Chapter Ninety-Nine: Psychological Disorder??

It's not angry, but it's devastating. Han Mingjin boasts of his cute and invincible character, and the burden point can also be leveled with his identity. Someone like him, who has had a complicated experience, is eager to be loved by everyone. Of course, all the people here are not understood in a broad sense, but refer to the people he likes to be close to.

In fact, Sulli said that he was doing it for a sense of accomplishment, and it was not all right or wrong. He doesn't say that he will be happy if he is liked by many people, but the atmosphere is harmonious and he can talk to anyone, which is what he wants. After returning to South Korea, many unfamiliar seniors and juniors took the initiative to become close to him, and even if he couldn't, he could take the initiative.

Cui Xueli, a junior who has a good reputation for laughing when she meets people, after realizing that she rejects herself a little, took the initiative to resolve the misunderstanding with her, but she didn't expect that now she will still get a sentence "Please let me go." ”

What kind of emotion can be said in this way? Hundreds of people have a thousand hearts, why did they bear so much psychological pressure from themselves, Han Mingjin was very curious, but he didn't want to figure it out anymore. Perhaps, as I just said, not talking, not meeting, and not having any communication is the best attitude for her.

Just drove the car quietly, and an awkward atmosphere lingered throughout the car. But thinking about it, Han Mingjin was relieved. If it was just Han Mingjin's character before, of course it would be like this. But at this time, Han Mingjin is a fusion of an otaku and this life, and he doesn't really care about the troubles of an underage girl.

Mental age is not usually reflected, but at this time, it is always obvious. Because of his experience, Han Mingjin looks like a child when he looks at Sulli's current appearance. It's just that when I remembered that I was seventeen or eighteen years old in my previous life, maybe I wasn't as good as Sulli. It can even be said that it is far from it. At that time, the level of hardship, the teacher mentioned seeing the parents, and when he came home from school, he was struggling. It can be delayed for a while, but in fact, I don't know what to drag?

But Sulli is now managing her own affairs long ago when she debuted. In addition to driving, you don't have to drive yourself, and you don't have to pick up the trip yourself. How to do the show, how to perform on stage, how to attract popularity, these are all things she has to consider. In particular, the most difficult thing is how to get along with the younger generations. The entertainment industry is very complicated, a little girl can be so easy, not much better than herself at that time?

So after relaxing, Han Mingjin was also thinking about something else while driving. In the blink of an eye, an hour passed, and no one in the carriage said a word. But the atmosphere was not too awkward. Occasionally passing by a place to rest halfway, Han Mingjin would also ask Sulli to come down to eat something and move. It's not too deliberate to avoid it.

However, Han Mingjin gradually adapted to this model, but Sulli kept looking at Han Mingjin timidly, wanting to say something but stopped talking. It wasn't until the time of driving again that Sulli didn't put on his headphones, but looked at Han Mingjin and whispered: "Oppa...... Are you angry?"

Han Mingjin didn't look back, and asked calmly: "Why do you say that?" Sulli paused, with a sincere expression: "Oppa, actually I didn't mean that." Han Mingjin glanced at Sulli, curled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "I know." Do not worry. Sulli was silent for a while, and suddenly shook his head: "You don't know, you don't know anything." ”

Han Mingjin paused, looked at the front attentively, and whispered: "Before I was unfamiliar, I really wanted to treat you as an oppa." Not because of your identity, but because of your sincerity towards Yun'er Oni. But after getting acquainted with it, I realized that you are a character that is easy to give people illusions. Not intentionally, but unintentionally. I can't get you to change, but I want to avoid it, so that you don't get distracted by your delusions and have thoughts that you shouldn't have. ”

Han Mingjin slowly put away his smiling face, wrapped the headphones around his fingers, and subconsciously wrapped them repeatedly: "You always say that you have a bad temper, and you always say that you have a flowery mouth." But I've seen a lot of big people, who doesn't have a bit of personality? Funny and approachable. Responsible, but not degradable, no matter what anyone's ideal type is, at least it can be found on the body. ”

