Chapter 391: Bear it with all your might

Leaving together, they start over, and it sounds like it's good and tempting.

However, Lu Ya knew that they couldn't go.

"Can we start over?" Ji Zeyang, do you think it's okay between us?"

There was a deep regret in Lu Ya's rhetorical words, but she had to hide such regrets.

"I know that you were forced by Luo Yingnan, don't be afraid of him, believe me, we can start again, as long as our family of four is together, we can overcome all difficulties. ”

Ji Zeyang had such a determined attitude, holding her hand tightly, so sincerely eager to be with Lu Ya.

However, Lu Ya retracted her hand very firmly, "Don't force it, okay, I'm fine now, this arrangement is the most suitable, I don't want Yin Yin and Kane to be hurt, Luo Yingnan can protect us, as long as he doesn't dislike it, I am willing to accompany him for the rest of my life." ”

"Luya. ”

"Ji Zeyang, let me go, please let me go, let me and Yin Yin, Kane, let us live a stable life, I have really had enough of being hurt and frightened. ”

Lu Ya was so serious, staring at Ji Zeyang's eyes with deep discomfort.

Ji Zeyang naturally knows very well that because of his life experience during this period of time, he has brought great harm and distress to the people around him, especially Lu Ya, who has caused her the deepest damage.

Ji Zeyang approached, "I made you hurt...... However, give me a little time, I will try to do a good job, let me walk to you step by step, and we will be reunited as a family of four......"

"How long will it take to walk towards me step by step? You tell me, how long will it take to walk towards me? Two years, five years, or ten years? Ji Zeyang, do you want to be cruel to me like this?"

Lu Ya's words were all mercilessly stinging Ji Zeyang.

"Ji Zeyang, just like before, let me go, just because you are afraid of affecting me, Yin Yin and Kane, after all, we don't want Yin Yin and Kane to be injured. ”

Lu Ya also grabbed Ji Zeyang's psychology, knowing that Ji Zeyang now has the same mentality as her, and is reluctant to let Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien get hurt.

"I don't want you to get hurt, but I also don't want my children and my woman to be with Luo Yingnan and have a relationship with the Ji family. ”

Did she take into account his feelings when she did this?

Even though Ji Zeyang knew Lu Ya's intentions at this moment, even though he knew very well that everything was for the sake of the child, and he didn't even want to drag him down, but doing so always made Ji Zeyang's heart feel heavy.

"Your children are also my children, and I also have the power to decide their future, and I don't want their future to continue to grow up in harm, and I, in fact, from the beginning, I am not your possession. ”

Lu Ya was even more categorically warned.

"Ji Zeyang, if I have anything, from now on, you don't care, I have Luo Yingnan, he will take care of everything for me, you always appear by my side, how can Yingnan be embarrassed?"

Lu Ya was mentioning Luo Yingnan's self-esteem at this moment.

Ji Zeyang was silent, if he was no longer qualified to say anything at this time, at least, he was sure that no matter what he said, Lu Ya would not change his mind.

The pain in Lu Ya's heart seemed to be numb and unconscious, but she was still saying ruthless words to Ji Zeyang......

"So, don't come to me again, no matter what happens to me, pretend not to know, that's the biggest help for me. ”

Lu Ya's words were so heartless.

However, the more ruthless he was, the more Ji Zeyang's heart understood Lu Ya's thoughts......

"I know that you are doing this because you are afraid of affecting me, and it is also because Luo Yingnan persecuted you that you will move to the Ji family......"

"It's not what you say it is, but if you insist on deceiving yourself like this, I'm helpless. ”

Lu Ya no longer dared to meet Ji Zeyang's eyes, as if she was afraid that under his staring gaze, all her emotions would be revealed.

In the next second, Lu Ya's pace was hurriedly entering the Ji family's villa......

However, Ji Zeyang seems to be unwilling to give up, "I know that you can't help yourself now, and I also know your good intentions, no matter what, I will wait for you, and I will be close to you, always, I will not give you to him." ”

"Ji Zeyang......" Lu Ya turned her head and looked at Ji Zeyang with a panic.

"I still won't give up on you, you know my heart has never changed, not before, not now, and even more impossible in the future. ”

There is only one Lu Ya in Ji Zeyang's world, and Lu Ya is his whole world.

It's just that no matter what Ji Zeyang's intentions are, she can't accept it.

Lu Ya was silent, and hurriedly returned to the Ji family.

Ji Zeyang was so heavy that he couldn't breathe, but there was nothing he could do, at this moment, it was indeed for Lu Ya, for Ji Yinyin and Ji Kaien, he could only endure it.

However, in Ji Zeyang's heart, it was impossible for him to give up on them.

Lu Ya's world was surrounded by pain and suffocation, and after returning to Ji's house, Lu Ya burst into tears, almost uncontrollably.

"What's wrong with you?" Luo Yongwei asked angrily when she saw Lu Ya's sad look, even looking so uncomfortable.

When Lu Ya heard Luo Yongwei's voice, she reflexively fled.

However, Luo Yongwei was even more angry, "What do you mean, crying, crying, dead." ”

In fact, Luo Yongwei didn't know Lu Ya's thoughts, it was because she was separated from Ji Zeyang that she was so sad and painful.

Lu Ya was already crying uncontrollably, completely out of control, and began to cry.

When Luo Yongwei heard such a cry, she was anxious and irritable, "You, you stop for me immediately, don't cry, do you hear?" ”

Lu Ya couldn't hear any other sound in her ears, and she was alone in pain and suffering.

Luo Yongwei was so angry that she was furious, "Lu Ya, what do I mean by you, since you don't want to come to the Ji family, don't come, no one forces you, you want to go, you can leave now, I really think my son can't find a woman." ”

Otherwise, Lu Ya is what Luo Yingnan likes, Luo Yongwei will inevitably be more ruthless and ruthless, but she is afraid that Luo Yingnan will be angry and sad, so even if she is angry, she can only scold her......

It's just that Lu Ya just can't stop, the tears can't be controlled, and the pain and hatred in her heart are very ruthlessly intertwined, condensing in the bottom of her heart, making her feel painful.

But even if it is so painful, I still have to bear it, and I have to bear it with all my might......