"Thank you. Lin Jie thanked him from the bottom of his heart.

Liu Jingxin said: "No, no, no, I should thank you." ”

After saying this, Liu Jingxin was stunned, he didn't know why he said this. There was an inexplicable emotion in his heart, and he couldn't figure out what he was thinking. Perhaps, he has finally found his long-lost creative passion, right?

Yes, Liu Jingxin now wants to write a song, a song that records life.

But...... Is his current living state and living environment really enough to support the new song he wants to write?

Is it hard for someone like him to write a new song? It's not difficult at all, just pick up the guitar and open your mouth. However, he couldn't write because he really didn't have the inspiration to create.

True music creation, like traditional literature, should only exist for expression and sharing, and should not analyze the market, let alone flatter and flatter.

This is the concept that Liu Jingxin adheres to, and he has never changed it, and he is not ready to change it again.

"Respectfully, I heard Chang Yisen say that you haven't written songs for a long time. As a singer who debuted in a music competition, you should release new songs as often as the updated version of the online game, so that the public can always have a fresh feeling about you, so that you can go further. Lin Jie suddenly persuaded bitterly.

Liu Jingxin sighed and said, "Mentor Lin Jie, I know what you said. I also tried to write, but I really couldn't write something I was satisfied with. Before I became famous, I could use music to record my life and the lives of those around me unscrupulously, and now the most acclaimed songs in our band are the songs I wrote during that period. But now I always think a lot before writing songs, and I am too busy with work and too many things to worry about, so I can't find the inspiration and direction for my creation. ”

Lin Jie on the other side of the phone was silent for a long time and said, "The feeling you have now is the same as that of me half a year ago." I even had depression at the time, and I thought for a long time about whether to quit the music scene completely and never do anything related to music again. Luckily, I got to know you all while participating in "Singing Songs". It was you who made me a little more determined and stick to my original intention!"

Liu Jingxin said modestly: "You praised it falsely. ”

Lin Jie smiled: "What I said is true. It was when you refused to join my team alone that I decided that after this tournament, I had to play Disappearance once, for a determined amount of time. ”

Liu Jingxin was a little dumbfounded, he really didn't expect that Lin Jie's disappearance had something to do with him.

Lin Jie paused and continued: "Jingxin, don't you want to know what the world is like as it is?"

"Yes, I'd love to know. Liu Jingxin wanted to know how attractive the world was that it could make Lin Jie give up everything and rush out without hesitation.

Lin Jie said: "Your question is actually the answer I've been looking for. I don't know what the world is like in the first place, what I can do is to experience a different life, go into the lives of different people and leave, like a bard, go wherever there is a story, and sing wherever I go. ”

Listening to these words, a picture came to Liu Jingxin's mind: a man walked into the yellow sand with his guitar on his back, pushed open a creaky wooden door, and walked into a tavern. He doesn't like to talk, he just sits in the corner, listens to the stories of the travelers at night, and sings them to the song during the day with his guitar......

"It's not too early in China, right? Don't talk about it, you should rest early. Lin Jie said and was about to hang up the call.

Liu Jingxin hurriedly said, "Mentor Lin Jie, if I want to contact you, how can I find you?"

The last time he was in Shanwan Township, Liu Jingxin had already added Lin Jie's WeChat, but even if he looked for Lin Jie directly on WeChat, he felt that he should say hello to Lin Jie early.

Lin Jie was silent for a moment and then said, "If you have something, you can leave me a message on WeChat." I may not be able to reply immediately, but if I see it, I will definitely reply to you. ”

"yes, okay!"

"Goodbye. ”

"Bye-bye!"

After ending the call with Lin Jie, Liu Jingxin put down his phone and lay down on the bed face up.

A song and this conversation with Lin Jie made his wine sober for seven minutes, and at this time he only felt that his stomach was empty and he was uncomfortably hungry.

By the way, Xiao Gang poured me porridge.

Liu Jingxin sat up, walked to the bedside table, picked up the porridge that was not so hot, and drank it in a few sips.

The warm porridge entered his stomach and made him feel a lot more comfortable.

Xiao Gang hadn't come back at this time, and after Liu Jingxin called his mother to report his safety, he sat on the bed in a daze boredly, repeatedly recalling the conversations he had just had with Lin Jie.

Liu Jingxin suddenly discovered that Lin Jie should be his 2.0 version, and Lin Jie seems to have been doing what he wants to do but can't let go of his hands and feet.

Many people say that Liu Jingxin is talented and knows how to persevere, and the most important thing is to work hard. In fact, Liu Jingxin only thinks that he is lucky, and he is not worthy of other evaluations.

Liu Jingxin always feels that he doesn't have the temperament that is common in the protagonist, he is just an ordinary ordinary person who can't be ordinary anymore, full of shortcomings, not many advantages, many times he will be high-handed, and even naively agree that "persistence is victory", he can't give up any emotion or anyone, and he doesn't dare to really live too selfishly.

Why do people like him have so many now? Maybe it's just luck.

The more Liu Jingxin thought about it, the more depressed he felt, and when he thought of Lin Jie, who dared to act, he was ashamed of himself and looked down on himself more and more.

If...... Just say what if...... Can I also go and see the world as it is?

As soon as this idea popped up, Liu Jingxin was frightened by himself.

Could it be that he also wants to play missing like Lin Jie? What about Friday? What about Tong Tong? What about so many people who support him wholeheartedly? What about the whole team led by Zhen Youcai?

So many burdens weighed heavily on Liu Jingxin's body, making him entangled for a long time, but he still didn't dare to move.

I don't know how long later, Xiao Gang came back, and he returned to the room in good spirits, as if something good had happened.

"Why are you so happy? Your mother has won money?" asked Liu Jingxin.

Xiao Gang shook his head and said, "I just sent my mother over and came back, I don't care if she wins or loses." ”

"Then why are you so happy? Wait, you don't mean to do something to me while no one is at home, are you?"

Xiao Gang said: "I just talked to my mother, and my mother supported me and agreed that I would leave after the year." This time, I must choose what I want to do. If I continue to consume like this, I will become more and more bold. While I'm young, I'm going to have to be presumptuous once!"

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