Sulli suddenly turned his head to look at Han Mingjin: "But you already have Sister Yun'er, so I can't put my mind on you anymore." Han Mingjin frowned and said: "What you think is too complicated, can't you be a parent?" Sulli chuckled and said: "Can you kiss casually?" Han Mingjin hurriedly replied: "But I have a ...... personality"

"Then others will accept it?" Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment and did not speak again. Indeed, what your personality is like is your business, tucking the tangled headphone cord into your clothes: "Okay. You are the president. You have such a personality that you are unintentionally prone to give people this kind of illusion that they should not have. But I can't accept it, it's always okay to avoid it, right?oppa, don't you understand how difficult it is to refuse to approach someone you want to approach but can't?"

Han Mingjin frowned, and smiled helplessly: "Is this the only one for me? South Korea or the entertainment industry, there are many charming boys around." Do you avoid it? I remember that you also have a lot of male relatives who have died, and you have close oppa. Can they be treated differently?" Sulli shook his head with a serious expression, "They're not far from me. If I can do it, I will be able to do it sooner or later. It's okay to be an oppa, but I don't feel emotionally emotional about them. They will not be treated with an attitude of looking up. ”

Han Mingjin nodded: "You only look up to me?" Sulli was silent for a moment, and finally took a breath: "If I say it, maybe you will laugh at me." There are a lot of people I need to look up to, but either there is an age gap or I don't have the opportunity to reach them. It won't be within the range that tempts me. But oppa, you are only two years older than me, and you will grow into a star, and your achievements will be only higher than them. If none of this is a ...... But you like to be close to us, the little people in your eyes, and like to play with us. The more opportunities I have to get in touch, the more I am afraid that I can't help but want to get to know you and get close to you. Ultimately...... Like Crystal, Suzy, and Jiyoung. ”

Han Mingjin looked at her with a smile: "What kind of nonsense is it." According to your meaning, I am a big person, so I should not have contact with you so-called small people. Avoid creating a false impression that you can't get rid of yourself because you shouldn't have thoughts?Also, what happened to Sujing, Suzy, and Jiyoung? Aren't I getting along well with them?"

Sulli never gave up, just looked at Han Mingjin: "oppa." It's not once or twice that they've quarreled and fought for you. Not to mention what I've seen with my own eyes, you've experienced it yourself a few times. In your eyes, you think it's a little girl messing around, but do you know it...... They're all serious. Han Mingjin's expression was surprised, and he interrupted Han Mingjin: "Do you think it's okay as long as you don't care about yourself? Now it's a little girl, who didn't make her debut? But now Yun'er Ernie Xiuyan Ernie is not also an adult? They won't grow up? When the time comes, ......"

Han Mingjin waved his hand: "Thinking too far." Maybe they will find someone they like long ago. I'm just a pro-oppa. Sulli chuckled, "Oppa, I'm pretty sure I'm not giving someone the illusion by accident." Because you don't understand a girl's mind at all, or you don't understand feelings at all. ”

Han Mingjin looked at Sulli with a strange expression: "Then you understand?" Sulli ignored Han Mingjin's ridicule, fiddled with his fingers and said: "You have always been so close to them, and after a long time, it will only make them fall deeper and deeper, but it is impossible for the situation you said." And if it really appears...... They will also be greatly hurt in order to break free from you. Are these the outcomes you're willing to accept?"

Han Mingjin pursed the corners of his mouth and didn't speak, but he suddenly laughed in the middle of the ring. At first, he was able to remain calm, but seeing that Han Mingjin still didn't stop, his face slowly became difficult to look at. Finally, he couldn't hold back and shouted angrily, "Oppa!!Is it so ridiculous? Could it be that I didn't say it right?"

