Chapter 107: Contemplation Again 2
There is no doubt about the existence of the fate system, not to mention Han Shengwei's personal experience, even the earth science theories cited when he understood fate before are enough to prove the existence of fate.
Although fate cannot be absolutely fair, it is not specifically aimed at a certain person, not to mention that Han Shengwei has experienced a strange cycle in which no matter how hard he tries, he will eventually achieve nothing.
Affected by this unspeakable mental torture, he is extremely sensitive to even the slightest touch with fate, and has developed a habit of thinking about the worst in front of everything.
Han Shengwei divided his life into two stages, taking the old coyote space as the dividing line, dividing the life on the earth that had no choice but to wait for death as one stage, and the life in the outer universe after leaving the earth as another stage.
After comparison, he found that the outer universe stage was much better than the earth stage, and relatively speaking, the many difficulties experienced by the outer universe were simply not worth mentioning.
On Earth, he has a waist disability, and the same disease as his mother, no one cares about him and no one pays attention to him, and he has to face death at a young age;
On Earth, he obviously has a family and relatives, but he can't find any sense of belonging, as if he is a superfluous person; in the outer universe, he is clearly an outsider, but he feels the rare warmth of home in the Medicine King.
On Earth, it is not that there is no cure for a disease that gives up treatment because he always does not have enough money to buy medicine, and in order not to starve to death on the streets, he has to drag his crippled body to do hard work;
On Earth, after his wife was separated, he couldn't find a job because of his waist disability and his own illness was classified as an infectious disease, in order to be able to live, he returned to his hometown to make a living, but his father obstructed him in every way, and was finally forced to leave;
On Earth, no matter how hard he tried, he would end up in failure, and this never-ending torture of "not being able to live well and not being able to die" made his spirit almost collapse; in the outer universe, there was no one to guide and no practice to refer to, and it only took him 90 years to reach the realm of the main god that others could not necessarily break through in a million years.
On Earth, after every failure, he would think of what people often said about "noble support" and "guidance from masters", for him, these are just two words that he has always longed for but has never had the opportunity to meet; in the outer universe, the king of medicine is his nobleman, a teacher and a friend, a relative and a master.
In all fairness, although Bian Zhanyuan was using him, Bian Zhanyuan was also his noble and high-ranking person, and without Bian Zhanyuan's intervention, he would not have been able to cultivate so smoothly......
Thinking of this, Han Shengwei suddenly realized a problem with serious consequences, that is, before every time he failed completely, what he did was very smooth.
The same thing, under the premise that the prerequisites are not as good as others, he will do better than others and develop faster, but as long as it reaches the most critical node, there will be fundamentally inevitable factors, and then it is a reasonable and logical but irresistible failure......
Could it be that one's extraordinary performance in the cultivation path was a precursor to an imminent complete failure? If so, what would be the key factors that led to the eventual failure, and where would the specific transition point appear?
If we guess this key factor and find this transition node, can we avoid the ultimate failure?
On the earth, many times the failure is indirectly caused by one's relatives, friends or acquaintances, and the key factors and conversion nodes that lead to the failure are well understood, and it is not that they have not thought about eliminating the unfavorable factors, but for the old relatives and friends, how can they be ruthless?
As for some non-relatives and non-relatives who caused his complete failure, it is not painful to kill them, but he always thought that he would not live long, and he wanted to do something that could be regarded as an inheritance, how could he easily break the law?
Now it's different, even if he is already a cultivator of the realm of the main god, but it is no longer possible to go back to the earth, not to mention that his relatives and friends are no longer in the world, even the void layer on the periphery of the universe is also isolated from this idea, and there is no way to retreat and there is no scruples.
In the outer universe, except for a limited number of people such as the Medicine King, his wife and children, any unfavorable factors can be uprooted without any scruples! Of course, he still needs to continue to endure enemies outside his own ability, such as the unknown existence that controls his fate and makes him suffer from mental torture.
Han Shengwei is a very affectionate and nostalgic person, he also knows his weakness, after leaving the earth, he rarely takes the initiative to get close to people, as far away from the crowd as possible, so there are few wonderful storylines like those in novels or TV series that happen around him.
Except for the main contradiction with the unknown being, it can be said that his ninety years in the outer universe have been somewhat boring.
The birth of a person determines growth, the growth of a person determines the pursuit, and the pursuit of a person determines the trajectory of life.
On Earth, for Han Shengwei, he didn't have the things that everyone else had, he didn't have the things that he should have, and he didn't even have the most basic things.
He lost his mother when he was young, lost his wife in middle age, and was still alone when he was approaching old age, with a disabled waist and a stubborn disease, and he had to face death anytime and anywhere......
Every time he thought about it, Han Shengwei was very emotional, he had lost too much......
It seems that I can't say that yet, because I have never had it, and I can't talk about losing or not losing.
Does it mean that I want too much? It doesn't seem right, I'm not an insatiable person...... So what do you want?
When Han Shengwei thought about this carefully, he realized that he didn't need anything, and he couldn't remember what he had worked so hard for.
With a healthy body, a wife and a son, and no need to eat, even though he has no longevity, he really doesn't need anything.
After thinking about it, it seems that there is only a wisp of deep obsession entangled around him, since the moment he came to the outer universe, Han Shengwei has locked his life trajectory - to find the unknown existence that controls his fate and makes him suffer from mental torture.
It has nothing to do with the final ending, I just want to ask softly, why......
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Once again, thinking directly triggered an epiphany, Han Shengwei stood so firmly, the black dot in the center of the dantian and the white inner dan automatically rotated with each other, and after nine clockwise positive revolutions, and then nine counterclockwise reverse revolutions, and so on, it never stopped......
When the Taiji diagram in the center of the dantian is rotating in the opposite direction, the points that pull the acupoints of the whole body rotate in the opposite direction, and the invisible energy filled in the universe naturally gathers towards him, penetrates through the skin around the body to various acupuncture points, flows through the eight veins of the Qi Jing on its own, and then flows to the dantian, and finally is absorbed by the black spots.
After nine revolutions, it will automatically turn to a reverse revolution.
When the Taiji diagram in the center of the dantian rotates in the opposite direction, the points of the acupuncture points of the whole body rotate in the positive direction, and a trace of pure energy flows out from the black dots, starting through the white inner pill, and flows through the eight veins of the Qi meridian by itself, and the body is prompted by the acupoints at the end of each vein, forming a layer of energy protection around Han Shengwei's body.
After nine turns, it will automatically turn into a positive revolution......
Unconsciously, Han Shengwei broke through again, and his cultivation realm broke through to the realm of the Law God.
This is a wilderness, and the thunder can't destroy anything, and Nuwa can block the space, and there is no need to worry about her.
Han Shengwei did not withdraw from the wonderful realm after the epiphany, and after feeling that the Taiji Diagram in the center of the dantian was automatically operating, he planned to use the thunder to test the tacit understanding between himself and the Taiji Diagram in the dantian, and see if he could achieve the state of self-forgetfulness with his heart and words at will.
After waiting for a long time, the clouds did not appear for a long time, Han Shengwei was a little puzzled, if you don't come, I will go to you, spread out the divine sense, and use the characteristics of this cosmic energy as the basis for distinction, the divine consciousness extends infinitely, and finally wraps the entire universe of this side.
To his surprise, he didn't perceive any traces of the clouds' growth, but instead sensed a flash of surrender......