to say more, but I can't say it.

Tears rush to the lacrimal ducts!

She didn't want to accept this fact, but ......!

I only heard the man reply: "She is my wife, I naturally love her, otherwise we would not be married!"

Gu Wan heard a tumult in her chest, obviously the sound of her own heartbreak.

Before, when I heard people say that their hearts were broken.

She felt hypocritical!

How can a person's heart be broken so easily? and even feel that there is no one in this world, and there is nothing worth breaking for oneself.

But now, her heart is really broken!

"Your wife, yes, she is your wife......" Because she is a wife, she is loved.

He's right, if they don't love, they won't get married, will they?

However, he loves Xu Siying to the point of getting married.

And what about her?

What the hell is she in his world?

Or ...... they never had anything to do with each other, and it was always her wishful thinking?

Or is it ...... Back then, in fact, he used himself as a cover? Who really loved him in his heart was Xu Siying?

For so many years, Gu Wan has lived in a conspiracy.

The only thing I believe in is the love between Lu Jingting and himself, but now this love has become suspicious because of this.

Despair.

Really desperate!

Heartbreak, and really heartbreak...... She feels like she is really a failure, a failure in life, a failure in her relationship! In her world, it is full of failures.

"Then what does my past look like?" Lu Jingting was very indifferent to Gu Wan's sadness.

This indifference was also something that Gu Wan had never thought of before.

She felt that everyone in the world would abandon her, but Lu Jingting would definitely not.

But now this reality slapped her face like this, and she was beaten to the heart.

"If you love her very much, then that past is meaningless to you. Gu Wan didn't want to say anything.

Tired.

Even at this point, she didn't have the heart to take revenge on Lu Jingting.

After all, she is a person who has loved her for so many years, and at this juncture, what she thinks of is to protect this man.

In fact, there is nothing in his world.

Yes, nothing!

The family is gone, everything has been controlled by Bo Yi, and there is not much left that was corrupted by Rin Yan in the end.

So, what's the point of knowing that past now?

It's better not to know anything.

……

Gu Wan didn't know how to leave the café.

The cold wind blew on her face like a knife, and the cold and pain made her take several deep breaths, and she couldn't suppress the sadness in her heart.

Rin Yan is right, she is not pitiful, but pathetic.

And now Gu Wan feels that she is not only pathetic, but also ridiculous!

Isn't it just ridiculous?

After so many years, it's ......!

Back to the hotel!

Turning on the light, the room with the curtains closed instantly plunged into light, but when I saw the woman sitting on the sofa in the center of the room.

At that moment, she gasped.

"You, why are you here?" the person who came was Xu Siying.

Gu Wan didn't expect that she and Xu Siying would meet under such circumstances.

When the woman saw her, her red lips cracked and she laughed!

That laugh is extremely enchanting!

It's like she used to ......! At that time, in order to get Rin Yando back to her side, she was like this.

Feel free to spend yourself in fat powder.

Make yourself look your best at all times.

But she knew that ......! The more people like this, the less they will get, and they want to keep them by such means.

It's really sad.

It's just that the woman in front of her got Lu Jingting's love, what else is she sad about?

"Did you see him?" Xu Siying's tone was affirmative, even more unkind.

Gu Wan: "Yes." ”

"He's my husband now, why do you want to see him?"

Gu Wan: "......"

Husband!

These two words were slapped in her face like a slap in the face.

Xu Siying is not an extreme person, at least at this time, she didn't directly scold her for anything.

But the word husband was also stimulating, and Gu Wan's mind was disturbed! There was already a lot of stimulation during this time.

Now because of Xu Siying's remarks, my heart is even more uncalm.

"You're right, he's your husband now, so what are you afraid of now?"

"Afraid?"

"Isn't it?"

If you're not afraid, why are you here, and why?

Xu Siying: "You really look up to yourself, do you think you can still seduce him with your appearance?"

“……”

"It's just Gu Wan, what is his current situation, since you have seen him, I believe you also know that it is not good for him for you to appear in front of him like this. ”

Xu Siying's tone became tougher!

When Gu Wan saw Lu Jingting before, he didn't have the strong desire to remind him of everything at that time.

But now, she has such a desire.

The only difference was that she now wanted to know why he had amnesia.

He took a deep breath and said, "Why?"

"He has forgotten about you, if you think about everything, it will definitely not be good for his current life, do you want him to be bad?"

“……”

"And the Lu family is no longer there now. "A hundred years of foundation, because of Rin Yan's intervention, there is nothing left now.

So what does Lu Jingting remember now?

"Or do you want him to remember that the person he loves is you, and then go to a life with you where nothing happened?"

Xu Siying didn't mind that Gu Wan knew everything, and knew that the person he loved was actually her.

Gu Wan's heart was pumped together.

Yes, the Lu family has nothing now.

Even if he remembered that he was Lu Jingting, what would it be?

Seeing her shaken, Xu Siying continued: "He has forgotten, everything is fine now, you don't want to make trouble for him anymore." ”

“……”

"How many times has he died all these years......

Gu Wan: "What did you say?"

A narrow escape?

What Nine Deaths and One Life?

Didn't it mean that he was taken away directly by the Xu family after that time, and then he was engaged to Xu Siying half a year later?

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