Han Mingjin shook his head and wanted to say something, but he still couldn't help laughing. Seeing that Sulli's tears had a tendency to flow out again, Han Mingjin could barely hold back: "Sulli, I'...... Ahem. I just found out today that you are really precocious. Obviously seventeen or eighteen years old, but the words she said made people feel like a mature woman who had gone through the vicissitudes of life. When it comes to emotional matters, one set of ...... You don't think you've had any experience before, right?

Seeing that Sulli turned his head and didn't look at him, Han Mingjin thought about it, sighed and said, "Actually, there is no need for this. If you think so much, it gives me the feeling that you have a mental disorder. The daily schedule is so busy, and you have to consider the pressure of development. Why bother to burden yourself so much because I'm an irrelevant person?"

Sulli frowned and turned her head, her voice choked up at this time: "I don't want to do this either." But what can I do?" Han Mingjin touched his nose and turned his head to look at Sulli: "I'm really as good as you say? If you get closer, you might fall into it...... Let's wipe away your tears first. It's not that serious. If you like it, you like it, and I don't mind. ”

Sulli chuckled, and pushed Han Mingjin in disgust: "I mind...... Bad apple. Han Mingjin laughed: "When you say that, I suddenly feel a lot better." At first, I thought I was finally hated by someone.,Even if it's closer, it's a burden.。 I didn't expect it, it turns out that you have always had a crush on me, how can this make me embarrassed?"

Sulli bit her lip and glared at him: "Oppa...... You're thinking too much. I didn't mean that. Han Mingjin nodded casually: "Yes, yes, I think too much." But Sulli, why didn't I notice it all along? When did you start liking me?

Sulli decided to ignore him, feeling like everything he had just said was in vain. It's just that Han Mingjin can't just give up. After a long silence, Han Mingjin spoke: "Actually, I can understand your feelings. Not necessarily liking, but to avoid it. That's why you always ask me why I can't let you go, and I don't have to care if you are close or not. There are a lot of people who don't like me, and of course I won't explain them one by one. ”

Sulli paused, turned his head to look at Han Mingjin: "Then why am I ......" Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and said with a smile: "I said it." On the surface, you love to laugh and stand out in all aspects, but in fact, I know that you have more ideas than them in 94. Be more attentive in your work. It's true that I don't usually do a good job, but I will see who has a future and who works hard. I want to settle the matter with you because I don't want to let a company with such a promising idol be disturbed in any way because of me. That's what I really think when I approach you. ”

Sulli was stunned for a moment, and looked at Han Mingjin with a strange expression: "oppa...... Do you believe this?" Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment, touched his nose and sneered: "You can see it, hehe." Or do you say I admire you?" Sulli curled the corners of her mouth, looked at Han Mingjin and asked, "What is the reason for that?"

Han Mingjin looked ahead with a smile: "Because of what...... Actually, I told you a long time ago. Sulli's expression was puzzled: "Told me?" Han Mingjin narrowed his smiling eyes: "Because you have a good figure, you are beautiful, and you are still 94line." So for the sake of accomplishment, I'm going to draw you to my side as well, and then fall into ......"

Sulli clapped his hands angrily: "You finally admit it, right? I'll just say you're doing it for a sense of accomplishment." Sulli looked at Han Mingjin with a smile: "oppa." You're naïve, really. Han Mingjin sighed, with a melancholy look: "Yes." It's naïve indeed. I didn't expect that my little nonsense would put you through such torture...... Sulli, Miane. ”

Sulli was a little overwhelmed for a moment, because he had rarely seen Han Mingjin so sad. So she couldn't speak, but she only knew how to wave her hands indiscriminately, and she didn't know what to say. However, Han Mingjin suddenly grabbed her hand and put it between the two: "But Sulli, after knowing that you have such thoughts, OPPA seems to ...... I can't let you go. So I think it's better for you to get caught up. ”

Sulli's mouth opened wide in shock, and he tried to withdraw his hand angrily, but he didn't break free for a moment. She just looked at Han Mingjin's smiling side face, and there was an emotion brewing in her heart.